Name: i am what i choose to become by seen
Duration: 3 min 2 s
Description: i might put vocals on this in the future but i think its cool like this.

the song to song to be. i like this track, has a certain manic energy i fw.

lyrics --

nothing ever lasts forever,
nothing ever lasts forever,
nothing ever lasts forever,
nothing ever lasts.
nothing ever lasts forever,
nothing ever lasts forever,
nothing ever lasts forever,
nothing ever lasts.

if i had a- if i had a choice-
if i had a choice- if i had a choice,
id be lieing if i said id avoid,
all the hurt and the noise.
if i could go back, i wouldnt turn my back.

its- its- its not like rain dont fall,
if it hurts dont call, ive been worse off-
if i had a- if i had a choice,
id be lieing inside of his voice.
abracadabra he said, 
and now its ringing in my head.
ive come so far just to neglect
the only person i respect.

nothing ever helps this feeling,
nothing ever helps this feeling,
nothing ever helps this feeling,
nothing ever helps.
nothing ever helps this feeling,
nothing ever helps this feeling,
nothing ever helps this feeling,
nothing ever helps.
nothing ever helps.
nothing ever helps.

its- its- its not like rain dont fall,
if it hurts dont call, ive been worse off-
if i had a- if i had a choice,
id be lieing inside of his voice.
abracadabra he said, 
and now its ringing in my head.
ive come so far just to neglect.
the only person i respect is 
laying dead inside my bed.
how could i laugh? dont i regret
decisions made? severance paved
the way for me to dig my grave.

if i had a- if i had a choice-
if i had a choice- if i had a choice,
id be lieing if i said id avoid,
all the hurt and the noise.
if i could go back, i wouldnt turn my back.



resignation (prod. michael harrison)

really like this song despite its intentional obnoxiousness

lyrics --

howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.
howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.

howd it go- go again?
tell me when it starts,
tell me when its going end?
leave me in the dark,
left me with a couple friends.
talking with their arms,
i can talk it never ends.
running to the bar,
have a couple drinks to pass
time, say thats its my last line
tell me that you arent mine. 
tell me that you hate me, 
love it when you shake me down,
just a minute babe
im kissing on the ceiling blade.
does it make you proud,
to know im so lost now?
all they want to hear is-

howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.
howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.

leave my brain in place
leave my brain in place
leave my brain in place
leave my brain in place

if all you want is all you get 
then sign my cheque and let me rest.
got too many thoughts in my head 
to turn the lights off in my bedroom,
i guess another night'll do the trick.
so quickly yesterday was over with 
another day of hearing howd-

howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.
howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.
howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.
howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.


wayside (prod. peril)

my eyes

(available on spotify)
Tonight
Tonight
You look right through my eyes
Tonight
I'm falling
For your lies
The same way
I fell for your eyes

You're on my mind
Stay for a while

Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

tonight

cant be the one

arrgh argghie me spongie boy, am a feelin ma bloodclat eardrum a pop

lyrics --

so short tempered. 
so sure i saw, you watch before. 
i lick my lips, im full of it.
i want to cut you out,
i need to cut you out of me.
i want to breathe again,
i need to feel your touch till i fall.

was it worthwhile?
been smiling for a minute, on the bus crawl
up to you, we can talk ive got a loose jaw.
feels different now im pulling on the shortest straw.

pulling on the-
pulling on the shortest straw
pulling on the- 
pulling on the shortest straw

lucy, girl, youve lost your way.
melt my brain, i love your place, 
sunny hills, id sleep for days; 
if it meant id never change.
i love myself more than i love you, still,
puking in the bathroom stall, 
trying to feel real.
ive been in my head too long,
ive eaten my fill, 
buttons on the barbecque, 
smokes all i swill.

i lick my lips, sun is out im feeling it,
feeling you, your skins so pink but im-

so sure i saw, you watch before. 
i lick my lips, im full of it.
i want to cut you out,
i need to cut you out of me.
i want to breathe again,
i need to feel your touch till i fall.
cut- cut- cut- cut- cut- cut-
you out- out- out-
need to- need to- need to-
cut- cut- you out of me.
i- i want to breathe again again- again-
need to feel your touch till i fall. 


i am what i choose to become

seen

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