SEBii - TOGEPii (prod. FBK+Ssort+M2k+SEBii)

lately my room's been a mess
decaying with every breath that i take
seem like the more that i get
the more problems i have on my plate
remember themm days with no stress
i wish that i knew how to make it go away
i been blowing through my checks
but all of this money ain't
really helping with the #PAIN

empty bottles on the floor
couple pills inside the drawer
can't be bothered anymore
being alive is like a chore
empty bottles on the floor
couple pills inside the drawer
barely helping anymore
think i'm dead- at my core

wonder if they get the message
it's hard for me to express it-
not sure where i'm headed
but i probably won't make it to heaven
closer to hell than i've ever been
killing demons in my presence
tryna count all of my blessings
but every night the void beckons
if there exists such a thing as a god
he should know better than to test me

lately my room's been a mess
decaying with every breath that i take
seem like the more that i get
the more problems i have on my plate
remember themm days with no stress
i wish that i knew how to make it go away
i been blowing through my checks
but all of this money ain't
really helping with the #PAIN

lately my room's been a mess
decaying with every breath that i take
seem like the more that i get
the more problems i have on my plate
remember themm days with no stress
i wish that i knew how to make it go away
i been blowing through my checks
but all of this money ain't
really helping with the #PAIN

empty bottles on the floor
couple pills inside the drawer
can't be bothered anymore
being alive is like a chore
empty bottles on the floor
couple pills inside the drawer
barely helping anymore
think i'm dead- at my core

empty bottles on the floor
couple pills inside the drawer
can't be bothered anymore
being alive is like a chore
empty bottles on the floor
couple pills inside the drawer
barely helping anymore
think i'm dead- at my core

empty bottles

my friends @rochambeaubeats & @prod_pk produced this, vocals and mixing by me :)

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Remember sitting in your backyard
By the palm trees
I miss the way you saw me
I was falling
Into your painted red arms
You were sobbing
Our fingers cross the graveyard
Tears dissolving
So if we just
Back track a few years ago my heart was made of gold when you met me
And now I watch it cave to smoke into your bloodstained palms
But somehow when you left you did it gently
So now

I keep your photo in my scrapbook
An image of you in my life another snapshot
You're special I won't forget how you took the last one
You smiled looked past the Kodak into my eyes slow
When you held me and pulled me tighter
Lasso
I was sixteen when we met but I watched the time go
Chased you in my dreams but you're fast and I never got to
Catch up
Shit was a hassle
But guess what
It was worth it I mean it had to be

Green was my least favorite color when you met me
Now I can't stop looking at the hills with the trees
On the top of the peak
I seen something in your eye that turned me into a fiend
Needed something in my life to keep me going
It's ironic
You almost killed me and you don't even know it
If I'm honest
I wish you would understand where I was coming from
Plagued me with a couple of hundred back handed comments
Now I sit back patiently waiting for my coffin
Live everyday to the fullest
Fucking nonsense
I feel my fingers are burning
Right through the cockpit
Tumbling right down to earth and
Now I remember

Sitting in your backyard
By the palm trees
I miss the way you saw me
I was falling
Into your painted red arms
You were sobbing
Our fingers cross the graveyard
Tears dissolving
So now

I keep your photo in my scrapbook
An image of you in my life another snapshot
You're special I won't forget how you took the last one
You smiled looked past the Kodak into my eyes slow
When you held me and pulled me tighter
Lasso
I was sixteen when we met but I watched the time go
Chased you in my dreams but you're fast and I never got to
Catch up
Shit was a hassle
But guess what
It was worth it I mean it had to be

image (p. rochambeau & pk)

all plats soon!

lyric amv:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eDCIy4R875c

DEATH IN SPACE! (prod. oladaev)

payup. (michael harrison)

lyrics 
I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

I pull up begging you that I can just go back again
I popped this perc cause that’s the only thing that keeps me in
You talk a lot like you ain’t ever try to play pretend
I never talk cause I got shit I rather bottle in
Cause I know it’s so hard to be
Living in a world, give me time to breathe
Every time we talk, spin it back to me
playing with my heart it ain’t hard to see

I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

image (p. rochambeau & pk)

sean pitaro (@seanpitaro)