yummy

produced by: @jolst & @remghost
mixed and mastered by me

lyrics:

i dont like you, 
and I haven't for a minute
talking shit on twitter but these pussies never with it yea
right thru, see your heart and now im grinning,
addicted to the violence only care bout fuckin winning yea 
stay there ill be right back in a minute
gotta shut this kid up two black blades you know im twinning yea
slice you, now theres blood all on the ceiling 
maybe that'll stop it but who the fuck am I kidding

thats life tho
i’m prone to lose it, watch my eyes glow
running rings around these pussies on a tight rope 
blacked out, ur no king of a castle
I fuckin hate that flowrs guy he seems like an asshole

i be touring 
doing 60 in a foreign
couple years I swear I got it 
I dont even need to talk and I 

think I saw it in my dreams when I was snoring 
now its so close I can floor it
shawty love me but she not my type

she be callin
at 4,5,6 in the morning
but you'll never see me answer
tell that bitch she gotta wait in line

on my flex shit all these pussies they be texting 
but they'll never fuckin touch me swear to god I put that on my life

on my life, but I bet they still try tho
pussy see me he gon blame it on a typo,
think I need to chill out or just fight more
what am I so full of this rage all times of night for?

i dont like you, 
and I haven't for a minute
talking shit on twitter but these pussies never with it yea
right thru, see your heart and now im grinning,
addicted to the violence only care bout fuckin winning yea 
stay there ill be right back in a minute
gotta shut this kid up two black blades you know im twinning yea
slice you, now theres blood all on the ceiling 
maybe that'll stop it but who the fuck am I kidding
that’s life tho

imperial (jolst & remghost)

'collide' produced by heylog

lyrics:
removing pieces of flesh
ur gonna leave me i bet
i don't stand a single chance
when u don't even lend me a hand
i'm hurting but i'm fine
i'm burning, still alive
i watch all my emotions collide
put me to a test
anchored, need to rest
but right now i can't and it's
because i'm so stressed on my last and final breath
sad just like usual, oh boy i'm such a mess
i don't fit in, something just doesn't click
worry u won't hurt my feelings i'll just lay in bed

I AM LOST FOR WORDS I'M AFRAID OF GETTING CURVED
do u think u feel me well enough to know my hurt
I AM LOST FOR WORTH HONESTLY THIS COULD BE WORSE
all the things i've done tell me what do i deserve
I AM SO DEPRESSED IS IT A LITTLE OBVIOUS
searching for a light but it seems all the powers dead
I FEEL MY DESCENT WEIGHT ME DOWN AND SLOWLY PRESS
barely ever happy always find it hard to get

i am so depressed
nothing new i guess
sum up everything and i'm hanging by a thread	
constantly regret
flip a switch and just reset
wish it was that easy, repeat it all again

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collide

produced by heylog

lyrics:
laying in my arms u look so cute under the stars
your father comes outside and sees us laying in the yard
focus on the coral sky and threading both our hearts
n every time the sun sets i see u from afar
notice how i ask u things it shows i truly care
don't know what u feel i am completely unaware
well after loving you i realized no one can compare
you're the only thing i want but life's just never fair
but everything's gonna be okay, i promise
but all the things in life feel like they're falling
but i'll be fine, i'll make it through but when is it over
i spent a couple years with u and now i want no one

the evening carries little wind that travels through ur hair
u move it off ur face and put it back behind ur ear
and u caught my expression but i couldn't help but stare
the civil things like that well babe it makes it hard to bare
i'm praying for u, hoping all ur dreams come true
and i wish everything goes right for you
but i don't care if u want the same for me too
just know you're important to me, am i too?

well everything's gonna be okay, i promise
but why do all the things in life look like they're falling
but don't u worry, i'll be fine but when is it over
we spent a couple years together, now i want no one

everything's gonna be okay, i promise

produced by heylog
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lyrics:
as usual i manage to breakdown
don't bother me i enjoy no sound
can't talk to ppl and i know i should
the nerves i build up come out me like a flood
i expect a better me to finally come my way
but the hope i'm losing is drifting away
i forgot that u were mine and that u exist
and that's a good thing
i'm making progress
i hold a whole heart
i gotta use it wise
i cancel all my plans
cus i changed my mind
she smell like lavender
and i think i'm in love
wait hold on a min
can we take a pause
i needa overthink
when i talk to you
it's not on purpose
now u know the truth
i told u everything
n all my secrets
and now it feels wrong
and i know i'm screwed
i look in your eyes it's like looking in an abyss
thanks for your time i learned a lot from it
i'm different now, done with u, you know what i quit
i'm leaving now, don't care to be part of this
YOU SAID SHE WAS A WHORE
WELL MAYBE UR THE HOE
ABSCONDING EVERY GIRL
IS THIS WHERE I GROW
COULDN'T ASK FOR MORE
I'LL BREAK EVERY BONE
NOW DUDES CARE FOR ME
BUT I ONLY GOT 1 BRO

𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘢𝘯
𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱

𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨

lavender

featuring @user-411557229
produced by heylog

lyrics:
(heylog)
the veins in my skin pop out when i'm warm
i handle a blade and point to my arm
oh she'd be upset if i put it through
i'll put it away but only for u
well this time u won, you proud of yourself
i put us down, no need to be held
i've suffered too long in my mental state
i'm harming myself, does it look like i'm okay
i said u were right
and i'm sorry just know i'm not bright
or the smartest, keep beating my eyes
till they're blue and to where i can't see
now they're swollen, i'm blind in my view
and now everyday feel like i lose
but i'm trying to cope without u
and it's hard oh baby it's hard
so wish me ur luck and ur regards

it drips from my forearm to my shirt
watching the blood fall is the worst
ignore all of your calls cus i've learned
i made it a full year without her
I LISTEN TO NONSENSE ON A BASIS
IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD AND IT'S MY FAVORITE
I KEPT THEM AROUND FOR ENTERTAINMENT
I CHOOSE TO STAY PRIVATE AND FACELESS
DON'T TEXT ME
DON'T CALL ME
I'VE WITNESS AUTOPSY
DON'T COME HOME
I WON'T BE HERE
I LEFT SO IT'S SINCERE
a lots on my mind
like my future and maybe a wife
and i wonder if music's my prize
it's the only thing going for me
been a week since i've gone outside
i'm pathetic it sums up my life
forgot her and god it's about time
and something that i can't help but think
if ur disappointed in me

(residential)
tell me what you find
deep inside her eyes
cause she used to be kind
until she lost her mind

blade in the basement
i'm high but i'm anxious
snapping back the hat when i am next in the rotation
thought i found myself, but i'm in dissociation
love being alone, but i don't fuck with isolation

quarter ounce
pack it up and take me out
you said i’d be better now
but all i got are pills around

where the fuck you’ve been at
you left your nail marks on my back
now i'm going too fast
but i can't help but think about the past
i just smoked what was left in the bag
and i really don't mind if i crash

pathetic ft. residential

'shredder' produced by heylog

lyrics:
at night i wanna end it all
in bed as tears begin to fall
water seeps through my pillow
i had to let it out
why won't u let me be
is it revenge you seek
too bad i cared for u
more than u could ever care for me

right now my only focus is on you
but if i die, i promise that i will warn you
but i cannot guarantee if i'll make it or not
so i'll cherish every moment with u
stay here, i gotta go i'll be right back
i head to war when voices causing this impact
but i cannot guarantee i'll make it out alive
so i'll try my best to stay intact
oh we out here alone with no one there by my side
i keep on hearing these screams and hearing people cry
but i don't know if it's real, don't know if it's a sign
i just know that i'm frightened and horrified
say where is log, i don't know where they went
i vanish into thin air and wait until i'm in
love for who i am
and love for within
u took that away now there's a shredder on my skin
if i were you i would hide
cus u don't know what u caused
u put on quite a show
let's give a round of applause
so are u done hurting me
and are u done w my head?
keep using it like a toy
you must forgot i'm human

don't wait for me now, i don't know how long i'll be
i'm too busy in the ground eating dirt u threw at me
oh u had your chance to let me go so i could breathe
now ur the one who's eating dust that i'm collecting on my feet
so how does it feel now that the roles finally swapped
i've been living too long feeling disgust inside this swamp
people love to talk but never wanna say a thing
when i be standing right there, c'mon and say it to my face
don't piss on my back and say it's raining from outside
i don't need no skin & bones for me to conjure every lie
i know i forgave but honestly i change my mind
cus i could not forgive a person who has stabbed me many times
say where is log, i don't know where i have been
i just stay as far as possible and locking every hinge
love for who i am and love for what i hold within
thanks for ruining what i had, this is where i shred my skin

you hurt..
you hurt
you hurt..
you hurt oh

don't look at me now, i feel so guilty in my chest
reflecting off the mirror is just a boy bout to collapse
i said i wanted peace, instead i got a giant war
and now i feel it slipping through as if this chapters gonna end
better start the next one bringing in new characters
maybe they'll respect me and everything will register
cus i don't need nobody who just screws behind my back
so tell me was it worth it throwing everything we had

shredder

lyrics:

The pit inside this bitch so big it turned into moat
Rain outside the venue cool me down after show
I done poured myself too much my ice can barely even float
I done rolled up too much bud this blunt look barely even smoked
If u not with me then baby where u gonna go
She gon burn me for my bread and pop out quick like she was toast
My heart too big I play the fool I swear it should be diagnosed
Cause I just booked the bnb in San Francisco by the coast

Cancel Next night out
Cause in the right now
I think my light died
Ya I think the hype died
I just need a time out
Fuck it im alright now
U were a lifeline
Saving me from night time
I cannot look out 
From behind this particle board
That rests across my windows
In this house of scorn
I hold a resting place
Under these broken floors
And if u dig me up
Ill still be all but yours
Turn it up again I gotta get right now
We get spent at the jam cant be worried right now
But This pain inside my body got me hurting right now
If I take another shot it will be curtains right now
Even at the top I think of being in the ditch
Cause when im hungry for the spot im Really killing this shit
Im focused in like an amphetamine pill in this bitch
I write this script like my heart built by AMD in my ribs

