//lyrics

In a rock-pile
I wont play my cards
In the dirt now
Infinitely harmed
Watch my eyelids
When they say im wildin
Check my stats now im drippin in dior
Stuck up in the background
I wont play my cards
Why do I get stockpiled
On my shoulders
Didn't waste time then
Its you I was guidin'
I just dont wanna
Get older
In a year now
get my dreams out
Check my paypal
I dont need no help no more
No more
No, more
I just need someone I can hold onto
I could make a break for her, but I dont want to
I dont want it anymore
Anymore
Any, more

Its not hard to tell you're lyin'
In my walls
Angels fall
Cus im compulsive
Compulsive
Im gon' drown in this shit I know it
Im still healin'
When you're talking to me
I dont feel it
If im all that I need
Then im winnin'
I still catch myself
Wishin'
That I had, someone
In that mask you look so dumb
I needed a lullaby so I wrote one
I want you on my side while we're still young
Im with reef in the back and we lay some
down, down when im around, round
I dont think i ever found, found
Where you at now
I know its been a long while
Always come through at the wrong time
Right now, im stuck

In a rock-pile
I wont play my cards
In the dirt now
Infinitely harmed
Watch my eyelids
When they say im wildin
Check my stats now im drippin in dior
Stuck up in the background
I wont play my cards
Why do I get stockpiled
On my shoulders
Didn't waste time then
Its you I was guidin'
I just dont wanna
Get older
In a year now
get my dreams out
Check my paypal
I dont need no help no more
No more
No, more
I just need someone I can hold onto
I could make a break for her, but I dont want to
I dont want it anymore
Anymore
Any, more
Its not hard to tell you're lyin'
In my walls
Angels fall
Cus im compulsive
Compulsive
Im gon' drown in this shit I know it
Im still healin'
When you're talking to me
I dont feel it
If im all that I need
Then im winnin'
I still catch myself
Wishin'
That I had, someone

guidance [p. sai]

shoutout the realistic perspective of having attachment issues to someone who dont even know you like that

//lyrics

Aye, aaye, RAAAH
Its crazy i aint know you for too long
Feels like i dont even know you when you're gone
You saw nothin'
In my eyes you were fully frontin'
Yeah, put him in the back, im kiddin'
Its like, scratch that im the villian, yeah
Trippin' when you say you're with him
Always, runnin from my feelings
Yeah, put him in the back, im kiddin'
Its like, scratch that im the villian, yeah
Trippin' when you say you're with him
Always, runnin from my feelings

Breaking me, in half
Why cant you, wait for me, in there
Thought you wouldnt say somethings not fair
Its funny i was tryna get you out my head
Its only a bad sign when i care
Hope you wouldn't flatline when im not there
Its the last time you fuckin forget
Lovin you's my past time dont fuckin forget
But she noticed
That i know it
Pride showin
Hate me after all that
All these pictures, under my bag
Guess we gotta restart, bring it all back, and i say

Its crazy i aint know you for too long
Feels like i dont even know you when you're gone
You saw nothin'
In my eyes you were fully frontin'
Yeah, put him in the back, im kiddin'
Its like, scratch that im the villian, yeah
Trippin' when you say you're with him
Always, runnin from my feelings

Just hold onto me
You dont even know what you've done to me
Im not comin' up from the water to breathe
I dont care if you even want me
Cus i might never let go, oh ooh
Got this under control, ooooh oh
Crying when i see your name
But you dont even know mine
I feel the pain, in my heart
Feel the shame when we grow apart
Like why you gotta let these lames up in your heart
No i havent stayed the same, its been so hard
And i dont know why, you refuse to

put him in the back, im kiddin'
Its like, scratch that im the villian, yeah
Trippin' when you say you're with him
Always, runnin from my feelings
Running from my feelings, oh
Running from my feelings, ooh

attachment issues [p. sai]

//lyrics

Please dont hate me, while im here
I feel it aching around my ear
All these changing faces, I cant be near
All these blatant changes that I cant be here for, for
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms
You know
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms

Its the way you talk to me
When you're tryna help
Its the way you talk to me
When im runnin' out of your love
Is changin' is changin' for you enough
I thought it'd be painless
Oh what a bluff
Lately its been harder, to stay away
Lately switchin' starters, to stay awake
It aint even fair that you're with me
Get to cryin' when im bouta leave

Please dont hate me, while im here
I feel it aching around my ear
All these changing faces, I cant be near
All these blatant changes that I cant be here for, for
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms

Its the way you speak to me
When im bouta cry
Sit back, watch your feelings atomize
I guess stayin' up witchu a fuckin' waste of time
When you're barely trying, its the fact I have to tell you
Please dont hate me, while im here
I feel it aching around my ear
All these changing faces, I cant be near
All these blatant changes that I cant be here for, for
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms
You know
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms

paranoia [p. sai]

Produced by sai

// lyrics

What it, what it, what it was, what it is, what you on bout, oh, I'm breaking in
It's like you don't want me to let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I wont need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

I missed the mark with you
Where to start, don't even know where to stop with you
No I'm not in love, but it's where it's going
I do what I want in like any moment
I'm barely conscious, I'm a target for all the pain
Nonsense, I'll bring up thoughts just from yesterday's progress
How could I want you if you don't wanna try, this time

I don't wanna let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I won't need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

I missed the mark with you
Where to start, don't even know where to stop with you
No I'm not in love, but it's where it's going
I do what I want in like any moment
I'm barely conscious, I'm a target for all the pain
Nonsense, I'll bring up thoughts just from yesterday's progress
How could I want you if you don't wanna try, this time

I don't wanna let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I won't need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

say it with ur heart [p. sai]

//lyrics

(Give a) fuck about a hiccup
Its what it is love
Watch this
Feel your lips
Gettin close to my lips
It aint over
My wish isn't over yet, oh
Your hips
Gettin close to my hips
It aint over my head
Watch this
Sendin texts aint the same no more
with your friends talkin bout what I cant do
Watch this
Im defending the thoughts i swore I wouldnt
I cant live without you, but

From all you do
You dont tell me about it
My point of view
Overthinking about it
3 days without seeing you
Building walls in my head
I dont know what to do
Put my all in
Pour my heart out
No communicating bout what we are now
Tie communications to our fall out
The trials and tribulations are what I can write a song bout

We on the same note (calm down)
What it is, love (its all sound)
Watch this
Feel your lips
Gettin close to my lips
It aint over
My wish isn't over yet, oh
Your hips
Gettin close to my hips
It aint over my head
Watch this
Sendin texts aint the same no more
with your friends talkin bout what I cant do
Watch this
Im defending the thoughts i swore I wouldnt
I cant live without you, but

hiccup (interlude) [p. adrien & sai]

produced by irusu, sai, and chromecue

//LYRICS

im holdin onto you
and we know, (f*ck it) we, know
i wanna be near you ill take on any role
you wanna know the truth well let me take control
like what is there to do to make you see me more
we know, (f*ck it) we ee kno ow
i've been under stress, i been under drought
i feel under-dressed in these hand-me-downs
if we both know im depressed baby

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page
x2

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

We got something nobody know
When you play hard to get imma go
Baby i watch your every move
I’ll carry your heart to the moon
Uh, where do i start with you
The sun is down and i can’t move (can’t lose)
Its getting harder and harder to stay cool
Being with you
Show me how to try
Show me how and where our stories intertwine
When we die
We got what we paid for baby don’t cry
I know what you stayed for, I don’t mind
Ooooh, im not an option
Oooh, you’ve been up to something
Oooh no, all the assumptions the fussin the love that i trust you with, stop it

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

how2live

how2live [p. su, sai, & chromecue]

//Lyrics

look at me n i say
all night i dont get no rest
i been tryna write what you put in my head
i want you in my bed
left side of me entangled with no rest
on the freeway pullin ova
whatchu say when im sleepin on the sofa
all the shit i done so far
it aint in vain, while we all grow up
you could watch me go both ways
everything we do, put it in the page
everything we do, gets rid of the haze
everything i do's just running from the cage they put me in
see your schedule, book me in
i think its settled, look at him
goin federal, once again
got my medals just cookin in my room
all these songs indicate my mood
you dont wanna talk what am i to do
am i wrong for acting clueless
been talking to myself
you're walking through my wealth
put my arms around that shell of yours
no harm in all these metaphors
now im up they dont notice me
its just my luck that your cold to me
now the time's up i wont fall asleep
your my love and you're all i see
uh, find something i dont do
your lies indicating my mood
this time, i dont know how to move on
once you look at me and i said
all night i dont get no rest
i been tryna write what you put in my head
i want you in my bed
left side of me entangled with no rest
on the freeway pullin ova
whatchu say when im sleepin on the sofa
all the shit i done so far
it aint in vain, while we all grow up
you could watch me go both ways
everything we do, put it in the page
everything we do, gets rid of the haze
everything i do's just running from the cage they put me in
see your schedule, book me in
i think its settled, look at him
goin federal, once again
you could watch me go both ways
everything we do, put it in the page
everything we do, gets rid of the haze
everything i do's just running from the cage they put me in
see your schedule, book me in
i think its settled, look at him
goin federal, once again

