lyrics:
all i do is fuck up and i wish i could go back
i jus wanna hear her voice, but gotta move on from the past
cuz i know this isn’t healthy, she got my ass so attached
why’d you even say you want me, when you knew it wouldn’t last?

you don’t even give a fuck and you haven’t for 8 months
it’s kinda sad i ain’t give up when i could tell something was up
how did you act so in love, but didn’t mean it for a minute?
even after all the bullshit, let you come back in a second

i do this shit to myself, can’t admit that i need help
gotta keep on keeping on though, treading lightly through this hell
and i’ll pretend i’m doing well if that means you won’t know i fell
cuz i don’t think that it’d be fair to you if you knew how i felt

why i’m so obsessed with all the things that make me sad?
these feelings like a tick, yeah the way they so attached
did i ever give a shit? fuck, maybe in the past
i can’t give a shit about something that i know ain’t gonna last

all i do is fuck up and i wish i could go back
i jus wanna hear her voice, but gotta move on from the past
cuz i know this isn’t healthy, she got my ass so attached
why’d you even say you want me, when you knew it wouldn’t last?

that girl told me that she love me, but she meant it in the past tense
all i am is what you left, you fucked up my existence
the harder that i tried, it would jus make you more distant
saw it in your eyes, so why’d you say you wanna fix it?

clinging to your memory | prod. neverforever

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