haven't made anything in a while,

"i love you"

i've been drowning in my skin
social lone, wish i was dead

and all these parts make up my head,
i hate the fact i am myself

shadow of my thought,
knife in my hand
life with me ain't life with you
it hurts feeling this bland

and i could never ever wish upon somebody else
the way i wake up everyday without you in my bed

i'm so alone
notifications on my phone
used to light my room up
and i knew that i was still your home

better was the way that i'd wake up to your face
sat up high and smoked the nights to sooth my heart from ache

you were the rose that i picked
i got poked by your prick
i knew i'd bleed out in the end
but just couldn't resist

you were the rose that i picked
you poked and i dripped
i knew i'd bleed out in the end
but just couldn't resist

you were the rose that i picked
i got poked by your prick
i knew i'd bleed out in the end
but just couldn't resist

you were the rose that i picked
you poked and i dripped
i knew i'd bleed out in the end
but just couldn't resist

"love you, goodnight"

drowning in my skin

I went to my nice little spot by these tunnels next to this creek to record a quick demo of this song I've been working on. This is the first song I've written since Foghorn. I've been working really hard on finishing our LP and a few other music projects I'm into.  Anyways I hope you all enjoy this <3 This is actually a happy song :)
Here is our new album too!
https://open.spotify.com/album/4gsjIRwKC5HR5HnoK1fHIY

"Only White Clouds Today" (unfinished demo)

Spike Kitchen Scruffpuppie Cover

destroy you flatsound scruffpuppie cover

town - kitchen (scruffpuppie cover)

715 - CR∑∑KS- bon iver cover

up up  down  down red- grimtweakr

a remix of my favorite teen suicide suicide song. 
video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t-EQHrfKFRo

everything is going to hell (scruff remix) (VIDEO LINK IN DESC.)

wunderland w/ scruffpuppie

there's a man behind the tree, staring right at me. his big blue eyes deceive. chewing apple seeds. the bark begins to croak, for his fingers stroke. envy boils within. we want to feel again

apple seeds

i just can't remember who
think saw her in the gloom
she was up with me all night
i can't get her out my mind
and so i took a bunch of pills
that made me think if i could fill
the empty places in my mind
maybe i'd be worth her time

she paints the baby blue
he sucks on honey dew
and he savors every bite
he's so thankful for his life
so innocent and free
living simply and carefree
years pass on you're locked inside
he's committed most every crime
sidewalk benches nodding out
morphine persuade it's too late
heart slows down & I am drowning
suffocate me hurting families
breaking all the silverware he'll get his fix he doesn't care

the lies take hold
they all control my choices made
so I can fade away

honeydew

she/her
https://linktr.ee/scruffpuppie
willows, weep for me