this part reminds me of Xxxtentaction for some reason...

wintry synth-pop

go stream the album: ffm.to/limina
my ig: instagram.com/redhxrse

'in medias res'

introooo

.

the news dropped, and i’m blocked from the inside.
sitting in pitch black just waiting for myself to cry-
why does it feel too easy putting on a smile?
it ain’t like the movies - no sad music, just pure silence now.

it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me fucking breathe.

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

call myself an actor, they say it’s nothing to cry about.
now i seem way more mild-mannered, the smile is lost but not yet found.
it’s like i skip two steps then go back three, normal emotions aren’t my thing, you see :(
anything i’d do to get out! get me out!
it’s a fucking ghost town, the busiest around...
these thoughts that run past meeee, can’t help but let them keep me down.
 
it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me FUCKING BREATHE AHHHH-

dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

written a while ago, but it hits harder now.

limina

silence

stream the mf song

life is like an automation clip (1sloan)

prod. me
ft. @t1gerstar

out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/empty-nesters-feat-tigerstar

thank u to tigerstar for hopping on this! u are the best :D

lyrics:
(me)
could you tell me
what it is that im missing
i been waiting by
so long for a mission
what's my problem
are you checkin my condition
tell me whats wrong with a little ambition

i been feeling washed up
whats the rush
i been fighting demons
and i never keep in touch
i been talking to my thoughts tryna think the right stuff
but its never not enough
life's always gettin tough

thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

so im watching where i step
and ill keep on pushin
and the secrets that i kept
now i know i really shouldnt
so ill take another breath
i was too focused on my footing
it took all that i had not to fall right into it

picture this im never sitting til i stop
kept my eyes on the clock
countin seconds til i caught
a glimpse of what im seeking i could never miss the top
if i never make it i can't bear to take the drop

(tigerstar)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
i took a little bit too much of what i really can take
getting too attached to the buzz i feel when im awake
its only when i sleep enough i can get up to make (something of myself)

you gotta be trying to turn around
you can't be so ready to be turned down
why are you wanting to rush things to happen now?
i don't really mind if they're making me wait

it's really not as serious as they make it out to be
closer to home than a different agency
know i can sound just a little too passionate

i wonder if i'll live up to all you expect from me
letting them down amplifies the pressure
but i won't let you down however you measure that

(me)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

empty nesters ft. tigerstar

on all plats
lyric vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ht75nIYW6PA

swear i just forget about myself
sippin on summ wok 
i dont care about my health
put that shit on god
i don need nobody else
think i had enoughh
spend my life on drugs
yeah i jus be walkin, talkin
i hopped out da whip n now they flockin, flockinn
they said closet man i think that u r toxic 
i ran outta options 
and ur getting blocked bitch
 
never sober
death comin closer
i forgot im getting older
i dont think ill evr tell herr
fml i know its over
u said that im crazy
u said that im fucked up
said u wnna date me
i might fuck ur mind upp
mayb imma psycho
i think thats its fine tho
pushit out the way n we whippin inna range rohh

toxic (methboiswag + shinju)

prod me
master + strings @redhxrse

known as someone who lets down
when everything hurts
but no ones hands there to help now
ill say you're the worst
cause all the things that youve said bout me
i wanna talk but my thoughts wont speak 
and i said

run around
yea
just do your thing little one
enjoy when nobodies watching
cause when youre old and youre dumb
theyll always pick you for fun
theyll treat you like youre the problem
but youre just their way to solve them 
and that is not okay

run around

~=~
got your stupid little corpse
s/o @prodpitfall for inspo :)
[prod. @auguryy]
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hitman (p. augury)

Episode 1!!
inspired by h

lyrics-
i cant catch a break!
this real shit is fake!
i cant get right!
im still stuck left!

cant go back idk what 2 do
yea im posted with the @00clique yea im posted with the crew
and ik im in my feelins but ik i like u
ima send ten shots when u in my view

i know its just a feelin, i know it, i got it
2023 we goin up like a rocket!
yea this shits a puzzle but you know that ill solve it
and no i cant catch a break no i cannot stop this

and theres a whole lotta shit on my mind
and im searching for some wishes that i cannot find
half of my best friends are all online
i cant catch a fucking break at least i tried...

i see the way u moving, ur all in, my eyes
i like the way u do it, im tryna, get high

but its ur decision, ultimately
i could have sworn i seen somebody that was other than me
really i just wana go somewhere with my friends
its just a shot in the end with someone i cant make ammends

nobodies gonna make it out alive
dont care how u gon perceive me i wont lie
so why the fuck would i ever want to try?
no i do not give a f**k who you idolize!!!!!!!!

