this is one of the most calming songs I've ever heard

scruffpuppie

I wasn't thinking
The night I told you all about my feelings
But you just listened
Shared a smile or two
I loved looking at you

I matched the distance
Met you on a train and you made me think that I was going insane
But in a good way
If that makes any sense
I kind of enjoyed it

Te distance

Saving paper and I'm saving water
Saving concepts for the future slaughter 

Buying wholesome so he doesn't kill me 
Saving paper mindless for the slaughter

Forced transgressions turn me blue
You're sick, sick, sick, sick, I'm just a tool

Enlighten me and spit your best one-liner
A vessel turns you when the sail's gone under 
His only daughter
Preying for the slaughter

Go (demo)

MELANCHOLIA

takemebak prod. sabishi22

well maybe its somethin that i couldnt change
woulda stopped tryna make you love me the same

cause ive been wastin too much time 
but i could only try           

the right place in time didn't come round
some things are lost just as soon as they're found

and i think about you sometimes
yeah i miss you being on my mind

only try

the last demo before the album is officially released
(artwork done by allyssa van cuyk)

affection

Lonely Man of Winter

Lonely Man of Winter (Doveman Mix feat. Melissa Mary Ahern)

lyrics:
so this is what you meant
when i saw you get distant
i begged and pleaded you
free of care you used
me to tie your shoes
to pick you off your blues
with all the wine we sipped
you never gave a shit

and now im lost inside a glass museum
what did i do to make you look to him
i thought the trip we had meant more
but now im hurting im so fucking sore

so this is what you meant
when u put it to an end

glass museum

I tried
tried to explain how I wasn't right
and now I don't know how I will survive
shadows round me I don't even mind
mind

you lied
lied about the things you couldn't hide
so I stopped caring stopped trying to fly
amidst all of these feelings I'm so high

rest your head inside of mine
fill it up with pretty lies 
and I'll try to get a clue so I can open up to u
and start breaking ur heart instead of mine
every time
if I got time
I don't have time
every time

time (ft. spencer)

do u still (u saw the sky in me)ft. spencer

I found a sketchbook I owned when I lived in texas, this isn't really a song, but more of a story about my growth from an ignorant, selfish child, from a young boy who began to experience hell and hurt, to somebody who wants more than anything to help those experiencing hell and hurt. I hope you enjoy.
the story:

7 to 13 years ago
your little sketchbook snuck it's way into your posession. so little. so carefree
when you were a selfish brat who never saw the world outside of the light load you carried

you left home 13 years later
young, naive, and scared.
clinging to your materialistic desires.
and look at you now;
not so naive anymore.
you've learned so much, but it's not so easy now
18 years later you've discovered so much happiness subjective
not too many are as lucky as you 
life is pain but you know that now 
you know relentless pain
you know the endless rain
everything is burning as you sing
trying to save broken minds
take them under your wing
anything that you can do
to help the souls who felt like you
sometimes words make do
when you don't stop asking who
who will help me thru

you know hell

I spend every single day thinking about how it’s always someone’s last, and it’s never going to end, until it does, of course.

learning to know hell from the beginning

home (pt. 1 and 2) (current joys cover)

she/her
https://linktr.ee/scruffpuppie
willows, weep for me

home (pt. 1 and 2) (current joys cover)

scruffpuppie

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