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wondering how (acoustic lullaby version)

we're fighting again

Credit to beat 

This song explores longing for love that never could have worked every little thing brings that person back to your mind and heart and soul from making pasta to the little drives a person a place in time felt more real then real but it wasn’t the only real thing was the love I felt for someone who’s gone


Lyrics:

Verse 1

Flashbacks drip like neon acid in my mind
Garlic smoke swirls, and suddenly you’re there, alive
Pasta twists like golden ribbons in our kitchen light
Laughter bubbles up, a kaleidoscope of time

Mint chocolate ice cream melts on my tongue
Movies bleed into each other, we’re forever young
I’m floating in a nightmare painted in your hue
A dreamscape without you, I don’t know what’s true
I miss you

Chorus

Miles of memories, tangled in the air
Part of my heart wanders where you used to stare

X2
The cruelest truth is it never could’ve been
And the cruelest part… I still love you, spinning within


Verse 2 

I drift past streets that bend and twist
Mirrors of us shimmer in the mist
Songs leak colors I can’t contain
Lyrics twist, your voice calls my name

I trace frozen smiles through a liquid lens
Time warps, spirals, never ends
Do you float in this kaleidoscope with me
Or am I alone in this hall of your dreams 

Bridge

Time dissolves, rewinds in liquid streams
Every laugh, every tear, now starlit dreams

Chorus 

Miles of memories, galaxies in my chest
Part of my heart drifts where we once confessed
The cruelest truth is it slipped through the seams
And the cruelest part… I still orbit your dreams

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From the album "town" (DWL020)

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