Sleeping pills

bubble gum

(Thank you to all who have listened to this song over all this time, it means the world to me.)

Took a lot of courage to upload this. No edits, all improv. Sorry.

[i was visited by an angel
she walked past me as i was playing bass in the stairway
i swear i could feel her
as she clenched her fists and thought 
its been way to long since ive touched those lips 
so she came back my way
she had nothing but a frown to face
she gave me a grin and i swear 
my entire world erased

she said ive been thinking a lot about you 
and i couldnt muster any words out of my 
stupid fucking mouth but
i nodded my head okay
and she turned away
she went the other way

since that day ive been having these dreams 
these nightmares that i only know as nightmares 
because i see your face 
and were together again 
and youre holding my hand 
and youre caressing my face 
and i cant stop dreaming about these 
heavenly places that you brought me to 
one day is just to much for me to face]

Angel

Panucci's Pizza - Aesthetic? (more like ass pathetic)

the past few days ive spent inside my mind
have been an awful place to hide
i dont feel alive
but somehow i find the strength to cry
all this time, oh all this time
ill spend awake at night
a dark blue pillow damp with
all my favorite lines
and i could die
just to feel alright
but fuck
how could i go one more night
without you looking in my eyes
ill take this pain its quite alright
if you would listen, just tonight
ill tell you everything is fine

and i am glad
that you find someone who makes you feel alright
makes you feel alright
uh huh makes you feel
oh im fucking glad
that you found someone
who makes you feel alright
makes you feel alright
uh huh makes you feel

now ive cut off the best of me
and i dont want to feel a thing
cause every time im feeling high
the comedown seems to make me want to die
im fine with getting f*cked and thrown onto the floor
it just sucks that feelings dont count for anything anymore

cause you found someone who makes you feel alright
makes you feel alright
uh huh makes you feel
oh im fucking glad
that you found someone who makes you feel alright
makes you feel alright
uh huh makes you feel
oh im fucking mad
that you found someone who makes you feel alright
makes you feel alright
uh huh makes you feel
oh im fucking glad
that you found someone who makes you feel alright
makes you feel alright
uh huh makes you feel alright

makes you feel alright

this is not as good as it could have been but im building a new computer and will lose all my demos so i decided to top this one off and post it!! :p thank you for listening

lyrics:
i'm never really happy with anything that i do
i always feel like someone else could've done it better
i know that didn't rhyme i just wanted to say
that i feel this way every fucking day
of my life

but it's ok i know that i'll be alright
and maybe one day i'll feel like i did something right

something right [demo]

a sad song about a girl i no longer know

the last demo before the album is officially released
(artwork done by allyssa van cuyk)

affection

they'll like me when i'm sick

A song from Scruffpuppie's newest album (unreleased)
Lyrics:
about a year ago
it was raining here and cold
and my toes were turning blue
and my eyes were getting huge
and i spent every day with u
and everybody knew
drugs were always running thru
so it didn't matter who

so i ran away from home
and i went further down the road
i only packed a couple things
it was either u or me

i left my mom a note
and all the things i wrote
made her cry and cry
she couldn't get oh why
why i never could've stayed
she called me much too late
and im really fucking scared
but i can't even care

cos im never coming home
ill take the longer road
and im scared to go alone
but im never coming home

HELLO MY NAME DEON

affection

scruffpuppie

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i feel terribly lonely

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