(x2)
i see the way u moving, ur all in, my eyes
i like the way u do it, im tryna, get high

cant go back idk what 2 do
yea im posted with the @00clique yea im posted with the crew
and ik im in my feelins but ik i like u
ima send ten shots when u in my view

i know its just a feelin, i know it, i got it
2023 we goin up like a rocket!
yea this shits a puzzle but you know that ill solve it
and no i cant catch a break no i cannot stop this

HOW SHOULD I KNOW??? IM STILL IN GRADE SCHOOL! U THINK IM THAT CRAZY???

catch a break! (1sloan)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5aH6JWfAkWLyEXEwIY3HYP?si=c9882776859943a1
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/trust

produced by roku
written by me
mix and master by me

thanks for sticking with me

///
drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though :)
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

but who am i?
jus another average skinny guy
go live your life
i can't say i understand it think my brain is fried
oh you're not tht broken
infatuation
in love with the idea of no moderation
5 pints 'fore you lay down
my dear,
rough past make you wanna leave town

heart race like a hundred miles
my fate has been sewn a while
upset when they read the file
disgust, how is it so vile?

jus let it down softly
how could you done harm me?
faceless
sorry
scarred up
hardly
was it all at my fault?
tough luck
i'm done speaking to a wall

drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

repeat

trust

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4UX8Ba8smmBAQ1jPj6YW2o?si=XWSXpFGhQF-NtCQLmf0K7A

prod @saiwai & @poondauwu

lyrics 

Do u want me by ur side?
Our love u cant deny 
Cuz when the stars align 
I think that its a sign
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 
So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 

@reefuh

wanna fuck all night
i could tell your getting sick of me
ooh baby its not right
what you did to me
why punish me 
i like girls who like girls
my bad that was an epiphany... LMAO
drake sing like this bitch was a symphony
dont let me go, dont get rid of me
fucking on yo mama ya she got kids to feed
she said reef ya thats who i wanna be
bitch honestly, he just a wannabe
7.62 give him a lobotomy
i want a bitch w a bitch get on top of me
dont let go, hold onto me
play w me for the money like monopoly

Do u want me by ur side?
Our love u cant deny 
Cuz when the stars align
I think that its a sign
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 
So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go

So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go

never gonna let me go + reef (sai x poonda)

Prod me and @dramatrial :))

Lyrics:

I can’t escape this feeling inside me, I’m gonna fold I wanna give it up

I don’t feel real at all and I just wanna cry, I feel this emptiness inside of me

Building up inside of me, I don’t know why they follow me

What’s the point of these feelings if All im doing concealing

No one knows how I feel ab it

I make songs and they feel like nothing

Can’t make songs that just feel like something 

I think I’m better off, better off alone 

Thought no one understood me, maybe I’m just too confusing 

I wanna tell all my friends that I’m just not doing great 

But lll feel like I’m a burden so I just keep it away 

It’s been awhile since I’ve had thoughts like this

I wanna fuck up my wrist, but I think that they’ll look at me differently 

What’s the point if I keep on trying

I don’t think I wanna move on

Idk why I’m tryin, it’s hells door that I’m knockin on

(huge, but cute, bass drop hehe)

probably done for p. drama trial + yoku

Three years ago I massacred Chilton's "I Wish I Could Meet Elvis." I do the same here.

Thank you, Alex.

Thank You Friends (Alex Chilton cover)

you can only get a part of what you want

@firsttimeisawu

run around

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