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The Upload

produced by: ilyl1ght 
lyrics:
why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see oh 

𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚 
𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩, 𝙞 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 
𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 
𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪

i feels like i’ve nowhere to go
your not here and im trying to cope 
that look in your eyes feels like home 
home, home 
ohh 
with you it feels like i belong 
with you i don’t feel im alone 
ohhh

why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see ohh

you, i wont cope in a world without you
i wont live in a world without you 

<3

comfort

~2300~
@lilskeleskrrt 

prod by @jolst & irby

Lyrics:
[VITO]
Been feeling this since I could realize
Pulling his lips closer to mine
I don’t know what’s wrong or whats right
And I don’t care I want you tonight

Shame on me (x12)

[skele]
oh when i’m with you i feel more alive
and i can’t even tell a soul that shit is suicide 
i’m still starting at the borderline 
sometimes i look into the mirror wonder who am i

i should really be careful 
not to give em the ammo
letting it go 
start to feel like i’m rambo
bloody the handle 
i wanna give em a scandal 
out of the bramble 
i’m getting used to the camo

late at night 
i feel him pulling me closer 
i feel his body moving
going slower and slower 
i i want it bad 
i want it over n over 
i wish i never had 
i’m never getting the closure 

[VITO]
Been feeling this since I could realize
Pulling his lips closer to mine
I don’t know what’s wrong or whats right
And I don’t care I want you tonight

Shame on me (x12)


shame on me (prod. jolst x irby)

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive, 

shitty take, what y say, ik ur joking right,
we gon pull up with them toys, we staying up all night, 
yea u better watch ur back they're lurking with the knife, 
you will see the light, 
the fire will ignite,

eating all these shots, when will I just let go, 
I won’t work w u, a snake since the get go,  
I’ve been feeling blue, I deserve a halo 

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive,

im a bad guy, put them bodies in a freezer, 
telling lies in my head, I don’t need her,
But they know I do all this just to please her

and I know that I’m fucked up crazy,
2 blades on my hip cuz they hate me ,
and I promise I won’t change as of lately,
2 pills in my cup it’s amazing x2

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive,

get me high [tiresss]

PROD: JOLST + SECRE
MASTER & MIX: KAIS & DIAMOON
PROJECT MANAGEMENT: BITEKI
COVER ART: BITEKI

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VICTXRW, LIL SKELE, SEWERPERSON, RESIDENTIAL & FRVR - PLEASE SAY YOU LOVE ME

you know who you are
everything by me

ur a cunt
really had me defending ur back
stg i was telling people
ur better than that
guess i should have known
doesn’t fall far from the tree
u and ur little racist family
kinda funny talking like ur better than me
but i would never grab my best friends girl
and then cheat
kinda funny swear to god it happened to you too
Sarah was seeing another dude
b is the one that found it
he had to tell you
what do you remember bout it?
tell us how you felt dude
when all this shit happened
tell us who was there for you
i guess a snake is snake
no matter what you do
u a snake
u a snake
u a snake
hope ur friends never look at u the same
u a snake
u a snake
u a snake
years of friendship for some pussy
what a lame
lame
lame bitch
tell us how ur friends
but u wait a month to say shit
only been a month ur both going on vacation
shoulda known when I heard u hissing like a snake bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
like a snake
bitch
bitch
bitch
like a snake
bitch
bitch
bitch
like a snake
shoulda known when I hear u hissing like a snake bitch

close your mouth smell you from a mile away
close your mouth don’t wanna hear what you say
second pussy to touch them lips how it taste?
heard u hissing like a snake
like a snake
fuck u and ur friends
they all assholes
ur too busy
pussy whats the act for
oh how’s it feel knowing you got what u want
only the second pussy to ever kiss that slut

snake

produced by xona

-lyrics-

stained walls, no faults
closed doors than love
so why do I run when I need her touch?

