are there 2 versions of this song ??   This ones fire

sendflowrs

produced by my boy: dercept

lyrics:

(when life gives u lemons yea just make some lemonade 
im still hurting everyday but im still smiling thru the pain
and I keep my circle small got zero time for the fakes 
if u coming at my friends then get the fuck out my face)

when life gives u lemons yea u make some lemonade 
im still hurting everyday but im still smiling thru the pain
and I keep my circle small got zero time for the fakes 
if u coming at my friends then get the fuck out my face

and ur not even mine but still the one i serenade,
I been way too fuckin blurry I got hit by novocaine 
cherry red on my shirt I took a shot right to the face
but I always keep it moving so jus get out of my way yeah 

get out my way
im in a bad mood
whats new? 
fuck this
walk away if I have to
I fuckin miss school
hide away in the bathroom 
like this, fuck you
just a girl with tattoos

and like I told u yea I always keep it movin,
and I love to hear u talk girl yea ur voice is kinda soothin ♡
if he want smoke baby
yea u know I keep a toothpick
on my waistband like some gucci
cut his tongue out cus im ruthless
if u need anything hit me 
yeah u know right where my room is 
I dont fuck around w fake friends
cut em off like Freddy Krueger
fuck your ex boyfriend 
if I see him, leave him toothless
show him he cant train the dragon
then tail whip right on my scooter yea 

when life gives u lemons yea u make some lemonade 
im still hurting everyday but im still smiling thru the pain
and I keep my circle small got zero time for the fakes 
if u coming at my friends then get the fuck out my face

and ur not even mine but still the one i serenade,
I been way too fuckin blurry I got hit by novocaine 
cherry red on my shirt I took a shot right to the face
but I always keep it moving so jus get out of my way yeah

novocaine (dercept)

produced by: @prodneverforever

lyrics, mixing and mastering done by me 

and my eyes 
they burn white
where u been
all this time, i
i’m lonely
on white wine 
u won’t win
this time, i 
i won’t leave
and that’s fine 
and codeine leaks 
from my eyes, i
won’t breathe 
not this time, 
so get up
and don’t cry, boy
x2

burnwhite.

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

with skele  soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt  <3

Greenwood:
Finish me in dark light
Overworked and so tired
Holding on, you’re so tight
Thought that I’d be alright
But you couldn’t see me like you couldn’t know where I’m at 
(you couldn’t know where I’m at)
Thought you didn’t need to, thought you knew me better than that

Listen to the rain, does it ever stop?
Parallel to all the shit that we’ve got going on
If you called I’m not convinced we couldn’t figure out
A way to fix it but I swear it’s getting bigger now
And you were lonely, I get that now
I could always find a reason to come around
The only way I knew how to come back down
Think I had you for a moment, I don’t know how

Think I been that
I’ve been everything you wanted before the impact
Least you could’ve done is kept the moment intact
Now it finds me in my dreams you couldn’t fix that
Crack it like a six pack,
Nah, haven’t drank in a minute
Skip the function cause the substance had me feel like I’m finished
Love these people but I really think I needed some distance
Said it to your face and I don’t know if you listened
Cause nothing feels like it’s different 

Finish me in dark light
Overworked and so tired
Holding on, you’re so tight
Thought that I’d be alright
But you couldn’t see me like you couldn’t know where I’m at 
(you couldn’t know where I’m at)
Thought you didn’t need to, thought you knew me better than that

Skele:
want you to look at me
like i’m for show
i feel it heavy whenever it snows
i’m in the forest
the spirits are showing me hope
baby i know that you’re screaming
i’m not hearing it
lately i can’t even tell you what the fuck i’m feeling is
i just need a reason i don’t wanna disappear again
i’m driving way too fast
i’m so gone
i’m not steering it
lay me on the bed
stain it red
where the bleeding is

i thought you knew me better
and i always shake all night
what happened to us in december
i stayed behind

i’m in the bed where we slept
where he held me
i’m so in love with the fantasy
i was with him
in the evergreens
he’ll never know
what it meant to me

Quiet Afterwards (w/ skele)

rest in peace to everybody i love you all 

i’ve finally had enough 
baby won’t you grab your coat
and go home 

if you’re not happy, stop
baby just take the jump
or you’ll never know 

“and oh he’s such a cunt”
well if that’s the case
then why’d you stay for? 

