allostatic load - fail better, heal faster

it's thursday, january 12th and this is the last time i'll talk about drowning

we're fighting again

Stand by Me

Transience

wrecked 1

Panucci's Pizza - Aesthetic? (more like ass pathetic)

Cloud District new EP, out 6/28 on Bandcamp

You Are The Answer To My Security Question

we would make an EP but i think we're both too impatient for that so!! :p

lyrics:
You expect more of me than I could ever meet
Everything I do is never quite complete
I know I disappoint you but I'm trying as hard as I can
You'll never care and I'll never understand
Please just give it a rest and don't expect the best
For I know you'll expect too much and I'll just let you down
I'll just let you down

I want to tell you that I need you to be proud of me
I know it's annoying and I'm sorry please don't hate me
I'm sorry
Without support, this is so hard, it's so hard
Will you believe in my vision
I need to stop wishing
It's so hard

it's so hard

Cyberbully Mom Club - How Do You Tell A Girl You Really Like Her Eyes

smoked so much till i could feel something
the cold resided i'm erupting
cleared the dew as a drip to the ground 

take my heart and twist my tongue
rip my teeth out one by one 
squeeze my arms so i don't feel so numb

did you know i'm not great at communication, i sit alone but my mind's abrasion wears me down

did you know, i'm too scared if scaring you off so i'll just leave

being dead is still better than being me (demo)

catnaps in an abandoned parking lot

she/her
https://linktr.ee/scruffpuppie
willows, weep for me