I’ll tell you the lies
the ones that you fear all inside
oh, the beautiful life
where I wouldn’t pay for the price
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you…

~ 

my time slips to phases, the way I plant facades
my life remains weightless, though I don’t get it all
my chest feels anguish, a ghost that you once loved
while no one listened, I’ll be here till dawn

but I’m scared of what I am
seeing you, I don’t want to be friends
i wish to talk, I wished your hand
would reach back without my chances
falling out, I’m stressing how
all things go south
I am all doubts, I am the blame
there’s no around, I’m not unscathed
I’ll never be found

I’ll tell you the lies
the ones that you fear all inside
oh, the beautiful life
where I wouldn’t pay for the price
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you…

atlantis

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produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
everything by me (dawsin) :o

lyrics:
just a figment
of my
imagination
of me

RID OF ME
RID OF ME
MY OTHER PERSONALITY
HE'S NOT A FRIEND TO ME
HATE MYSELF
FAMILY STILL SCARED OF ME
.45 TO MY TEMPLE
I'M READY TO GET
RID OF ME

don't want no one
but I left these flowers 
here for you
baebaebaebae
babe it's true
baebaebaebae
that I wanna blow my head out
so I feel like a drop out
(in life)
so you'll walk in my room and ask me why I did this
ain't been the same, since I regained my pulse

let me leave
let me leave
let me leave 
this horrible dream

I might've said that "I was fine"
but-
ahaa
it's quite the opposite
i-
I don't even know how to feel anymore

remember the first time I said "hey"?
well this the last time I say "bye"
you're so fake
anxiety got me covering my arms in stripes
(our journey together, ends here.)

I'm disappointed in my self
cause 
I still have the ring on
I still haven't taken it off
AND I BET YOU THINK THATS IT'S PITIFUL
BUT I MISS YOUR EARFULS
I MISS WHEN WE TALKED ALOT
AND NOW ITS ALL GONE-

bipolarity

you fell and stained the ground beneath us 


prod/master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

feeling my body going numb
waiting but morning never come
i hope that god will forgive me 
oh the things that i've done
hurt somebody i needed
and somebody i loved
blood loss
my vision is starred,
hold on
i'm slowly reaching my fingers over top 
don't think there's ever been something 
that i feel like i want 

it's just the way that it goes
i know you feel like i don't 
like i don't love you at all 
i know it kills you the most
i never wanted to go 
i never wanted to stop 

i called your name a thousand times
and in my dreams i saw you die 
i saw the light fade out your eyes
and i woke alone,
and cried in case you
could hear me there
could hear me 
i screamed your name 
believe me 

(baby i wanted to stop 
got me praying to god 
love i'd do anything, i've
i've got my hand round the cross) 

i can feel the warmth 
drain out of your skin 
my shirt stole red from the cracks of your lips
i held you close and you felt so thin
i held you close like the way that you did 

i held you close
i held you close

you fell and stained the ground beneath us





i held you close

prod by me : /

sunlight peaks through my blinds
it burns my eyes n makes me want to die 
and you're not here, layin' by my side
and I wish that, things were different now

grab on my hips, then we start, locking lips
caught in a kiss, move my hips, just to sync
bite on my lip, love the mark, that you left 
don't loosen grip, hold it tight, close to death

fucked up in the head and I don't know what to do now
you're telling me that it's been over 
and I just feel like I been locked out
ain't no fuckin way I'm movin on

why the fuck you leavin me when you know that im all alone
got this pain inside my heart, a poison wit no antidote
people saying that they love me but I know they fuckin dont
if they really did, would I even be all alone?

agony, sweet agony, I love it when you're holding me
killin me, you're killin me, my agony, it holds me sweet
agony has been here longer than anyone else ever has
agony, my agony, it won't ever leave me and I'm sure of that

I can feel the cracks inside of my persona breakin
she just tell me that anything she said wasn't fake, yeah
tell me that im special but what of that am i making ?
I can tell that life ain't done so it gon keep on taking

