heaven song (acoustic)

all poem, oh my divine.

there are reasons that i can't stay 
i counted them all myself 
but i will always keep awake 
searching for how it felt 
because all i want is to find myself in anyone 
and i wonder if it'll ever come 
as easy as us giving up 

if this could stop 
i don't think i'd want it to 
i built my life around watching everything you do 
it still feels like you can hear me when i talk to you 
you just don't respond 

and all i want is to find myself in anyone 
and i wonder if you're having fun 
i wonder if you're having fun 

all i want is to find myself in anyone 
and i wonder if you're having fun 
in that empty space where we used to talk

you wanted to look for help, i wanted to sit and wait to be rescued

I dnt knw who I am and that's ok kinda

everything is going to hell cover

doing all the things i used to do with people cover

Scruffpuppie - Gone

A song from Scruffpuppie's newest album (unreleased)
Lyrics:
about a year ago
it was raining here and cold
and my toes were turning blue
and my eyes were getting huge
and i spent every day with u
and everybody knew
drugs were always running thru
so it didn't matter who

so i ran away from home
and i went further down the road
i only packed a couple things
it was either u or me

i left my mom a note
and all the things i wrote
made her cry and cry
she couldn't get oh why
why i never could've stayed
she called me much too late
and im really fucking scared
but i can't even care

cos im never coming home
ill take the longer road
and im scared to go alone
but im never coming home

HELLO MY NAME DEON

Scruffpuppie - im never coming home

lyrics:
that fateful day my mother passed away
i cried and laid there in her grave
it smelled of worms and rubber bands
and then the hands the hands the hands
pulled all of me deep in the depths
of heaven hell together
crept a lonely with who spoke her spells 
but couldn't seem to fix herself
and then i woke up in a place
i'd never seen but i related to the cracks along the wall
my eyes sunk in as i grew tall
and then you called me by my name
but i never was someone to blame
why must we all be filled with hate
the moon came out a little late

and so i remain here most every night
10,000 miles up in the sky
im here to promise you're alright
to be your friend to be your light

Scruffpuppie - a lesson from the moon

lyrics:
sometimes i gotta settle down and get out
you told me everything you said we cried out
and i saw you going down the hill i chased you
tripped scraped my knee and overheard the sky blue
and i found the polaroid you took in my room
and thoughts that are overwhelming me just break through
why can't the world acknowledge anything we do
trying so hard but we never really made do

broken hearts make for good words 
but it sucks when we get hurt
i wish i was clear

sometimes we fight and scream and yell and shut up
wish i could communicate feelings boxed up
life's pain and art so i try to relate to
everything i can possibly hold onto

drugs and love
aren't enough
when i see you
my world lights up
i wish u were clear

sometimes- demo

try to sleep- for granddad

she/her
https://linktr.ee/scruffpuppie
willows, weep for me