The guitar tone on all of ur songs is good af

its kinda fucking messed up
that im forced
into getting a job
and then to work

for the rest of my life
and then i retire
when ive already been used up

i dont want to fucking work
i just want to stay in my own bedroom

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

i really dont want to
stay in school
cuz i cant concentrate on who 
is even teaching the bullshit they're feeding me
to make me a tool

and i'd rather not be a robot
typing stuff onto a little box
coz thats exactly what i already am
and im fucking dumb to make that my career plan

i dont want to fucking work
but i want some fucking cash in my hand

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

WORKSHY

every day i wake up just the same
get the same feeling in my brain
everythings perfect all the time
im feeling great, im feeling fine

thats why when i go to sleep i stay awake
staring at the ceiling, too much running through my brain
feeling tired, but this feeling wont just go away
nothings wrong, ive got it all but i still feel this way

thats why when i go to sleep i stay awake
staring at the ceiling, but i dont know what to say
feeling empty, but this feeling it just stays the same
nothings wrong, i dont know why but im just stuck this way

every day i wake up just the same
but im still stuck in yesterday
get the same feeling in my brain
it feels like nothing stops the pain
everythings perfect all the time
say something else, not worth the time
im feeling great, im feeling fine

so why am i
this way inside?

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/49pLQYihaCasowx5Tvzdc3?si=dc3e49660560475d
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/nothings-wrong/1613326864?i=1613327046

Nothing's Wrong

im normal stop calling me those mean words

stop calling me a schizoposter just cuz im way more aware than u
stop saying ima schizophrenic i just know exactly what theyll gna do
theyre always watching me i think u know who im referring to
theyre like the fbi for the antichrist n theyre always wearing white n blue

stop making me feel insane ima normal guy with a normal brain
theyre comin at me with their 5g rays idk why they cause me so much pain
im jst a normal man im a hard working citizen
but when i get on the internet i say some shit that doesnt make sense

well it does to me u guys just need to open up ur eyes
ur not crazy for thinkin theyre watchin u all of the time
theyre always there n if u see them u should run n hide
conspiracy is just a word to make ur thoughts seem like a lie

stop calling me a schizoposter just cuz im way more aware than u
stop saying ima schizophrenic i just know exactly what theyll gna do
theyre always watching me i think u know who im referring to
theyre like the fbi for the antichrist n theyre always wearing white n blue

*alex jones talking about fighting against the evil new world order for our freedom *

instrumental is from watch me bleed by shooter: https://soundcloud.com/negativexp/watch-me-bleed-instrumental?si=42db1388ec94403e9a6f2976ca2eed40&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

conspiracy is just a word to make ur thoughts seem like a lie

i feel like im in disguise
im wearing all my lies
but i cant 
escape from you

trapped within my head
the guy i was is dead
and im the only thing thats left

i want you to be 
the last person i see 
everytime i go to sleep

i went right into my head
ripped who i was to shreds
and im the only thing thats left

im the only thing thats left

older song i made in like january

teenagers inside our bedroom
worryingly insecure
everybody knows were losers
were still not completely sure
but dont go
we need you
come be miserable with me
im a crab in a bucket
pull you down down here with me
shooter said were not so worthy
and im inclined to agree
say goodbye to your favorite artists
at least they didnt make gamer 3
gezebelle anhero 13 century cowboy
crustsox dethtech h4rtbrkr fried by fluoride
neetnation endwiser maniac deepblu
steakfry hallowed watermark npobu
dont go
we need you
come be miserable with me
im a crab 
in a bucket
pull you down down here with me

don't go

its about oyasumi punpun, chill on me

You show me your scars
bled on the backseat of the car
midnight drive committing crimes
both of us know its our time
dont like where u cut urself
only I should see u bleed
your dad hates it when i talk to you
he doesnt know about ur thigh tattoo

stick a needle in my eye
i'll never tire of your cries
you say i'll get cut if i leave
empty words dont mean a thing

hold a knife to my neck
i get cut if i misbehave
when you're gone i'll go right back
to where the cops had a wellness check
small disputes drive me insane
a noose is ready, its all in vain
when i die, im in isolation
flames burn dim compared to my separation

