a lesson from the moon (demo 2)

an ep that was never approved by management/was never made into a final draft.

psychosis soliloquy

none (intro)

Can we just forget about
Everything I said last night?
Didn't really wanna fight
I'll tell you lies to make you feel better
I was off pain pills
Just waiting to fucking feel better
Now you got under my skin
I'm itchy like a sweater

What I want
Is nothing but happiness
And all I get is stressed at the best
'till it's time to clock out for the week
I blacked out, I'm just trying to feel better

Can we just get out of town and clean around again
So I can stop thinking of drugs to take
Or any ways to make me feel better
On my mind just hoping I'd fucking feel better
In this abyss and I cannot forget her
Letting go of all distractions
Are my feelings in line?
Are my feelings in linе?
Let myself rot and decay in my room
I can makе a few friends, as long as they aren't you
Time will pass by and I'm feeling alright
Cuz life isn't bad when I'm sober, I cry
Shed heavy tears to pass all the years
And Im making sure everything's not to be feared

And we tumble, we're humble
Just keep talking
Just keep whispering in my ear

What I want
Is nothing but happiness
And all I get is stressed at the best
'till it's time to clock out for the week
I blacked out, I'm just trying to feel better

And we tumble, we're humble
Just keep talking
Just keep talking
Just keep whispering in my ear

Feel better ft. Stagehoax

trust in chapter2(22)
prod/mix/master by me
lyrics:
picking up the puzzle pieces
i've never seen this shape before
individually we grow but mother seems to want much more
and we were on the road for ages
and i had lost my sense of self
strangers stick around the mirror
waiting for a taste of hell oh
and you will get it
you will get it

feel the burning of my retinas
deep inside your back
little drops of blood begin to form
and started to turn black
and you're knees are getting weaker 
like the spot you held me in
many days i tried to break out 
but i couldn't find an end and here we are
(here we are)
and im finally free of it 
i'm beaten and diseased again
as humans we can get a grip and shift

but memories of the pain
they still remain, they still remain
and the clothes that u had stained
are in the rain, in the rain
and i am doing fine right now
but when my mind begins to break
i will see you in my vision, and my heart will start to ache

i still remember 
i still remember
do u remember what u said?

puzzle

Song was on Through The Soil, a compilation of many songs from many artists.
Song was removed from the compilation after some things that happened. 

puzzle

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