underthecross(old) p. crcl

mixing and vocals by me
beat prod by https://soundcloud.com/heavn0nevaeh

lyrics: 

i cut some people out of my life,
cause they were hurting me every time,
i miss the people they used to be,
but they decided to burden me,

i simply wanna run
im losing everyone,
and im honestly done
i wanna pull the gun

im crying for people who dont even care,
getting anxiety attacks for them,
just for them right now,

whatchu even want me to be?
Im not a magical dude,
Im just a weak ass kid,
rotting up in his room

If u dont like me thats fine,
But u dont have to be rude,
You treat me like a freak,
But im a person too

but will you stay?
are you my friend?
cause id do anything for you
i love you,
please dont go

allienate myself from everyone i adore,
so filled with hate im rotten to the core,
they've all changed they dont like to speak to me anymore,
im just another disposable person in this stupid life

ngl things are not getting better lol [p. heavn0nevaeh]

vocals were done on kitsune 
thnx for 200 followers <3
shout out @gloomed & @unionha & @1crisis
prod @1crisis

lyrics-

@s1ck2k
bitch im wit my team
we be moving like task force
they talking down
100 rounds is wat they ask for
hunt them doOoOown
got a scope up on the dash board
u wont hear a sound
wen we blast doors

want a feat bro
u can dream on
best not catch u naw
there's no respawn
talkin shit always fold
when the heats on
turn my beam on 
then bring the recon

@gloomed
Still waiting for this mfs lyrics for hot topic lol

@unionha
Bitch, my money add, (Yeah, my money up)
You get no say about it, your shit lookin' sad, (Lookin' sad)
19x gon' fire some bullets in your back, (In your back)
I’m in your city, motherfucker where you at? (Bitch, where you at?)
You’re screaming, “Man down!”
Your bitch wanna fuck on me
Yeah, that bitch a fan now
I’m in the function, make sure that whole bitch get aired out
They wondering how I got like this?
Bitch, I had it planned out
Even if you tried, you couldn’t stand out

task force w/ gloomed + union [all plats]

prod @lynyou + @rhekdens

@me
and i got big dreams for such a small life
i was barely 16 my friends were all liars
wanna be on the big screen they said itd be fine
wondering if ive been seen by the outside world

im not ready for the outside world
been moving steady and i hope it works
but im not ready for the outside world 
they dont understand me and my empty soul
i was never ready to begin with
im so scared that my heads always spinning
im afraid of losing when im winning
i was never ready to begin with

@stylas
i kill for entertainment sorry im disordered
pint of tris my ailment fly in from the border 
i don’t give no fuck she said do u love me sorta
touch down different city i make impact like a mortar
that bravado 
duece one six it opens brains i make a puddle 
run up on me make sure u try not to wobble
i luv green lil bro whats got u so damn puzzled?
homie

@ih8sev
i got big jeans 4 such a small /̵͇̿/'̿'̿ ̿ ̿̿
lil revo 22 gna take his life 
if u fck w/ @1gutter i might pull up cause a homicide
feelin like im soldier btch i gotchu in my fkn sights 
btch its up now
y u keep run'n ur mouth gotta slow down
gotta couple shooters waiting for a go now
u is not my bro now
we click shit we dont throw down
homie <3

@me
im not ready for the outside world
been moving steady and i hope it works
but im not ready for the outside world 
they dont understand me and my empty soul
i was never ready to begin with
im so scared that my heads always spinning
im afraid of losing when im winning
i was never ready to begin with

@minok0
yeah
i got drugs up in my lungs ive been fucked up
i got people in my dms like they want some
go
pourin 2 cups, its that new stuff
this lifes been so rough, but i cant get enough
i dont fuckin miss when i walk through
i got everybody duckin when that chop move
brodie he got hit yeah, his mama got that talk through
he made headlines yeah he got chalked dude

ready ft stylas + 00sev + minok0

prod @qlein

am i an idiot
can you say it to my face
am i stupid
im sorry if im late

everybody else seemed to know before me
you dont have to worry youre not doing it for me 

why are you still holding that grudge
baby are we doing too much
i cant help but think that you dont wanna talk
can you promise to me that youll prove me wrong

do you know if im running out of luck
tell me you dont wanna talk fair enough
can you stay for a little i dont ask for much

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can you tell me where to go from here
im lost im afraid i cant act from fear
dont dogs act weird when the end is near
how do i react to your tantrums

fuck
i dont wanna go home
cant keep up god i feel so slow
no it's not that bad, im overreacting
it's that bad its the right reaction

am i an idiot
can you say it to my face
am i stupid
im sorry if im late

everybody else seemed to know before me
you dont have to worry youre not doing it for me 

wtf am i doing 
2 minute song fuck the mind that im losing 
youre a hypocrite telling me these lies and im sick of it
i needa take a break cause ill never hear the end of it

late.... @qlein

the medications ain't working,
all my words have been slurring,
i don't know who i am anymore,
i am tired of being me,
i wanna rip myself out of this body,
out of this body,
now.

