prod. takuori
@mqxixo

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

take a knife, take a knife
stab it right into my back
u dont even have to kill me
think i’ll have a heart attack

feels like love is what i lack
i dont even deserve it, i deserve to keep hurting
bad with feelings but im learning

moxi:
do me how you said u would u said u’d cut me right
i dont wanna feel or move please leave me paralyzed 
love it when u look at me let me stare in your eyes
i wanna stay with u forever please dont end my life
i have nothing i wanna do except be with you
i dont think i’ll last long tryna miss u 
send ur blood and tell me if you wanna stay
cuz i’ll just pull the plug now n throw it all away
stay by me i need you yea i been paranoid
come closer and talk to me yea i love your voice
i’ll stay by your side yea its my choice
i’ll do you right once we rejoice

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

sedate me w/ moxi (takuori)

FACEUP (offvlvn)

MONSTER

prod me as per usual

i don't wanna talk to you if you're acting like that
just give me some time
i don't wanna talk to you if you're acting like a bitch
i wish i could rewind time
im always so damn bruised up, im over it
im always so pissed off, im so over it

wont you love me back
ill let you take my hand
i could never deal with that
i could never take you back
its around 9 o' clock
and my room is pitch black
all the words you said they hurt
why don't you leave me in the dirt

im really the worst
and you're such a stupid jerk
girl you look so pretty in your skirt
especially with your pretty blue shirt

every single day i think of you
even if you don't want me to
you love the rain
and i do too
i wont pick up again
after what ive been through

im so over you

that time I hit a emo girl with a crowbar!! \(*~*)/

@selfloved

yah, ya-yah
ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya ..

baby, can i have your heart?
your name is vanessa ..

is it all you got ?
i want your love ..

can i, have your heart, for me ..
can i have it all to me!

(all to me !!)

i might be a creep!?
but i want your,
love for me ..

all you gotta SEE is me!
i gave you love that you never seen ..

i want your all for me ..
and your all i need!

baby i just want your love ..
is it all you really got?

...

baby,
your all i need

i just want you to see
that i gave you all you need

(last line troll so i dont write it down lol)

don't take distance, okay?

i ffeell so ddumm

prod traumaticbonds (THANKS BABE ILY<3)

i know im a narcissist 
bleed for me
slit your wrists
you can never leave me 
dont even try its useless 
useless useless
tie you up if you resist
abuse and abuse 
oh your suffering is true bliss 

you look so cute when you're crying 
beg beg beg beg beg like you're dying 
voices in my head telling me to mutilate you
say it say it say it say it say it say "i hate you"
good little boy go arf arf arf 
or il tear your joints apart part part
my favorite plaything 
you amaze me 
your tears are tasty tasty tasty

useless

Bored, should I make this a full song?

Kiss me thru ur iPhone 
Be my jack Harlow 
I can see your hard on
I don’t even wanna go home

I just got my bands up
I don’t wanna cam up
You don’t wanna leave me alone

Meet me at the psych ward
Fall into my allure
Mk ultra mind control

Carve into my tight hole
Stab me with a needle
Watch my blood rush, it glows

Woah woah
Put it in like oh no
Touch my square? No no
No racks? It’s a no go

I’m a dancer go go
They cheer they like go go
Ride you like pogo
Hyper off the co co

Santa’s dead ho ho
Your nigga’s a ho ho
He just like to deep throat
He get on his knees tho

Not my type pheno 
Pray into my candle
Jack off to my channel 
I drank your blood panel

Dirty Trance #Freestyle

weeks on end (anaviluxx, vipex)

@selfloved

how many times i gotta say 
that i miss you?

can i get another chance
without some issues
some issues

baby its always the same
got no other chance cant blame you for that one

im going insane
texting again 
am never gonna be the same as before

when your over me
and you dont wanna see me

and you dont wanna see me
and you dont wanna see me no more

go baby 
i miss you so much
i wanna see you again

but you always played with my feelings
and you dont wanna see me no more

yeah i know 
you dont wanna see me no more


but i always see you in my dreams
and i dont want you to leave me
again (again)

how many times i gotta say 
that i miss you?

can i get another chance
without some issues
some issues

how many times i gotta say..

my throat hurts from making high music
lmk if u wanna join on opens