Create the next four bars by going against the image of the first four bars. Then create the next eight bars by going against the image of the eight bars you created. This is repeated until the last piano chord is destroyed by a delay that is too strong, and the song ends with the lingering sound cut off. All of this ingenuity is music. But I let the music itself take the initiative in my creation. This technique cannot be called a collage. It's like arranging items bought at a music general store in front of a bakery. I think it has meaning.


Shouting Music in the World (311)

I tried an experiment to see if adding a little scale to noise would work as a replacement for hard chords in a song. I envied the creators of rock music. I realized that incorporating a genre that I envy is a valuable motif.

I want to feel the elephant's anger (315)

I was supposed to make a cool song, but after arranging the sounds around the saxophone, I ended up sending the sound in a completely wrong direction. No matter how many times I listened to it, I couldn't bring myself to cut out the excessive decoration, and I accepted that this state was complete. If that's the case, then the unknown wilderness beyond the cool mountain top is where I live.

Beyond cool（320）


Before August 2021, I didn't know how to make music. The turning point came when I was hospitalized in August for surgery to fix my lumbar spine. I don't know what gave me the ability to make music. And in a few days, I will have to undergo the same surgery again. Surgery patients have to endure boring and painful rehabilitation. It was probably the boredom of the hospital room that gave me music four years ago. This time...

Bored in my hospital room, I get musical inspiration(324)

While I was in the hospital, I was surrounded by the warmth of many people and was able to quietly regain my body's homeostasis. At one point I couldn't think of anything. I was that tired. Then I recovered and, like a miraculous jackpot on a slot machine, I got myself back. This is a treasure that cannot be exchanged for money.

I was reborn as myself. It was a very coincidental event (326)

The label "Techno KAT" that scouted me broke up and I became a "ronin" (356)

My sound is appealing to me, but I can't structure the sounds in a good order. Like ocean waves. If it was at least like the waves of a lake or river, I'd be able to structure my music as tasteful waves of sound.

I want to play among the waves of sound(329)

I used a phrase from a comment I received from Stars Mighty Fine as the title.
First, I see a chaotic array of tones, and then I try to create some kind of structure from that chaos. I think the process of composing is simply trying to control the song and sound with all my might.

We Control with All My Might (357)

When an unknown wind gently caresses my cheek, I feel glad to be alive.

Ordinary happiness is a gentle breath. (358)

Yeah…
Listen close.
’Cause what I’m about to say might shake everything you think you know—
about pain, failure, and your own mind.
[Verse 1]
There’s two kinds of people in this world, I’ve seen it,
Those who break down, tired, barely breathing,
And those who rise up when the weight gets heavy,
When the storm comes down, they stay steady.
It ain’t luck, it ain’t schooling, it ain’t IQ,
It’s a mindset—what’s inside you.
Ain’t about pretending when your soul’s in pieces,
It’s power, it’s faith, it’s your will through the seasons.
[Hook]
I keep my head high when the sky falls down,
Light in my chest when the dark comes around,
Ain’t no fear in my veins, I just breathe, I believe—
Positive mental attitude, that’s me.
Yeah, I rise when they quit, I smile through the pain,
Every loss that I take just fuels my flame,
They don’t see what I see, but I know what’s true—
I can’t lose with this mindset, I can’t lose.
[Verse 2]
Met the ghosts of giants, legends in their time,
Carnegie, Ford, Edison on the grind,
They built empires out of pressure and dirt,
They took every failure, turned it into work.
Didn’t run from the pain, they embraced it,
Didn’t cry when the game rearranged it.
They studied defeat, transmuted the pain,
Turned every setback into gain.
[Hook]
I keep my head high when the sky falls down,
Light in my chest when the dark comes around,
Ain’t no fear in my veins, I just breathe, I believe—
Positive mental attitude, that’s me.
Yeah, I rise when they quit, I smile through the pain,
Every loss that I take just fuels my flame,
They don’t see what I see, but I know what’s true—
I can’t lose with this mindset, I can’t lose.
[Bridge / Spoken Breakdown]
What’s controlling your mind today?
Fear? Doubt? Resentment? Self-pity?
Or faith… purpose… gratitude… desire?
Your mind ain’t neutral—it’s always under the influence of something.
If you don’t control it, the world will.
If you don’t master it, the devil will.
And when I faced my greatest enemy… it was me.
[Final Hook]
I keep my head high when the sky falls down,
Light in my chest when the dark comes around,
No chains on my soul, just the truth that I choose—
My attitude decides if I win or lose.
Yeah, I rise when they quit, I smile through the pain,
Every scar on my heart just calls my name,
They don’t see what I see, but I know what’s true—
Positive mental attitude…
That’s you.

i keep my head high

Lotus

On his home planet, where the stars sing and the nebulae pulse, he learned to manipulate the frequencies of spacetime to create rhythms never before heard on Earth.

Lotus

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