identityerror [self-prod]

yeah idk what to say about this one

prod @tokyosize-781103901

lyrics
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acting like you know me but you dont
leave me on my own
watch yourself go broke
im not even looking at my phone
hard to text me so you don't
bullets in your dome

how can you convince me that you cared at all?
you acting like I'm always so hysterical
got me pissed off at the principle
20 shots straight to your head and i won't miss at all

walk out of that bitch victorious
im not keeping no secrets
im on the floor again
patch in, no bleeding
put em on a disc
I feel like whitesnake
in your DNA get torn to bits

so i walked out
everybody talking on some fake shit
clock out
of like everything i learned to stay with
boxed out
said he wanna fight im not bout that
stop now
i can only hope that they get off that shit
i dont wanna go cross it off my list
act like i dont know that im not first pick
i cant even say that i care bout the bitching and crying
im tired of lying oh

no i wont try again im ducking
you will face the repercussions
i wont even come back just to fuck you over
God works in his own ways

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https://soundcloud.com/loreskrrfan28/go-broke-cover

go broke (tokyos1ze)

(meanty song wars) :)

(LYRICS)
inside to long never sun on my skin
write new songs tell me god will i win
had a thought in my head now its gone with the wind

dont wna go out wna show my face
on tha gram act like i dont know my place

write new songs will i bomb it again
had a thought in my head now its gone with the wind

hate myself gotta burn my trace
cigerette stain stuck up on my lace
i dont want lie but i fucked up again
had a thought in my head now its gone with the wind

i dont wna break it
but if money on the line imma take it
tellin everyone im fine but i fake it
asking what be on my mind but its vacant
had a thought now its gone with the wind 
2 pills imma vomit again
cheap thrills tell the trauma to spin
g chill i been off it again

venomous drip im tha bomb they dont know my name chasing money and fame
yah yuh

brother made a promise to mom
i wont stay this way
no more bringing us shame yah yuh
say im done livin this way yah yuh
now they got nothing to say yah yuh
write new songs tell me like god will i win
had a thought in my head now its gone with the wiiiiinddd

inside to long never sun on my skin
write new songs tell me god will i win
had a thought in my head now its gone with the wind

dont wna go out wna show my face
on tha gram act like i dont know my place

write new songs will i bomb it again
had a thought in my head now its gone with the wind

over&over

an exaggeration of my love for her

lyrics: 

@sebstixns-funerl

id let you ruin my life,
and take control of my mind,
because i love you too much,
you rearrange my time,

im tired of existing,
im hating our distance,
wish you could be closer,
i want you in my living

i like you,
youre different than the rest,
but i dont feel good enough,
and that makes me upset,

im working on my problems just so i can be the best,
and if we were toghether i would give you everything,
let you do all you want to me and steal my first kiss,
you can use me as you want, you can do as you wish,

i could cut everyone out my life if you told me,
you could turn me into your doll and control me,
I'll be there for you forever that's without a doubt,
i have a desire to just kiss you on the mouth,

pretty little sweet girl i don't deserve you,
i'm acting unstable and i don't wanna hurt you,
id stare at your eyes until i start to convulse
you're my lifeline you act as my virtue,

mimic☺☾⋆ [self-prod]

[Verse 1]
Two debtors owed, the debt was great,
Neither could pay, both met their fate.
The Master forgave, wiped the slate,
The one forgiven loved in full weight!

[Pre-Chorus]
Love flows from grace, mercy so free,
Forgiveness brings life, sets the soul at ease!
The greater the debt, the greater the love,
A heart transformed from heaven above!

[Chorus]
Love much, forgiven much, hearts on fire!
Jesus redeems, lifts us higher!
The debt is gone, the chains released,
In His mercy, we find our peace!
The one forgiven, loves the Lord,
Faith and gratitude in every word!
Love much, forgiven much, shining bright,
Give Him your heart, live in His light!

[Verse 2]
Simon, do you see, the truth today?
Those who are forgiven, show the way!
It’s not the life we lived before,
But the grace of Jesus that opens the door!

[Pre-Chorus]
Love flows from grace, mercy so free,
Forgiveness brings life, sets the soul at ease!
The greater the debt, the greater the love,
A heart transformed from heaven above!

[Chorus]
Love much, forgiven much, hearts on fire!
Jesus redeems, lifts us higher!
The debt is gone, the chains released,
In His mercy, we find our peace!
The one forgiven, loves the Lord,
Faith and gratitude in every word!
Love much, forgiven much, shining bright,
Give Him your heart, live in His light!

[Bridge]
Hallelujah! Forgiveness reigns today!
Love flows freely in the Savior’s way!
No debt too great, no sin too deep,
His mercy awakens, His grace we keep!

[Breakdown]
Leader: “Love much!”
Choir: “Forgiven much!”
Leader: “Jesus redeems!”
Choir: “He sets us free!”
Leader: “Hearts on fire!”
Choir: “Shining bright!”
ALL: Jesus reigns forevermore!

[Final Chorus]
Love much, forgiven much, hearts on fire!
Jesus redeems, lifts us higher!
The debt is gone, the chains released,
In His mercy, we find our peace!
The one forgiven, loves the Lord,
Faith and gratitude in every word!
Love much, forgiven much, shining bright,
Give Him your heart, live in His light!

[Outro]
Love much, forgiven much… (Love much, forgiven much!)
Faith and gratitude… (Faith and gratitude!)
Jesus reigns forevermore!

Love Much, Forgiven Much

The storm didn’t ask for permission —
it just arrived, humming with 808s and pride.
Waves hit like drums,
strings tear the sky open,
and every gust feels like a challenge.

“Pretty Windy” — when chaos learns rhythm.
#orchestral #dubstep #808 #epic

Pretty Windy

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