fallen leaves beneath your feet

linden & nevrfall - outro. the story that was told

after 2 years of editing, revising, second guessing and procrastinating i'm happy to finally release my first album since 2019. in my opinion this is my most substantial and effort-driven project since 2017 and I hope everyone who takes the time to listen to this gets something out of it.

this album is basically the culmination of all of my years producing in the guitar-based genre and has some of what i think to be my best songs to date.

im not sure where my music is headed after this, but thank you to those of you who stuck around despite me being gone for so long.

and a huge thanks to all of those who helped me with this album and made it possible

vocals on track 4 written and performed by @morgnbates

track 7 written by Richard Orofino

vocals on track 9 written and performed by @woundedyouth

co-production on track 10 by @stillvanishing

face it (feat. morgan bates)

[Verse 1]
I used to hide behind the quiet in my chest
Told myself that I was too much, never enough, second best
You walked in like sunlight through the blinds
Took every fear I kept locked in my mind

I didn’t know how to let someone stay
Didn’t know love could feel safe this way
You held the parts I tried to erase
And showed me they still deserved space

[Pre-Chorus]
You didn’t ask me to change who I am
You just reached out and held my hand

[Chorus]
Thank you for loving me
For every moment I couldn’t see
The good in my heart, the hope in my eyes
You saw it clearer than I ever tried
Thank you for loving me
For giving me room to finally believe
I’m learning slowly how to breathe
Because you loved me, loved me
Just as I am

[Post-Chorus / Drop Idea]
(Oh) Thank you for loving me
(Oh) Just as I am

[Verse 2]
You never painted perfect on my skin
You loved the mess, the breaking, and what’s still learning to begin
You showed me strength isn’t always loud
Sometimes it’s gentle, steady, and proud

I never knew I could grow in the open
Never thought peace could be chosen
I’m healing here because you stayed
And I’ll remember every step you made

[Pre-Chorus]
You didn’t ask me to change who I am
You just reached out and held my hand

[Chorus]
Thank you for loving me
For every moment I couldn’t see
The good in my heart, the hope in my eyes
You saw it clearer than I ever tried
Thank you for loving me
For giving me room to finally believe
I’m learning slowly how to breathe
Because you loved me, loved me
Just as I am

[Bridge] 
You taught me patience, taught me grace
How to face the parts I couldn’t face
Now I see what you always knew
I’m finally learning to love me too

So here’s my promise, honest and true
I’ll love with the same light you gave me through
Stronger together, we’ll always be
Thank you for loving me

[Final Chorus + Drop]
Thank you for loving me…
Just as I am

thank u for loving me

Like U (I choose u)

and all these thoughts i thought had left are still there 
they're still there 

now all of these thoughts they rush in my head 
i thought they left but they're still there 
they're there 
they're still there 
and all of these thoughts rush in my head 
i thought they left but they're still there 
they're there 
they're still there 

and all the things wish i never said 
are probably better left unsaid 
i feel like i'm falling down 
but i can't get back up from here 
so let me fall down to the ground 
the ground 

(hook) 

and all of things i wish you said 
are probably better left unsaid 
i feel like i'm losing me 
i feel like i'm losing me

rushing in (prod. braydo)

lyrics: 

same cold skin, same cold floor 
i don't wanna do this anymore 
everyone knows that i wanna be dead 
why do i go back to my stupid fucking head? 
i cry every night when i'm alone and i'm alone right now 

you wanted honesty so here's your honesty 
cause sometimes honestly i don't wanna wake up 
i don't wanna wake up, i don't wanna wake up 
(i don't wanna wake up, i don't wanna wake up) 

same routine, yeah that's every day 
put my hands together and i pray 
cause i even i scare myself sometimes 
and i don't know who i am 
and i don't know where i'll be 
so i'll close my eyes to see 
yeah i'll close my eyes to see 
yeah, i don't wanna wake up 
yeah, i don't wanna wake up 
yeah, i don't wanna wake up 


can you please try to wake me up? 
to wake me up, to wake me up..

close my eyes (prod. BOY FLOSS)

guitar and vocals by @93feetofsmoke ily

http://cvstuls.tumblr.com/
https://www.instagram.com/cvstuls/

cuts on ur thigh
where my eyes been lately
i've been feeling down
but i shouldn't be
i've been working hard
hope ur proud of me
lately,
i just wanna distance
whats been killing me

lately,
i've been drinking too much
if my dad saw 
he'd be mad at me
if my mom called 
she would cry to me
like "when u coming home" ?
"have u forgot about me" ?

substance on substance
till i'm dead asleep
please silence the demon
that's inside of me

using book cover's as a headpiece
i miss being young having dirty feet
years go slow repeating history
lies grow mold and drift in the breeze

so lately
i've been careful when i need to breathe

and lately
i'm just not sure about anything

lately,
i've been drinking too much
if my dad saw 
he'd be mad at me
if my mom called 
she would cry to me
like "when u coming home" ?
"have u forgot about me" ?

(lately i've been drinking too much x4)

93FEETOFSMOKE - if my dad saw he'd be mad at me.. [flip]

also available on other streaming platforms: http://li.sten.to/HtwaT88
instagram: instagram.com/harvestdusker 
twitter: twitter.com/hr_vest

vocals, guitar, production, art, mixing & mastering by harvest
written by @softhert & harvest

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wake me up

jasky x morgan bates - calling back

This beat will be available to purchase on my traktrain page soon.

Thank you for all.

Bad Fantasy

if you want get a feature or collab just hit me up on here

rushing in (prod. braydo)

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