result of tha damage
prod @yuracual

been tryn crawl out since day1, said fukit all
tryn feel sumn but i cant, yea im fucked up
only thing i seem to be good at is damage
named myself lesions after all tha damage
king of self sabotage :/
nd they always gon move weird nd get gone
trust me when i say it, i dont wantchu gone
dont evn know if i care if this sounds off

worried bout typa distance, tha dopamine
cant tell who been real or fake, do yu evn feel me?
bout a dozen mssgs nd they left on seen
isolation neuropathy yea theres blood on my sink
blood leakin on my sink. .
"wht tha fuck is wrong wit yu?" what do yu think?
millis upon millis in my system, i been breakin on things
i hate that i notice errything, i hate i see tha distance

erry1 arnd me so distant, so distant(2x)

[need]all tha damage「+yuracual」

skullcrushd +heroine nd drevenci [demo]

@dancinginrainfall

i love how i feel no feeling
terror to that boys he bleeding
too high i cant feel no meaning
no nerves on me cant feel at all
burberry on me lil bitch i know
secure my bones up when i fall
u took all my love thats all
she screaming like a thrall
tell me how its funny
advance into turmoil
allieved of your presence
all black evanescence
writhe n agony confession
like a swan i swim in endless anguish
i cant feel a thing im painless
girl your my fucking medicine
stretch her skin out like a fucking painting
too high i cant feel my presence
hate this life i learned my lesson
kick down dat bitch with aggression
press that bitch up against her dresser
feel my envy its not better
deschloroketamine my body lesser
teething on that coke she bitter 
hollow like a base im tethered
sow my skin into this leather
leopard wit dem vkeii feathers
looking forward to bad weather
she screaming like a thrall
piercing through my brain with letters
i cant feel 1 thing thats better
lay me down my body weathers
catalyst of my endeavor

miseryprism - misery architect

[Adversaries may communicate using the Domain Name System (DNS) application layer protocol to avoid detection/network filtering by blending in with existing traffic. Commands to the remote system, and often the results of those commands, will be embedded within the protocol traffic between the client and server.](https://attack.mitre.org/techniques/T1071/004/)

[Adversaries may obfuscate content during command execution to impede detection. Command-line obfuscation is a method of making strings and patterns within commands and scripts more difficult to signature and analyze. This type of obfuscation can be included within commands executed by delivered payloads (e.g., Phishing and Drive-by Compromise) or interactively via Command and Scripting Interpreter.](https://attack.mitre.org/techniques/T1027/010/)

dns tunneling / perfect obfuscation

feel stuck in this place
prod @dancinginrainfall s/o twin

this anhedonia is breakn my brain
tired of this ion wanna be awake
swear i wake up it always been the same shi
ion know nuthin else jus remember this
cant rest when i sleep i see they faces
hate how the game go yea its fuck this
brain always erodin im tired of it
hate feelin like this but yu learn2 love it
hate how im always so self-destructive
all i do now is sedate2 mitigate
walkin round for so long ion know my place
so inane so i been losin my way
shawty come2 me if yu feel lost we'll find a way
yea i swear2 god i'll help yu yea i'll find a way

i swear it's gotta work somehow
not gon let it fall now
gon make a way somehow

i got problems wit it
way yu[majority] look at me it's
fuckin wit my head nd
ion wanna feel this
do yu feel my lesions?
trauma time intention
always emotional rut
dwell on the gutter so done
hate like errything when i wake up i wish i was gone
dont need another death cycle no nooo
i dont need another death cycle no nooooo
i cant keep killin my egoooo.. :/

sedate my corrosion「+miseryprism」

2023 @dancinginrainfall

when u talk sht ion seem 2 hear nun
bitch get on ur knees look at my roarguns

miseryprism - bulimia nervosa

i strive for what i want .
prod by @yuracual s/o tito
:
sick of yellin at my fuckn wall.
open up my home screen, got like zero calls.
throw that glass slate in the ocean, sick of all this typa wrong.
fckn wit my braincells, killin em all off one by one.
know they all say this shit but im tryn die fore 21.
all the bullshit be crankin up, im not havin fun.
nevrr gon fuckn fall cuz thats jus watchu want.
situational awareness silly bitch, i aint dumb.
nevrr gon fuckn fall cuz thats not what i want.
nd i strive for what i want, nd i don't need yur net chips.
shawty prolly think im weird cuz she done seen my head spill.
ion fuck wit lesions either, its aight i know the deal.

if yu tryn test me then fuck out the way.
man i really aint the one, fuck arnd nd break ya face.
leave yu like a puddle on da floor, what a waste.
if they playin typa bullshit at the party, shoot the place.


testN²much「+yuracual」

old bullshit frm my alt .
prod @inveja nd @dancinginrainfall
:
yea theres vomit all on my floor
i know how it goes, seen this b4
been too detached, nausea, on tha floor
yea i hate the way my head work, i need more
is she gettn what im saying? i been speakin thru the art
hate that we so far apart, plz jus lemme in yur heartttt
do yu evn get what i been tryn say?
hope yu ain't think i been weird but that yu aint say
dont evn think we gotta say it, know im insane
its that a.v.e.x.a. 1:1, fuckd in the brain
swear1 episode a day, but i want change
i been dancin in the rain cuz it wont fade
i know how yu like the rain, hope yu dont fade
i like what yu been doin2 my brain
been so oxidized, reverse the bleedin
look into my eyes, yeh i need it
lemme know yu feel it, like im feelin it
fore i met yu, swear i ain't feel shit
swear i ain't feel shit
yea i ain't feel shit but now i do.

raindance | oxidize 🜞「+inveja nd miseryprism」

but alas, ion got a choice .
production by @dancinginrainfall
:
all these thoughts been surgin thru my head
ion like it, it feel like fireeee
don't wanna be me, yu'd get so sick nd tireddd
like don't even try.. don't evn try it .
fuck lookn up to me, ion wanna be yur sire
not yur role model, fuck yur feelins on the wired
losin my shit, neurons like a livewire
so longgg, so doneee, so goneee
it's not working... (3x)
i don't wanna be me.. ion wANNA BE ME .
WOULDN'T WANNA BE ME .
FUCK IT ALL, I HATE ME .

⁵³ȶɨʟ ɨ ɖɨɛ.. 🝇「+miseryprism」

not anymore

august research release w/ lesions yuracual jv

[🝎] covered in lesions #deathcycles
architect @avexacortexa⠀╮
⠀+ +@inverseinterpolate⠀╯

1:1 — like no other

testN²much「+yuracual」

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