I done walked up on this decision and then it fucked my life
I'm just hopin that I can hold on and make it out alive 
elliot didn't get so lucky like i did.. i threw it
I could never lie about it, I know i misused it

if you think it's worth it putting me away for years, 
I'm not gonna fight it i'll pay off my debt in tears
I hope things go well for you and if they dont im here 
just a stupid dog that won't abandon post that he's near 

tell me that I deserve this, 
if you- said anything- my wrist i'll slit
my blood will drip, my life will end, 
and you'll be it

tell me how.. 
if im feelin down you'd know
promise i will tell you everything i know
until then im in hell

tell me you love me
hate me it wont break me
hold me don't let go of me
don't let go of me

you can give me your hate, it won't change anything for me
I could shake it off like leaves on a car when it's starting 
to accelerate on the speed and then they just fall off
I just wanna see the boys win and they already know that 

you deserve to be happy and I want you to know it
you're the love of my life and I wasn't even knowin 
someone could pick me up and repair me like it's nothin 
I been learning german so I can give the love a language

[[acceptance, self reflection]]

---

I made a vow to never lose again

release

prod. me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
guitar by me (dawsin)

lyrics:
you drinking is gonna slowly kill you
maybe I want that
you drinking your slowly killing yourself dawsin
tal--y- shi-- bab-
no- like you kno- tru-
abo-t what i- doi--
bab- ill com- to yo
THAT'S STUPID DUDE

talk your shit babe
not like you know the truth
about what im doing
bae ill come to you

Ill talk my shit babe
like how i've been wanting to
for a moment...
you really thought I was feeling you?
you really thought I was feeling you?

she mad at me swerving
she makes me wanna crash though
" we'll talk about this in the morning "
enough came outta that mouth hoe

came out that mouth ho
came out that mouth ho

huh yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh hmph
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
crash
crash
she's about to make me crash (out)
fast, fast
the only way for me to last
i'm last, i'm last
im an egomaniac
just like your dad, just like your dad
but im not a piece of trash
huh?
bae im worse than that
i'm not afraid to stab
i'm not afraid to kill him
babe IM WORSE THAN THAT

i'm just a butcher
looking for another
person
to fill the void
to fill the void 
to feel the void

I killed that man
and I'd do it again (again)
do you remember what I said?
see- seeing red
"there will be no guy friends"

from the start babe I told you that "I'm a bit insane"
and these thoughts I say, don't mind
they just leak out my brain
so predictable come back
when I push you away
you won't make it in life
selling your pics babe

did you really think I wouldn't find out?
IF YOU FUCKED HIM, TELL ME I NEED TO KNOW
didn't do a good job at hiding it did ya?
the bay harbor butcher, you know the nickname
and you know what he did
he dismembered his victims

my head feels fuzzy
I don't even know how imma make
it another day
cause my brain is tense, I'm afraid
my knuckles covered in flesh and blood
make him see grain
If I wanted you dead, I'd pull the colt out the safe

she don't like how I'm acting
what I've done with him is none of your business
oh why can't you get past it
by now that body is nothing but maggots

RUNNING A MILE, TO REPEAT THE CYCLE
YOU'RE SO OBSESSED LIKE YOU ARE A DISCIPLE
HE IS NOT WORTH IT
PUT YOUR HAND ON THE BIBLE
TELL ME IM THE ONLY ONE
I'M TOO IN DENIAL

butcher

[hook]
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing

[verse]
Try to spend a life without me
Even if I know that for you that's easy
Hitting on a blunt now I'm feeling dizzy
Without your arms around me
I swear that I'm freezing
You make me feel like
I'm not enough for you
No matter what I do
No matter my efforts
I got no more force
I'm trying to let you understand
You were my only friend
You were the only one I love
And I will love forever
I can't still accept that we'll never be together
'Cause you took me out from the darkness
But then you let me down
And the sky looks starless

[hook]
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing
And I'm hitting up your phone
And I see you never hit me back
Feeling so alone
'Cause you told me that you need a break
Can you understand how the fuck I'm feeling?
Try to spend a life without breathing

