every day i wake up just the same
get the same feeling in my brain
everythings perfect all the time
im feeling great, im feeling fine

thats why when i go to sleep i stay awake
staring at the ceiling, too much running through my brain
feeling tired, but this feeling wont just go away
nothings wrong, ive got it all but i still feel this way

thats why when i go to sleep i stay awake
staring at the ceiling, but i dont know what to say
feeling empty, but this feeling it just stays the same
nothings wrong, i dont know why but im just stuck this way

every day i wake up just the same
but im still stuck in yesterday
get the same feeling in my brain
it feels like nothing stops the pain
everythings perfect all the time
say something else, not worth the time
im feeling great, im feeling fine

so why am i
this way inside?

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/49pLQYihaCasowx5Tvzdc3?si=dc3e49660560475d
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/nothings-wrong/1613326864?i=1613327046

Nothing's Wrong

she lives in my head

if you think i made the instrumental youre just tad retarded!!!!!

picture: https://twitter.com/59_sakurayama/status/1452635339814699010

mr. brightside cover

it feels like i'm running out of time
i'm behind everyone in my life
i wasted all my fucking years
now thinking brings me to tears

i'm stuck here sitting on my own
whining into my microphone
i don't leave my house anymore
and i don't fucking care at all

i fucking hate myself
i got no friends and no one else

everyone hates me
no one seems to care
i don't even know
life without despair
why am i still here
why do i live on
i'm just some retard
with no one to call on

hate myself

please don’t drag it on
why can’t you see my jeans drag
can’t you see my hairs black
you look sad alone
come be sad with me
sharing razors when we bleed out

you make me feel like nothing
i swear that means something

every time you feel loved 
i will destroy you with my spite 

with your fingerless gloves
baggy jeans 19 enough

Sharing Razors demo

(Lyrics  to all tracks below) Thank you for listening fren. This EP on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4bORMCXR1A7lHs45mUENwa?si=De3NEOErS0WpT1TGr3JaYQ

[Lost an iPod?]

My name, my face
Is not important
But I think you should know
I have the best of intentions

Block the exits, make it matter
Worse ways to go than...

This is how it feels to liberate 
The body from the soul (from the soul)
An ancient heresy, can you believe I have faith
Once more?

Will I finally be beautiful if my form ceases to be?
And if so, would you care
To join me?

This is how it feels to liberate 
The body from the soul (from the soul)
An ancient heresy, can you believe I have faith
Once more?

Will I finally be beautiful if my form ceases to be?
Will I finally be beautiful if you die with me?

This is how it feels to liberate 
The body from the soul (from the soul)
An ancient heresy, can you believe I have faith
Once more?

[FtM]

They wanted you to be
So perfect and pure
Be attractive
And don't you dare feel insecure

Put your body out there for them
They tell you that it's all you're worth
But the boys, they don't have to go through this
The boys are judged for what they are...

Tear off what makes me an object
Cut me up until the pain goes away
Tear off what makes me an object
Don't want to be prey...

Reject my name, reject my face
Reject my body, reject myself
Reject my name, reject my face
Reject my body, reject myself

Tear off what makes me an object
Cut me up until the pain goes away
Tear off what makes me an object
Don't want to be prey...

Medicalized

(I cried) I cried over spilled milk
And I got medicalized
Declared defective (defective)
By everyone I know

Dead on arrival
Statistics so vile
They work against you

Classified, put on a file
To eternalize your struggles
Set in stone for the insurance company
Maybe I'm as neurotic as they say

(I cried) I cried over spilled milk
And I got medicalized
Declared defective (defective)
By everyone I know

Medicalized
Medicalized

[Sometimes It's Better Not To Know]

(My eyes)

Don't wanna have to remember
So turn my head
I don't wanna hear about it
Don't wanna hear about it at all

And if I die (if I die)
Without being honest
Please keep it to yourself
Please keep it to yourself

[There is no Misaki]

She's not out there
To save you
That's just fantasy

I waited and waited for so long
For her to show on my doorstep
But she never came

I saw her in a dream
And when I woke up it was the saddest thing
That I've ever felt upon my skin

Since that day
I'm not very talky
Because now I know
There is no Misaki

@not-the-proper-attire
>Lyrics:
[Loser64:]
Am I creepy?
Is there something that I’m not seeing
‘cause everyone acts like it’s easy
I just wish you were happy to see me
Can you see me?
Let me just say
I don’t need all that much to be okay
And I’m hoping it works out one day
But I know that it’s not going my way
Going my way cause I-

I can't get what I want
I’m worn out and my mind is shot
I’ll give up, I’ll give in 
try again and again
I’m just sick of it all and I wish it would end and I-
I can’t get what I need
‘Cause you’re so damn hard to please
I would pour out my heart
But you won’t play your part
I’m just holding my breath for a movie that’s not gonna start

[NTPA:]
Am I wrong
Or do you simply refuse to play along
I’ve done all I can
I’ve followed the plan 
But I keep messing up again and again
Do you care 
Or do you believe I was just a waste of your air
Thought I did what you want
Thought we had lots of fun
But I guess all of that is done and I-

[Loser64]
I can't get what I want
I’m worn out and my mind is shot
I’ll give up, I’ll give in 
try again and again
I’m just sick of it all and I wish it would end and I-
I can’t get what I need
‘Cause you’re so damn hard to please
I would pour out my heart
But you won’t play your part
I’m just holding my breath for a movie that’s not gonna start

You’ve got it better than I’ll ever have
I don’t expect you to understand
There’s nothing left and it makes me sad
I always feel like such a
And it just kills me
Every time I look at you
I know it's stupid
I know there’s nothing I can do

I can't get what I want [ft. NTPA]

check out my music video for i dont care at all (somewhere) on yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DOXRGDBfjUM&ab_channel=adew

3 more videos and spotify album with my soundcloud tracks in progress

Shut My Mouth

I don't want you to
Be around me
But we'll still hang around
The same old places
Holy fucking nevermind
Youve given up on me
I wanna to die tonight
Suicide by no love

Kurt Cobain
Wrote nevermind
Off the worst breakup
In his life
But i don't think
That mine would be that good
Cause im such a retard

Do you like songs that
Include your name
Cause ill sing about you
Caitlyn im just saying
I would kiss you
But it makes me love you
So ill just admire you
From a state away

Im going downhill for the last time
Im going downhill for the last time

Alright lets try it out

alrightletstryitout

Rise Above

Now my bubble's bursting

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6Mx1kLPaFh5t2XIGOR99vc?si=8b1d1e2e0389476a
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/let-me-leave-you-in-yesterday/1613326864?i=1613326865

let me leave you in yesterday

He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal

Nothing's Wrong

sensou