circa — June 2023
updated — May 2025

When I said I love you did I say it in a bad way, in a wrong way, in a bad way
(I've always thought about us together anyway, I know you love me can you tell me so that I know)
When I say I love you I mean it I'm not kidding, you do the cooking while I put away the dishes, uh huh
I hope those words mean anything to you, when I'm not with you the world seems so blue, uh huh
(Dreaming about how you were in my arms yesterday, and like always you threw my life away)
Eighteen years I've been living I've never met someone like you, someone like you
(I'd never thought I'd just be dreaming my life away, dreaming about how, bout how, bout how, bout how, bout how, bout how)
And like always you threw my life away

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cloak (p. twilight)

Written by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Produced by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mixed by @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mastered by @trustt

#2014Back

We made this in less than a day. (26/4)

[Intro: Ryan Leahan]
So won’t you go 
Go hang out with your friends
They’ll put the seeds in your hands
You found a reason to end you life, well
They found a spot to begin 
Well don’t you know 
Don’t you know in the end 
Were just the tracks that we spin 
So turn it up till the speakers blow
then I 
I wanna play it again 

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Verse 1: Trustt]
"Just wait for a week
Just stay for a month"
But I feel so wrong
But I feel so dumb
Just go out
Oh god, why'd it get so hard now?
I feel so dumb

Tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep
So tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep


[Verse 2: Sero]
You find yourself, uh, 
looking for doors 
but they lead to the same damn place

You find yourself lying,
trying to keep trying
with a noose in your hands

You repent, you repent, you repent
while you wish to be someone else
You say "mother, I'm sorry"
I desire for one day to be the one

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Outro: Trustt]
just hold on, cuz waiting forever
hurts more than missing you
and white grass, painted all over
our spring is meant for two
wait up, you're fading too fast
my eyes can't catch your moves
and white tracks, painted and older
this seat, i left for you

girldivine (with Ryan Leahan & trustt)

Additional production: bp iv (Track 1)

The debut album

Stream: https://k1.kmoe.industries

Dumpster fire

OUT NOW
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lyrics:

10 bands stuffed in the mattress
bad bitch think she a actress 
sex in the bedroom action
im too geeked for the function 
plus im always on fuck shit yea
pockets on jack-o-lantern
they getting bout fat as a pumpkin yea 

im off the green like house or ceaser
white boy but the chicken got seasoned 
bad bitch really wanna fuck and come over
im finna put her legs to the ceiling
let a bad hoe fuck with my feelings
i guess its ok cuz we even 
uber her out in the morning 
send her a text when im fiending 

16 gone off the lucy im startin to see shit
i thought it was land hoe next thing im sea sick
my cup look like the mexican gulf after what bp did 
im too swaggy these hoes dont want me they want my penis 

teenage anx gon set in 
got me lookin for answers on reddit 
i told so many hoes i was different 
just to be exactly whats expected 
fuck i thought i was better than this 
we could still fuck lil bae but i think we better as friends 

10 bands stuffed in the mattress
bad bitch think she a actress 
sex in the bedroom action
im too geeked for the function 
plus im always on fuck shit yea
pockets on jack-o-lantern
they getting bout fat as a pumpkin yea 

im off the green like house or ceaser
white boy but the chicken got seasoned 
bad bitch really wanna fuck and come over
im finna put her legs to the ceiling
let a bad hoe fuck with my feelings
i guess its ok cuz we even 
uber her out in the morning 
send her a text when im fiending 

(let me talk my shit man shoutout to sxth,
i bet she on bond street now cashin out, i keep forgettin i got family over there, shit she prolly met'em more than me, and im 

still reppin chelsea just for my daddy man, real champs wear royal blue, fuck you thought, it aint never over we just gettin started)

i bet you thought it was over we just getting started 
bad lil hoe out of college she doing me like an assignment (homework)
she hit my phone like nav it was perfect timing (yall dont know shit about sidechaining the 808 to the kick)
give up the digits i punch in her number we locked-in 

patting my stats like stockton 
keep a stick at my hip like hockey 
i wish these folks would try me 
they aint gon never like forget the bevy 
2 sticks in a 2 door chevy
all this weight on my name gettin heavy
light the pressure when im under pressure

10 bands stuffed in the mattress
bad bitch think she a actress 
sex in the bedroom action
im too geeked for the function 
plus im always on fuck shit yea
pockets on jack-o-lantern
they getting bout fat as a pumpkin yea 

im off the green like house or ceaser
white boy but the chicken got seasoned 
bad bitch really wanna fuck and come over
im finna put her legs to the ceiling
let a bad hoe fuck with my feelings
i guess its ok cuz we even 
uber her out in the morning 
send her a text when im fiending

jack-o-lantern (sxth sns)

Quarter Past 9 - 2025 Remaster (boosted)

REMEMBER ME FOR LIFE 2

prod me

Door locked
Feel sad
Isolated
Junkie

어젯밤에 나 좀 달렸어
슬픈 현상에 시달렸어
코로 흡입해 나쁜 기운을
그래서 난 정말 깨끗해졌어

인사불성돼
눈이 아픈데
파란색에 바보같은데
눈물 흐르네

Door locked
Feel sad
Isolated
Junkie

cloak (p. twilight)

sean pitaro (@seanpitaro)