The pit inside this bitch so big it turned into moat
Rain outside the venue cool me down after show
I done poured myself too much my ice can barely even float
I done rolled up too much bud this blunt look barely even smoked
If u not with me then baby where u gonna go
She gon burn me for my bread and pop out quick like she was toast
My heart too big I play the fool I swear it should be diagnosed
Cause I just booked the bnb in San Francisco by the coast

muck (jabarionthebeat x whoiznate)

lyrics:

Break out the mold put me back in the fray
Death in my grip Bitch get out the way
Run me my souls u will die here today
I will rip thru my clothes while I rip off his face
This shit I been brewing bouta change his whole fate
Spirit bombing shit im bout change the earths face
Super model bitches by the pool in high waists
Have some more chase she not liking how it taste

I been moving different like I switched to arcade
I evolved again compared to shit I just made
When I hit the note that break the game
Ill get the Biggest body Tesla matte white as cocaine
30 in my face fuck around get laced
I could never run I just sit and I spray
God is guiding light so I sit and I pray
Night into day im alive in every way
My Cocoon is filled with shedded memories
The light of moon has turned me rather empty 

Break out the mold put me back in the fray
Death in my grip Bitch get out the way
Run me my souls u will die here today
I will rip thru my clothes while I rip off his face
This shit I been brewing bouta change his whole fate
Spirit bombing shit im bout change the earths face
Super model bitches by the pool in high waists
Have some more chase she not liking how it taste

cocoon (jabarionthebeat)

[you have arrived at a depth of 5600 metres. please ensure all diving gear is safely fastened. please also ensure that you close both doors behind you to prevent flooding.”

on my own
and my bones 
are so cold
in this hole
and god knows
im not prone
to good news
so i’ll hope 

that when i step up to this entrance
i’ll cross my fingers
take 3 pills i need my medicine
feel heavy and i’m sweating
this fuckin place gon be the death of me
i think the diver team was right when they said 
“anything you do
just stay away from this” 

and this water is so cold
oh my god
i feel dizzy
and my oxygen is low 
wait what the fuck
was that noise
deep in this bowl
i’m looking up
and i can’t see 
it’s too dark 
and i hear footsteps to my left
behind me, the door shuts 

and it’s strange
cus i’m in the water
but feel like i can breathe way better than before
so i take off my mask, walk and look around
at the back of the cave theres a wooden door
what the fuck is this place 
turn around and go to leave
but the way that i came in is not there anymore
then i hear the door open
so i turn around
and i felt my cold heart fall out and hit the floor 

what the fuck is this place 
what the fuck is this place 

[EMERGENCY. EMERGENCY. SOMETHING HAS SEVERED THE OXYGEN SUPPLY. PLEASE DO NOT PANIC. WE HERE AT SEMTEX ARE DOING EVERYTHING WE CAN TO KEEP YOU ALIVE.]

there’s something in here (jolst)

1st song off my album "pity", out september 25th 

@lilskeleskrrt @bitekivibes @ytstatic
produced by me, guitar @ikarinan @tnvr555

lyrics:
i started running from you
too fast
n i fell to the ground
spilled out blood on the grass
you said you needed me
like you could never leave
and i fell for it dreaming
made it easy to breathe

but you broke it all
paper walls
you were supposed to be here
but you’re so good being gone
and i felt it all
8 missed calls
hit me up when u need me
and leave me hurt when you don’t

don’t act like you’re so innocent
like it’s not what you want
i gave u all that i had
while u were holding the gun
oh god
it was everything you said from the start
i was waiting on it falling apart

oh oh
what a waste of my time
but if it’s all with you
i’d gladly waste my whole life
oh no
i wish i didn’t say goodbye
the paper walls are burning down
our home is gone..

god damn
i feel my heart tear on every beat
the silence is deafening
truly it’s killing me
u try to forget who i am
i try to forget how your eyes were like thousands of galaxies..
oh, consumed i’m so lost in your stare
comfort i felt like i wouldn’t have fears
writing you poetry wishing you were here
if i held on longer would i still be scared

paper walls w/ skele

Backwoods - ft. 9tails

im good at being lonely cant u tell

miss u haven't met u tho

room to breathe

pulled up so late that i missed the whole party

i walk this earth 
all by myself
im doing drugs 
but they dont help
my voice is nothing
when im screaming out for help
i stretch my hand
but my grip just gives out

nobody gives a fuck about me
thats what i think to myself
when im alone in the city
i walk around the mall 
but theres nobody with me
what do i say
when theres nobody listening

i walk this earth 
all by myself
im doing drugs 
but they dont help
my voice is nothing
when im screaming out for help
i stretch my hand
but my grip just gives out

cover art by @max.jcr & @ekkstacy

there’s something in here (jolst)

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