Without Breathing [prod. Ahnboi]

produced by the lovely: @cherryonline
vox, mixing & crying by me.

lyrics: (I cant freestyle very well so please allow me lmao)

im smoking backstraps, with my boys in the back,
I got a knife on me but I try to relax, 
I won't have that, if u tryna get mad
I just slip to my left and I hit you with a jab, 
im smokin black jack, 
with my girl in the bath,
then I skate to ur ends,
grayfox wear a mask,
im on a cash grab,
stabbed ur friends in the back,
stabbed ur friends in the back,

big fox and its cherry on this shit,
izzy with the hands, wonder boy with the kicks,
get out my dm's, I don't wanna hear your shit,
I just wanna smoke kick back w the clique,

runnin' to my mum, but ill nevermakeithome,
steady with the heart, keep it steady with the chrome,
deleted all ur texts so I guess ill never know,
cheated on ur ex so I guess I gotta go

& cry.

I don't know why her ex keeps calling,
did she set a trap, was I a fool, did I fall in?
and idk why her friends don't like me,
I try my fuckin best,
I try my fuckin best,

im smoking backstraps, with my boys in the back,
I got a knife on me but I try to relax, 
I won't have that, if u tryna get mad
I just slip to my left and I hit you with a jab, 
im smokin black jack, 
with my girl in the bath,
then I skate to ur ends,
grayfox wear a mask,
im on a cash grab,
stabbed ur friends in the back,
stabbed ur friends in the back,

backstraps (+ cherry)

steadysuffer:the moon it whispers in my ear now telling me I'm fine without you showing me a glimpse of what it's like without you here and I'm still shaking I'm breaking apart the pictures are changing I guess that's a start x2

MN: I noticed things weren't the same and next time I'm done while I'm waiting I fear our love's finally fading there is too much to be leaving here I paint my mind by just sitting here in my ol room on my black chair aint nothing new but what's out there ain't noone you but you're out  there! 

Steady suffer/MN you said you moved on I don't believe you well does he know of are matching tattoos you said you got some issues you need to work on next thing I know I miss you man I am so done so done tired we can be higher you're making me foolish I'm making you clueless ....

steadysuffer/MN:the moon it whispers in my ear now telling me I'm fine without you showing me a glimpse of what it's like without you here and I'm still shaking I'm breaking apart the pictures are changing I guess that's a start x2

Matching tattoos ft. steadysuffer (prod.toofargone)

w/ @gothurted

Produced by Morin

WOULD YOU CRY NOW

Lyrics:

[hook: iluvtora]
would you cry now
if i'd tell you that i'm leaving
don't lie now
i can't say that i'm not bleeding
but somehow
i can't get over my feelings
baby you're a demon
without a single meaning 
would you cry now
if i'd tell you that i'm leaving
don't lie now
i can't say that i'm not bleeding
but somehow
i can't get over my feelings
baby you're a demon
without a single meaning

[verse: iluvtora]
imma pull up to your place at midnight
i wish you just tell me what do you like
yeah i fell in love with your hair dye
those blue eyes, they shine so bright

alone at night, when i tend to cry
i think about my pain and the wasted time
and i'm getting high under the moonlight
i wish you called me back but i don't wanna fight

[verse: gothurted]
I wish you call me back
Cause I'm missing your voice
I wish I did regret before
Making the choice
Not to leave you sooner
You altered my future
Made me feel a loser
Just for random rumors
We could be the faces
On the big screen together
But you didnt believe me 
When I said I could be better

[hook: iluvtora]
would you cry now
if i'd tell you that i'm leaving
don't lie now
i can't say that i'm not bleeding
but somehow
i can't get over my feelings
baby you're a demon
without a single meaning 
would you cry now
if i'd tell you that i'm leaving
don't lie now
i can't say that i'm not bleeding
but somehow
i can't get over my feelings
baby you're a demon
without a single meaning

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i can't get over my feelings w/ gothurted (prod. Morin)

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

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backstraps (+ cherry)

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