and she loves him so much
she gets on with his mom
yea they still talk 

and i promise i’m tryin my love can u see it
“i swear to god that ima make it this year”
but this music it comes and it goes like the feelin
of missing somebody you want but can’t see em
when i’m in the zone think i’m one of the meanest
4 years in this game, im still new, ima realist 
i been sippin for years 25 i’m still geekin
think it’s time to grow up, i wrap up the bleeding
i’m skating to work fuck your friends ima kill em
still feelin 18, pick these pills up n spin em 
i miss my friend collins he couldn’t stay here
so he took his own life, hug your friends when you see em 
shoutout to nickisgonenow, rest in peace 
shoutout to jd, pvscale, joe and sleep
we still here please try remember the key
i got family and friends yea what more do i need 

so stop right there
lay your head here 
on my chest 

and i’d jump 
i swear 
if you want it 
giveth you my best 

and i’m fucked
i pray
that god looks down with pity
on my head 

so just go
i’ll be okay :( 
just give me a year
before we talk again

i’ve finally had enough 
baby won’t you grab your coat
and go home 

if you’re not happy, stop
baby just take the jump
or you’ll never know 

“and oh he’s such a cunt”
well if that’s the case
then why’d you stay for? 

and she loves him so much
she gets on with his mom
yea they still talk

a song for the angels (branwen + nevrfall)

sewerperson - looking4love

produced by 🦠 homesick x jolst 

uh, i feel it x 6262662

she say slow down
goin too fast
for my liking
please don’t do that
she can’t take it 
got a new man
ima break him 

she don’t want no fun or want no drama
she got eyes just like her mama 
and a rage and vile temper just like hades 

she say she say baby please don’t do that
friends all hate her, rushi sunak
drop 2 bills on a half a set, and now im shakin

haven’t popped a pill or sipped a litre
since last year, im livin cleaner
got a baby on the way, and now i’m chasin 

chasin the bag
fell off last year, how tf i do that
had this whole shit in the palm of my hand
i got too lazy, took eyes off the plan 
let u boys win now i’m finally back
scene wants some drama, sendflowrs ur man
indirect tweets go and work on your jab 
fuckin cokeheads go and put down the bag
i hit the gym, smoke a blunt and i’m grand :)
dropped out of uni, got tired of that 
quit my old job, i got tired of that
listening to bullshit, got tired of that
jolst and homesick, on the beat make it slap

uh x 5262662

hades (jolst + homesick)

drops on all platforms - friday 13th june 💫

produced by: @prodjolst
featuring: @ripskele

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it 

[skele]
i pray that someone take me home 
im not seeing right 
im mixing pills into my drink
so i can sleep tonight 
god i know u make me sore 
i don’t need reminded 
fucking kicking down that door
didn’t try to hide it
pouring up this drank 
into my cup gon make it worse 
i can’t even speak 
fuck up this check 
so it don’t hurt
put this metal to my brain 
go afk 
i’m making sure
hope i forget about ur face 
i pop this k 
like its a cure

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it

tired w/ skele (jolst)

MASTERMIND

GHOUL

Nothing Like Me

Nothing Like Me w/ 9tails

produced by the one & only: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @decksmusic & @nevermadeithome

lyrics:

sendflowrs:

it’s been a year since we left and we’re still not fuckin talkin,
left my home at 16, it feels like i’m still runnin 
why am i so upset?
i broke my nose now i’m covered in red,
and will you promise, stay right by my side?
it’s cold out there my love, pls just stay with me tonight 
just put your phone away yeah, i don’t wanna fight
(cus i know that i can’t trust u,
i know that i can’t trust u)

look what you did yeah, look at the mess that you made,
boy i’m good everywhere, each city i’m the thane 
fire up my bow yea the skies are turning grey,
fire up my flow yea best pray for it to rain

