going on and and on ,

ive been blackpilled
ive been depressed
close my blinds
so i see the sun less
waking up at 2:30
i think i need some more rest

ive been blackpilled
ive been depressed
i quit instagram
so ill see ur face less

i sit alone
all my friends are here
well not anymore
all my friends are gone
and so am i
and so are u

im just freaking worthless
im just a dumb piece of shit
ill go
silence is
ill go
silence is
silence is killing me

https://soundcloud.com/melodyx_o
i just want to be somebody that i’m proud of now
but it’s okay
all my friends are fucking gone
nobody responds to my texts now
and i thought it was okay
because i had you each day
someone that i thought i fucking loved
but you suck so much it hurts
i wish you the fucking worst
and now i have nobody fucking else
else

nobody else to be with me
nobody else can see
exactly how i feel
exactly how i feel
and i don’t know
exactly how i feel, i feel like i’m not real

i want to fucking die
all of my friends are gone
and so’s the one i love
the one that i thought was
somebody who was good

she blocked my instagram account i made for stalking her

changed pic cos was copyrighted and wasn't monetising lol

Can We Just Hug

every day i wake up just the same
get the same feeling in my brain
everythings perfect all the time
im feeling great, im feeling fine

thats why when i go to sleep i stay awake
staring at the ceiling, too much running through my brain
feeling tired, but this feeling wont just go away
nothings wrong, ive got it all but i still feel this way

thats why when i go to sleep i stay awake
staring at the ceiling, but i dont know what to say
feeling empty, but this feeling it just stays the same
nothings wrong, i dont know why but im just stuck this way

every day i wake up just the same
but im still stuck in yesterday
get the same feeling in my brain
it feels like nothing stops the pain
everythings perfect all the time
say something else, not worth the time
im feeling great, im feeling fine

so why am i
this way inside?

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/49pLQYihaCasowx5Tvzdc3?si=dc3e49660560475d
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/nothings-wrong/1613326864?i=1613327046

Nothing's Wrong

Scott Pilgrim Vs. the World Ruined a Whole Generation of Women

bianca devins - xo willow

h3artcrush - aura

xo willow - day of retribution

XO_willow☆ - sorry i forgot ok

He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal

Nothing's Wrong

sensou