(Why you hide, why you lie)
When the days come by can you hide your cover
Is it really such a flex that i did all of this sober
When the days come by can you hide your cover
Is it really such a flex that-

Everytime I reach a new high, I lose a piece of my mind
Put on a mask to block the light, you can never feel so bright
Why I got the devil always staring at me sideways
Am I living in a lie because of my hate
Bring myself down, shut me up till I break
I will never be what I wanted but thats okay

Tell me why I pick a fight with people that deserve nothing
Tell me why you say you real even though you always bluffing
Tell me why I pick a fight with people that deserve nothing
Tell me why you say you real even though you always bluffing

Never find a day that I’ll feel great
But never leave it out if you hear your name
I know that you’re dragged down every day
But to get to the top gotta keep your head straight
Watch me as I fall in shame
Drowning in the things I shaped
I ain’t seen the final gate
When will I stop in my ways



Tell me like you want me
Tell me like you need me
Tell me like you’re begging for my mercy
Hell to you if i don’t see
Heaven in your envy eyes
Hell to you if i don’t see
Heaven in your envy eyes

Forever Repentance

I wanna be reborn
I do not adore
What i used to be
Leaving the old me
I’m ready to leave
The sin inside of me
And walk away from everyone
That did wrong to me
I lost myself, but really it’s a good thing
Life was hell, and now I feel more like a king
When I threw away, everything in place
Finally I stand a peace, I have found my way


I cannot decide what you do in life
Tragedy in mind, that you dug inside
Everything inside had to leave behind
Tragety of my persona, suicide

I can’t survive with the burn
Spreading my wings it’s my turn
I no longer see in a blur
Imma leave behind my worst
I was blending with the dirt
Can’t overcome if I’m not put first
I’ve accepted I can’t with
Lost myself it’s a good thing

I dont want you to think I died
But part of me is left behind

lost myself, it's a good thing

~ cover art found on pinterest ~
~ prod. SEANJDM ~

(I fall from the sky
Is this where I die
A fallen angel survived)

Always watching people losing sight of their own minds
As we all get older our problems multiply
Someone reaching out but you know I don’t see the signs
I was once an angel but Ive fallen from the sky
It’s impossible to lift me up but you can try
But I can’t wonder how you deal with me this time
Every time you see me contemplating how i’m gonna die
Will I end it right away or will I suffer to survive
I just wanna hear them say
Everyday you’re doing great
Seems like all the ego filled pricks get all of the praise
I don’t wanna bear the weight of people who fell in their grave
I feel like the devil when he turned into a fallen wing
I just wanna spread the love but ‘stead I become narcissist
Every single day this life just feels all the same
Barely in my 20s but it feels like a waste

I am never truly safe
All alone is this my fate
Try to seek support but nothings really getting better yet
Honestly I think it’s time
Nothing ever satisfies
Life is just a drug that I took now where the hell is the high
Cast a spell just to survive
I will dwell in my own mind
Just some fallen angels going through the depths
Tried to the toughest but you know that’s just another lie
Even with my girl around me I still try my best to hide
I’d rather die young than live the rest
If everything sucks and hope for better but I still regress
If I tell you I’m better might be still depressed
But even at my worst I’m never picking up a cigarette

I missed my umbrella protect me from the rain
But now it goes under I need to feel the pain
Guess comfort is disaster look at what it’s made
But nothing’s gonna heal or let you wait I guess

fallen angels

heartbeat (feat. vampra)

self prod
COVER ART BY CHI

Why you put a gun right to my head if you just gonna pull back
Ever since I went into this game I wanna push back
Every single day you people talking you don’t show stacks
People say I’ll make it big what if I don’t want that
You stuck in the past everyday you lack
You don’t chase the bag you just do rash
Do a driveby then we spinback
You got no brain you just sip wock
I don’t give a damn if you are faceless
At this point it’s all a cult if you wanna be nameless
I cannot reason with all these dimwits
Tying their own rope and fix a drink up that you laced it
All these people care is to be famous
Taking in the high of life until they become brainless

I would rather blow my brains than follow in your fame
I don’t hate you people but I’m tired of this game
Falling in the pits and disrespected by the lames
I don’t understand why anybody wants your fate

Take the walk of shame to the ones you tried to break
Or share yourself the burden cause you only drown in hate
I’ll be the one to lay you six feet under in your grave
Cause that's the only kingdom that you want in the first place
I walk on road I’m finding your apartment number
It’s me against no one else it’s finders keepers
You coward you the hider you know I’m the seeker
You better hide your body or you will get real hurt
When I die I burn you with me like a cigarette
Everyone naive but they’re haunted by my silhouette
I won’t kill a single being but I be all in their heads
Karma is a whore you will see it when it finds your door
Creepin at your door nothing I adore
You are down, time is up, one two three and four
Phase you out, tie you up, get down on the floor
Feel like Jason, you a camper that I lured

I would rather blow my brains than follow in your fame
I don’t hate you people but I’m tired of this game
Falling in the pits and disrespected by the lames
I don’t understand why anybody wants your fate

BRAINLESS

Release date: May 25, 2019
Rerecorded: Sometime in 2025

stay away

time flies

RECORD 5 - ACZF, YANVIKTOR, MONOTHRONE & CLOROXCIDE [INFINITECRIS + VELOURIUM + ACZF]

This is just a random archive page of songs that never reached my main discography under SEANJDM or Monothrone.

time flies

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