circa — June 2023
updated — May 2025

When I said I love you did I say it in a bad way, in a wrong way, in a bad way
(I've always thought about us together anyway, I know you love me can you tell me so that I know)
When I say I love you I mean it I'm not kidding, you do the cooking while I put away the dishes, uh huh
I hope those words mean anything to you, when I'm not with you the world seems so blue, uh huh
(Dreaming about how you were in my arms yesterday, and like always you threw my life away)
Eighteen years I've been living I've never met someone like you, someone like you
(I'd never thought I'd just be dreaming my life away, dreaming about how, bout how, bout how, bout how, bout how, bout how)
And like always you threw my life away

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ah, don’t need to talk about it
forevergrateful clouted
they wanna be us so bad
don’t let it get to your head
don’t take it to heart it’s just there’s something bout you 
got something to you
what makes you think that i want it
you don’t talk to me well that’s okay won’t even start it
you think you understand me
you always get me wrong
ah, whatcha doin to me

i’m sorry, i like you alot but i’m out of here
this vibe’s so fuckin’ off, tired of pretending i like it
i need to get some air, feels like i’m just suffocating
i can smell your cdg a bit too much need to escape it
ah, ah, ah, i just can’t stop
i just can’t believe the things they talk about
don’t think i’m rocking with it
can’t take another second of it

you got something to you
what makes you think that i want it
you don’t talk to me well that’s okay won’t even start it
you think you understand me
you always get me wrong
ah, whatcha doin to me
it’s always you, there’s something to you
what makes you think that i want it
you don’t talk to me well that’s okay won’t even start it
you think you understand me
you always get me wrong
ah, whatcha doin to me

i think you look so tragic
don’t act as if you know

i feel so tied down, stuck to the ground
need an exit i can’t control it
my heart is aching, i think i really crave it
i just can’t stand the conversation
don’t take it personal but honestly
i think you disgust me
(you make me so sick)

you got something to you
what makes you think that i want it
you don’t talk to me well that’s okay won’t even start it
you think you understand me
you always get me wrong
ah, whatcha doin to me
it’s always you, there’s something to you
what makes you think that i want it
you don’t talk to me well that’s okay won’t even start it
you think you understand me
you always get me wrong
ah, whatcha doin to me

Talk

Easy

cloak (p. twilight)

prod me

theres some snakes up in that grass
go and test ur luck promise u wont last
yea they always tryna bite me - stalk my past
tryna fight me like id let u walk that path
talk behind my back but i hear it back
came a long way from crying in my drafts
came a long way i had to detach
yea u prob think u know me its a fucking mask

im where its at but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone

i dont believe shit
my idols arent real they only tweet shit
dont talk to me sweet it dont mean shit
get up off yo ass Stop subtweeting 🖕
whine about somebody then delete it by the evening
would u rather live or die for ur demons ?
u want a reaction ok. heres a reason
i dont owe a damn thing to u boy u leechin
i said my piece i go on ghost mode 

but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone

Test.Ur.Luck

Written by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Produced by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mixed by @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mastered by @trustt

#2014Back

We made this in less than a day. (26/4)

[Intro: Ryan Leahan]
So won’t you go 
Go hang out with your friends
They’ll put the seeds in your hands
You found a reason to end you life, well
They found a spot to begin 
Well don’t you know 
Don’t you know in the end 
Were just the tracks that we spin 
So turn it up till the speakers blow
then I 
I wanna play it again 

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Verse 1: Trustt]
"Just wait for a week
Just stay for a month"
But I feel so wrong
But I feel so dumb
Just go out
Oh god, why'd it get so hard now?
I feel so dumb

Tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep
So tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep


[Verse 2: Sero]
You find yourself, uh, 
looking for doors 
but they lead to the same damn place

You find yourself lying,
trying to keep trying
with a noose in your hands

You repent, you repent, you repent
while you wish to be someone else
You say "mother, I'm sorry"
I desire for one day to be the one

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Outro: Trustt]
just hold on, cuz waiting forever
hurts more than missing you
and white grass, painted all over
our spring is meant for two
wait up, you're fading too fast
my eyes can't catch your moves
and white tracks, painted and older
this seat, i left for you

girldivine (with Ryan Leahan & trustt)

Additional production: bp iv (Track 1)

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lyrics:

10 bands stuffed in the mattress
bad bitch think she a actress 
sex in the bedroom action
im too geeked for the function 
plus im always on fuck shit yea
pockets on jack-o-lantern
they getting bout fat as a pumpkin yea 

im off the green like house or ceaser
white boy but the chicken got seasoned 
bad bitch really wanna fuck and come over
im finna put her legs to the ceiling
let a bad hoe fuck with my feelings
i guess its ok cuz we even 
uber her out in the morning 
send her a text when im fiending 

16 gone off the lucy im startin to see shit
i thought it was land hoe next thing im sea sick
my cup look like the mexican gulf after what bp did 
im too swaggy these hoes dont want me they want my penis 

teenage anx gon set in 
got me lookin for answers on reddit 
i told so many hoes i was different 
just to be exactly whats expected 
fuck i thought i was better than this 
we could still fuck lil bae but i think we better as friends 

10 bands stuffed in the mattress
bad bitch think she a actress 
sex in the bedroom action
im too geeked for the function 
plus im always on fuck shit yea
pockets on jack-o-lantern
they getting bout fat as a pumpkin yea 

im off the green like house or ceaser
white boy but the chicken got seasoned 
bad bitch really wanna fuck and come over
im finna put her legs to the ceiling
let a bad hoe fuck with my feelings
i guess its ok cuz we even 
uber her out in the morning 
send her a text when im fiending 

(let me talk my shit man shoutout to sxth,
i bet she on bond street now cashin out, i keep forgettin i got family over there, shit she prolly met'em more than me, and im 

still reppin chelsea just for my daddy man, real champs wear royal blue, fuck you thought, it aint never over we just gettin started)

i bet you thought it was over we just getting started 
bad lil hoe out of college she doing me like an assignment (homework)
she hit my phone like nav it was perfect timing (yall dont know shit about sidechaining the 808 to the kick)
give up the digits i punch in her number we locked-in 

patting my stats like stockton 
keep a stick at my hip like hockey 
i wish these folks would try me 
they aint gon never like forget the bevy 
2 sticks in a 2 door chevy
all this weight on my name gettin heavy
light the pressure when im under pressure

10 bands stuffed in the mattress
bad bitch think she a actress 
sex in the bedroom action
im too geeked for the function 
plus im always on fuck shit yea
pockets on jack-o-lantern
they getting bout fat as a pumpkin yea 

im off the green like house or ceaser
white boy but the chicken got seasoned 
bad bitch really wanna fuck and come over
im finna put her legs to the ceiling
let a bad hoe fuck with my feelings
i guess its ok cuz we even 
uber her out in the morning 
send her a text when im fiending

cloak (p. twilight)

sean pitaro (@seanpitaro)

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