Abuse is a form of love

@not-the-proper-attire
>Lyrics:
[Loser64:]
Am I creepy?
Is there something that I’m not seeing
‘cause everyone acts like it’s easy
I just wish you were happy to see me
Can you see me?
Let me just say
I don’t need all that much to be okay
And I’m hoping it works out one day
But I know that it’s not going my way
Going my way cause I-

I can't get what I want
I’m worn out and my mind is shot
I’ll give up, I’ll give in 
try again and again
I’m just sick of it all and I wish it would end and I-
I can’t get what I need
‘Cause you’re so damn hard to please
I would pour out my heart
But you won’t play your part
I’m just holding my breath for a movie that’s not gonna start

[NTPA:]
Am I wrong
Or do you simply refuse to play along
I’ve done all I can
I’ve followed the plan 
But I keep messing up again and again
Do you care 
Or do you believe I was just a waste of your air
Thought I did what you want
Thought we had lots of fun
But I guess all of that is done and I-

[Loser64]
I can't get what I want
I’m worn out and my mind is shot
I’ll give up, I’ll give in 
try again and again
I’m just sick of it all and I wish it would end and I-
I can’t get what I need
‘Cause you’re so damn hard to please
I would pour out my heart
But you won’t play your part
I’m just holding my breath for a movie that’s not gonna start

You’ve got it better than I’ll ever have
I don’t expect you to understand
There’s nothing left and it makes me sad
I always feel like such a
And it just kills me
Every time I look at you
I know it's stupid
I know there’s nothing I can do

I can't get what I want [ft. NTPA]

SSRIs in your mind
your eyes look side to side
looking for someone to 
latch onto cuz
ur floating away
Looking to numb the pain
the scars are adding up lately
and now 
I'm trying to remember

only girl I wanted
died now Im haunted
saw her seizing on the floor
I don't want to see anymore

Only girl I asked for 
died on the computer lab floor 
she couldnt of
she shouldt of
but sure enough
her her life was snuffed

and I wont lie 
cuz I have tried
to join her
In the afterlife

but its been so long
since that day

and I cant remember her face

so I'll go on 
and live my life
I'll keep her memories
In the back of my mind 

SSR Eyes

80 bucks and I'm strapped up now
Laser sight in the dark pointin' you out
9 millimeter yeah that's the title 
Give a fuck if I'm suicidal
I won't be here in a while

Kickin' ass yeah
With my Hi-Point
Huffin' spraypaint
With my Hi-Point

In my waistband 
Is my Hi-Point
I got nine rounds
To prove my point

My life is nothing but problems
And I got some something to solve 'em
Don't give me no fucking revolver
Hi-point is my problem solver
It was only 80 dollars

Do a kickflip
With my Hi-Point
Cough syrup
And my Hi-Point

In my waistband 
Is my Hi-Point
I got nine rounds
To prove my point
Girl don't touch my Hi-Point

My body was made for the tomb
Ever since I was in the womb
Gun violence, that's what I crave
I'm on a skateboard straight to the grave
Cuz all I do is misbehave

Do a drive-by
With my Hi-Point
No survivors
With my Hi-Point

To my forehead
Is my Hi-Point
I got one round 
To prove my point

Hi-Point

idk what i am

im not incelcore
and i cant feel anymore
ive been super numb
since i turned 24
and ever since that time
its been a fucking lie
all of those fucking cries for help
you said that that you would die
its not
fun to go out anymore
and i
i just shot out my brains
are you feeling okay

i'm not incelcore (willow cover)

@crustsox cover

i don't know how to sing

Kind Stranger

He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal

Nothing's Wrong

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