every day i wake up just the same
get the same feeling in my brain
everythings perfect all the time
im feeling great, im feeling fine

thats why when i go to sleep i stay awake
staring at the ceiling, too much running through my brain
feeling tired, but this feeling wont just go away
nothings wrong, ive got it all but i still feel this way

thats why when i go to sleep i stay awake
staring at the ceiling, but i dont know what to say
feeling empty, but this feeling it just stays the same
nothings wrong, i dont know why but im just stuck this way

every day i wake up just the same
but im still stuck in yesterday
get the same feeling in my brain
it feels like nothing stops the pain
everythings perfect all the time
say something else, not worth the time
im feeling great, im feeling fine

so why am i
this way inside?

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/49pLQYihaCasowx5Tvzdc3?si=dc3e49660560475d
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/nothings-wrong/1613326864?i=1613327046

Nothing's Wrong

DOA demo

if you think i made the instrumental youre just tad retarded!!!!!

picture: https://twitter.com/59_sakurayama/status/1452635339814699010

mr. brightside cover

OOOOOooOOOO

"If you dont put in more effort, you may as well kill your self"
well I started pulling the trigger, as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
matter cause by now its not gonna matter to me
i shot myself in the head i was never gonna be happy
but at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
hoping fragments of my skull
impale into your eyeballs
and that the last thing that you see
is the end of my suffering

now that its all over theres a lesson to be learned
to anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
and i can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite!

untitled (im an alien)

blossom endrot this year

filling up the spaces
with empty words
it's a selfless being
with no self worth

making something different
makes it all the same
abstracted greatly
but clear as day

i want to cry

its a constant struggle
being anything
you can barely handle
just existing

its a feeling that i
have always known
its the pain that doesn't subside
from flesh nor bone

i want to cry

dont speak
unless you're spoken to
dont breath
because it could hurt you

i know my fate
i just dont know when ill do it
everything's great
when the gardens are blooming

WannaCry

small song i came up with 

lyrics:
when i wake up
i think abt her
i dont need drugs
i just need her hugs 
her pretty hair is long and luscious and	
shes so cute oh my god

its kinda funny
how much i like her
i stalked her twitter
yet again

shes posting pics
shes posting with another guy
but shes so cute oh my god

on my mind 
she stays there
in my dreams 
shes a beam
in my ears
her voice rings
in my heart 
i feel pain
on my mind 
she stays there
in my dreams 
ill see her
shes so cute oh my god

shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
and shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
shes so cute oh my god
and shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
shes so cute oh my god

shes so cute oh my god

Dropping Out And Giving Up (Fried By Fluoride cover)

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5cCJKhoGzG3dSahjNi285n?si=h2KMLTEkSKC3JYe7qBpgPg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0y6elYHw6gag8A5iye0xjS

Lyrics:

Build yourself the strongest castle 
just to watch it crumble in a day
I'm so sick of picking up the pieces 
Let me breathe 

This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 
This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 

Just give me another day of rest 
I'll pick myself up, I swear 
Just give me another day of rest 
I'll pick myself up, I swear 
(This is why I stick to my guns)

I care for none 
Not for myself 
I care for none 
Not for myself 

This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 
This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 

This Perpetual Decline Will Do Far Worse Than Just End You

Lil Peep x Poshlaya Molly - Favourite dress

you kiss my open sores, love soaking through my pores 
i've lived a thousand lives, this one is my demise
the day you leave my side, come thoughts of suicide
im riding shotgun in a car 
 going nowhere but we’re getting far

Substance abuse

He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal

Nothing's Wrong

sensou