I should be happy, I have a good family, good house, I do good in school, I have a lot of friends that I laugh and have fun with and just what a lot of people would wish for. but I just feel so miserable. I just pray to God that I don't wake up for the next day because it's so unbearable. but why do I feel this way? I laugh, smile, and I don't have these thoughts to kms or harm myself but I they do linger in the back of my mind. Now I do have I guess its called social anxiety or whateva and it's really, really, really bad. Whenever I'm out in public I feel so judged even if people don't look at me. I hate this. I hate everything. I hate myself. Why can't I explain how I feel? I'm so ugly by the way. Well, I see myself as ugly. I just... I just want to be held by someone.

Wish i wouldn’t be such a fcked up person

I feel like I’m falling back into that dark place I tried so hard to get out of

thoughts

Orbit I

Angelpoise

Lost - Autumns grey solace

didnt want to have to do it

Southpacific - a better life since

Southpacific - A Better Life Since

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Warmpop - Espirit, George Clinton (Bruzza Extended Mix)

"The Echo Of Silence" is a deeply introspective and serene instrumental piece, perfect for meditation and concentration. The song is a masterful blend of traditional Andean instruments and a tranquil, natural soundscape, creating a feeling of profound peace and timelessness. It's a sonic journey that feels both intimate and expansive, like a solitary meditation amidst the vast, ancient peaks.

The production is a masterclass in building a vast and immersive soundscape. It opens with the gentle melody of a solo quena, which acts as the main melodic voice, immediately setting a peaceful tone. The rhythm is slow and steady, created by a soft bass drum and a cajón that provide a gentle pulse without being distracting. The charango plays subtle, melancholic chords in the background, adding a layer of depth and emotion. In moments of quiet, minimalist zampoñas join the quena, creating an atmosphere of deep introspection and serenity. A touch of natural reverberation gives the sensation of being in a massive, open valley, adding to the immersive and meditative quality of the track.

The Echo Of Silence

So Divine

Twist Cone

Hyakkei - birds

Futile Devices (Doveman Remix)

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