prod. selfhatred
instrumentals by @anticøn

tst vol i: mrahfles - ep. (2022)

lyrics - time machine ☥*+.
(chorus)
Feels like my eye pops out
Feels like my head spins around
Do you even care

You said you wish you had a time machine
i couldn't figure out
do you still love me

(verse)
oh, and i understand
that i cant take it back
and i apologize 

(bridge)
and i regret, every single second
she’ll forget no, no
she will never forget

(chorus)
Feels like my eye pops out
Feels like my head spins around
Do you even care

You said you wish you had a time machine
i couldn't figure out
do you still love me

(do you still love me)

timemachine ☥*+. (Demo 2022) @anticøn

lyrics - dead?
(chorus)
am i dead
in my head 
in my head
am i dead
am i dead
in my head 
in my head

(verse)
cut me open until nothings left
let me dead
on the ground i might find peace

(bridge)
peace by being dead
defeated
i dont feel, anything
am i dead or am i dead

(chorus)
am i dead
am i dead
in my head 
in my head
am i dead
am i dead
in my head 
in my head

dead? 𖤐* (Demo 2022) @anticøn

Lyrics - Drown ♱ ♱ ♱
(chorus)
watch me drown 
in my own sorrow
will be forgotten
rotting in my coffin
watch me drown

(verse)
so watch me drown
watch me sink to the buttom
of the deep dark ocean of blood

(bridge)
so watch me sink
watch me fall apart
watch me suffocate
watch me breathe my last breath
watch me drown

(chorus)
watch me drown 
in my own sorrow
will be forgotten
rotting in my coffin
watch me drown

(chorus)
watch me drown (so watch me)
in my own sorrow (sorrow)
will be forgotten
rotting in my coffin (coffin)
watch me drown

drown ♱ ♱ ♱ (Demo 2022) @anticøn

digital 00’ Japan inspired cloudgaze/alternative music
[2021-2023] †
Sh Archives (Selfhatred Archives) is a persona of this more innocent but creative soul while also speaking on themes such as selfhate, suicide and self harm in a very joyfull, catchy & symbolic way. 
It started as a 16 year old wanting to express himself in something deeper than drawings. 
With inspirations as Eyedress and other synth pop artists he created the Jiko ken'o - ep. (2022)
Later on Selfhatred continued doing more of the so called Cloudgaze genre he himself labled it.
With "Cloud" coming from Soundcloud, the cheap digital sound with minimal recording gear and the youthfull energy.
And the "Gaze" coming from the genre Shoegaze that peaked back in the 90’s all the way to the 10’s.

Selfhatred is a statement in itself to express your every negative emotion in a fun matter. Selfhated is a critisism to your own self on how to improve, gain experience, skills, assets etc. 
Selfhatred is a personal path on becoming someone who is ten times better than who you were yesterday, with that continuing eternally. 

Selfhatred Archives is currently in the works of being remastered, getting leaced instrumentals etc. 
Expect Selfhatred to sound polished to it’s core in about a year or two. 
With being on every platform and accessable for anyone. 

Peace & Love, 
Selfhatred

timemachine ☥*+. (Demo 2022) @anticøn

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