teen suicide - xxxxxxx

Natur give puperty age, as soon as the apples are ripe there is already a worm in them! take my example, I wait until the woman has matured, not only in the spiritual sense also physically! I have never and will never touch a toddler, that broke my Heart what Others make!

Natur give Puperty Age, that broke my Heart

Because the version I wanted to upload got deleted.

[do you still think of me
when youre dreaming
is a buzzing
under your feet

when you grow tired
and are lying in bed alone
is there a longing
you feel for my soul

did you love me in the same way
that you promised to stay awake

do you still think of me
when youre trying to fall asleep
without me

do you long for my body
or teardrops on car seats
while talking
do you miss my coughing

did you love me in the same way
that you promised to stay awake
did you love me 
were you afraid
of what would happen if you stayed

and are you ashamed
are you more or less okay
were you sick of my hands shaking
every time that you were speaking
do you miss me
with wide open teeth
the sky trickled in flames
as tears stream down my face

did you love me in the same way
that you promised to stay awake]

11-8-15

my friends all have girlfriends

demo I wrote for a project that is currently in the works

derogatory robot- demo

affirmations/sleepinstead (w/ stellanna music)

I tried
tried to explain how I wasn't right
and now I don't know how I will survive
shadows round me I don't even mind
mind

you lied
lied about the things you couldn't hide
so I stopped caring stopped trying to fly
amidst all of these feelings I'm so high

rest your head inside of mine
fill it up with pretty lies 
and I'll try to get a clue so I can open up to u
and start breaking ur heart instead of mine
every time
if I got time
I don't have time
every time

time (ft. spencer)

while the pretty petals of the flower u gave me begin to fall
stories told to me by lovers who had never seen at all
what will the monsters do when all I'm ever scared of is the truth
bags under my eyes
I'm up all night
Thinking abt u
ooo

petals

speak
but do it softly
for the creatures in my ceiling they are listening to our conversations
look
they caught us staring
and we run away for days and days hoping that this isn't all for nothing

untitled - 10/14/19, 9:01

catnaps in an abandoned parking lot

parasite

she/her
https://linktr.ee/scruffpuppie
willows, weep for me