(cus i’ve been walking,
on my own,
never delete your number 
out my phone
she loves that fucking powder in her nose,
loves that fuckin powder, loves that fuckin powder, yeah)

decks:

it never even mattered to me
i said it was a problem but i lied thru my teeth
you’re the only one that i wanna see
dont wanna cause a scene, i don’t wanna intervene but

look at the way that u treat me
and deceive me
now im leaving
i don’t wanna be a problem
but you beat me
now im fleeting
and i tweet about it every day but now i need to “let it go”
i wish you could save me but i know you’re not my antidote
and yeah i know that im obsessed with you
or maybe i just like the idea
and i know that i need to get it through
my fuckin skull and get up out of here



nevermadeithome:

Well can you get the fuck out of my brain now 
im fuckin pissed off with you constantly being there 
And everytime that im walking around town 
I swear i see your face on everybodys head 
All your friends, they are fucking dead to me
They all knew, that you cheated 
I hope that your next boyfriend 
Goes out never made it home again 
I think ive just finally got over you 
Get outta my mind girl 
Stop hitting my line girl 
Even though your fine girl 
I dont wanna see you again 
Laying in my bed at night 
I cant see your eyes for the first time 
For the first time in my life 
My life 
My life 
Im upset 
In my life

upset :( w/ decks & nevermadeithome

produced by: malith
vocals, mixing and crying by: @sendflowrs
visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQ2TJ3aX_Rc

lyrics:

so shut up, shut up,
yeah bitch i just said it,
cus i’m a fuck up, 
but i don’t care anymore,
thinking of you,  
i’m scrolling on reddit, 
cus you’re not on my level, 
why the fuck you sending for?
x2

hit me on my cell,
it’s all you there’s no one else,
you’re the one i call yeah when i need help,
you’re the one i call yeah when i’m in hell
n you can kill me i won’t tell,
you hate me more than you hate yourself
i been sleepin all day, i’m not well,
but im pushin thru, all by myself 

yeah, and i’ve had enough 
of writing all these songs about you,
because you’re dead and gone,
to me you’re just a girl with some tattoos

but when it’s said and done;
i still can’t help myself when i’m around you,
and i won’t hold my tongue,
cus everyday i wake up in a bad mood

so shut up, shut up,
yeah bitch i just said it,
i’m a fuck up, 
but i don’t care anymore,
thinking of you,  
i’m scrolling on reddit, 
cus you’re not on my level, 
why the fuck you sending for,
x2

covenant

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

// flowrs // 

it’s so degrading 
the way you say that
you know what you want,
and you don’t want to love me

you’re so persuading,
i fuckin hate it
when you say those things
that you know 
fucking cut me 

our love is fading
and you’re evading
all these cloudy thoughts 
cus you’re so fucking lucky

just fucking say it
can’t catch a wave
so i’ll just stay afloat
cus you’re swimming above me 

fuck you,
fuck him 
fuck everything,
every thought,
don’t wanna ever think you’re fine,
i know i’m not 
tell me does he 
love you
the same way that you
loved me
i hope you fucking die 
i swear to god
i’ll kill you with my own two hands
you went too far 

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day 

// skele // 

it’s so frustrating 
how you push me away 
then you’re pulling me back by the end of the day 
it’s so annoying 
how u say that u need me 
then act like u hate me 
i’m tired of waiting 

so why u got act all mad for 
tell me that ur needing more 
why u gotta slam the car door 
n now ur taking off my shirt on your floor 
but i’m here 
and you’re there 
and you tell me that it’ll be okay
i don’t care

// flowrs //

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day

tumour w/ skele

i h8 to bite my tongue 
but girl 4 u id rip my heart out

cupid probly punchin the air (prod. switch)

produced by: malith 
everything else by: me 
this may be the most mid song of 2020

lyrics:

and fuck everything that I wrote down,
all these dark clouds, cant go back to you now
and I feel a lil sad so I ball out
and this hole I'm in's too deep yeah, I cant crawl out
x2

and you make me feel so alive
maybe one day ill get to call you mine
x2

(and I guess its just my turn,
like everybody else had one,
I guess ill never learn,
ill never learn to hold my tongue, 
im not what you deserve,
I won't put myself first,
ive gotta kick you to the curb,
then my heart it gets sewed back on

and fuck everything that I wrote down,
all these dark clouds, cant go back to you now
and I feel a lil sad so I ball out
and this hole I'm in's too deep yeah, I cant crawl out
x2

novocaine (dercept)

sendflowrs

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