norest [p. sai]

lyrics
will you let me get some rest, im overwhelmed
with you laying on my chest when my fort fell
with the same old texts, girl it wont help
you can feel it in your legs when you melt
and, you fell in love
I know only you held, my trust
and, dont sell my thoughts
i know you're an angel, with loss

please open the pages
look at what im facing
yeah, no more changes i hate it
baby we could watch it cave in
It makes sense at the stage we're in
fuck, look at your eyes, its one shade off from sapphire
it's decided that
i lost my heart to desire (yeah)
i know its hard, but dont cry again
i just want to know what you're residing in
well im prayin for you baby dont go
fuck a dance off tell me you wont
stay hands off that was my home
while im still distracted by your glow (once again)

Eee eee, ee aann, aaahn
Oo aah ahh, ooh aahh ah, oo aah ahh, ooh aahh ah

will you let me get some rest, im overwhelmed
with you laying on my chest when my fort fell
with the same old texts, girl it wont help
you can feel it in your legs when you melt
and, you fell in love
I know only you held, my trust
and, dont sell my thoughts
i know you're an angel, with loss

please open the pages
look at what im facing
yeah, no more changes i hate it
baby we could watch it cave in
and make sense of the stage we're in
fuck, look at your eyes, its one shade off from sapphire

angel [p. sai]

//lyrics

Only if you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Girl you done it, now i been on the same road
Girl im runnin', my feelings on the table
If you want it, i'll do it if you say so
But what if, im not able

To give you what you want
Before the changes girl im just missin' what it was
Now im the same person i was just a month along
I'll go insane, tryna find out what happened to us
Or go insane, tryna find out what happened to touch
what happened to me
Like what happened to love
Ill be happy diseased
Im not faithful to, what you say in the least
But you stay cold and im supposed to know what that means
I know why
Its chemical, i wont lie
You act cynical, i dont mind
I know its pitiful but i like you

Only if you want it, i'll do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Girl you done it, now i been on the same road
Girl im runnin', my feelings on the table
If you want it, i'll do it if you say so
But what if, im not able

To give you what you want
Before the changes girl im just missin' what it was
Now im the same person i was just a month along
I'll go insane, tryna find out what happened to us
Or go insane, tryna find out what happened to trust
Now i'd be happy to run
Always fall into lust
But if you were the one, you would
Want it if only i knew you wanted, us
Since you want it, i'll do it if you wanted, us
I know why
Its chemical, i wont lie
You act cynical, i dont mind
I know its pitiful but i like you

if u want it [p. sai]

You resemble the stars

Its too late to stay off
Take all, the weight off
Baby its too late to break off
Through all the shit you face for pay stubs
And you dont know what to say
Cus you dont know how to feel dont know how to love
And you don’t know if it’s real right in front of ya
All the shit im sayin’ gon fuck it up
I been thinkin bout you late, till the sun is up
But i want you for all ages, one call later, i could take it all back
Cus gunshots couldn’t phase us, its okay cus i could say we dont care
Its so hard, with you resemblin the stars
Im just defending my part
Thats the start, no head in my arms
Baby dont tread from my warmth

Its so hard, with you resemblin the stars
Im just defending my part
Thats the start, no head in my arms
Baby dont tread from my warmth
Head over heels for you lately
Obsessed with you but you’re crazy
Im fast as you, you said it
All signs point to you changin’
Upset with you, but you’re waiting
Wont fess with you, cus you hate it
Wont better you, let the roof cave in
We could talk but

Its too late to stay off
Take all, the weight off
Baby its too late to break off
Through all the shit you face for pay stubs
And you dont know what to say
Cus you dont know how to feel dont know how to love
And you don’t know if it’s real right in front of ya
All the shit im sayin’ gon fuck it up
I been thinkin bout you late, till the sun is up
But i want you for all ages, one call later, i could take it all back
Cus gunshots couldn’t phase us, its okay cus i could say we dont care
Its so hard, with you resemblin the stars
Im just defending my part
Thats the start, no head in my arms
Baby dont tread from my warmth

hiccup (interlude) [p. adrien & sai]

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