Maybe It Gets Better

@kado.wav
Why can’t I see that I’m the one needs change
Everyone I love find a way to run away 
Leaving me alone like why you not stay 
I know that it’s me how I handle my pain

& I’m sorry for hurt that
I caused you to make you never wanna come back 
You told jokes that I never could’ve laugh at 
I was dealing with the trauma but you saw that

You tried to make change 
But I stayed in my place  
So I’m sorry for my ways
And the mistakes 
I don’t wanna stay same
But it’s too safe 
Everything Id say 
To make you stay 

Now you gone and I’m stuck here so alone 
I loved you but I’m sorry that I couldn’t show 
We realize what we had when we we let it go
But it’s too late now and you’ll never know 


Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom


Verse 2
All the time I been stuck in my mind
Thinking bout how I just lost the love of my life 
Now I’m stuck in the state want a end of my life 
I’m Too scared to say that so I tell her I’m fine

Say I’m okay 
But I’m not 
Really miss you 
All the pain 
Coming back 
And I cannot call you 

You the only to ever to make the problems away 
You the only thing that’s ever really made me wanna stay 

but I did it to myself 
So I don’t deserve your help 
I’m in love with all the pain I don’t know if you can tell 
I’m too caught up in my mind 
I kept telling you these lies 
How I wish I never did now you out of my life 

alone I’m here today like I’ll be inside my grave 
 never make a change so nobody ever stay
Go and let me be cause I know this is my fate 
that I finally have to float for mistakes that I have made

Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom

Float (ft. Kado)

Lost - Chri$tian gate$

i tried to take a chance and open up 
to try to fall and love 
but every time i kept on getting closer i would feel a tug
whisper in my mind from my thoughts that i’m not enough
happiness i’ll never find i think it’s time to give it up

i tried to give you what you need
i left you incomplete 
apologize for all the times when i was being mean
when i told you i don’t want you really i just couldn’t see
a future where somebody good as you would be with me 

so out of fear i ruined everything any shot i had 
you moved on now i’m crying wishing i could take it back 
you the only girl that helped me not the think about the past 
now you gone and everything around me turning into black 

and i’m knowing it’s my fault 
that i got nobody blame 
i’m not surprised cause all i fucking do is keep making mistakes
then i’m drowning in my sorrows screaming i just wanna change 
but there’s nothing i can do to make you wish you woulda stayed

i wish you would’ve stayed
i wish you would’ve stayed
drowning in my sorrows screaming i just wanna change 
nothing i can do to make you wish you would’ve stayed

verse 2

i know that you are happier that i’m not in your life 
if i said the same for me we both would know that that’s a lie
an attempt to cover up the feelings that i love to hide 
since the day i made you leave it has been killing me inside 

damn you probably got a man that treats you well and loves to buy you things 
probably got a crib a couple kids a couple diamond rings
all i ever got you was a mockingbird that never sang 
i never gave you any chance to ever fall in love with me 

i built a wall and never took the shot to break it down 
you started coming close and i could see it where it was heading out 
knowing that i’d end up getting hurt but wasn’t knowing how 
decided i woulda give it up i wish that i did it different now 

alone and in my room 
never find someone like you 
never find someone who cares for me the way that you would do 
on that day i said we through 
was the day that i would lose
that part of me that gave me any hope 
of finding truth

Spotify

Wish You Would've Stayed

you can take down the photos
give me back your key
throw away my old clothes
but you won’t be rid of me 
hide from the places we know
avoid the places we go 
but what do you do with the memories

what do i do with memories
left them behind when you made me leave 
as well as the photos i hate to see
i was wrong to go think you the one for me 

when you knew all along but you kept it in
but you leading me on cause you need a friend
knowing i wasn’t making it till the end 
now i’ll never forgive you for play pretend

you watched as i fell in love
just to turn around say i’m not enough
throw the ring away as i gave it up 
i spent 20k just to go to dust
just to go to waste
like the fucking days

that i spent with you to only feel the pain
gave you all of me for you to never change
now those days are gone
i still hurt the same


you can take down the photos
give me back your key
throw away my old clothes
but you won’t be rid of me 
hide from the places we know
avoid the places we go 
but what do you do with the memories


funny how things change like me view of you 
went from always sure to i never knew
who i thought you were see it wasn’t true
being blind from love i was so consumed

now i see it clear like i never did
it’s too late now so irrelevant 
cause my hearts broke from the time we spent 
you still in my head never paying rent 


i’m tryna move on but it’s so hard and i’m fighintg tears just to write this song
even though i’m knowing that you did me wrong
i can’t help but love you even though you’re gone 

and i wish i didn’t but it’s how i feel 
i’m still holding on to what was never real
cause i’m scared to face that i lack appeal
and that no matter what i still may never heal


you can take down the photos
give me back your key
throw away my old clothes
but you won’t be rid of me 
hide from the places we know
avoid the places we go 
but what do you do with the memories

What Do You Do With The Memories?

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Feel trapped and i feel weak
If these broken bones could speak
They’d say i’m worn out all the time 
Daytime gets more bleak
Wait for mood swings to reach its peak
Before i can shut my eyes 

I see all the beauty in life 
The next minute i wanna die 
Drugs ain’t been getting me high
I can’t get outta of mind 

I’m so in love then i’m not 
Ice in my veins but i’m hot 
I run away from my thoughts 
But i get scared when they stop

I guess that i’m crazy or maybe i’m bad at just numbing the pain 
I know there’s people that feel how i feel but i Guess they just better at running away  
living so fake  
I wish they’d say 
How they been feeling so i can feel safe 
With how i been living and all my mistakes  
I’m trying but i cannot change

Highest highs then lowest lows 
Undiagnosed with no way to cope 
Prescription pill make me feel alone 
I wish i’d know 
Where i’m supposed to go

When i’m at the peak i can see the valley
Why i’m still depressed when i’m feeling happy 
Will there come when it not coming at me 
Will they find me dead and laying in a alley 

Feel trapped and i feel weak
If these broken bones could speak
They’d say i’m worn out all the time 
Daytime gets more bleak
Wait for mood swings to reach its peak
Before i can shut my eyes 

I got back what i asked for 
My life’s a dream but i’m still bored
Stopped popping pills 
Thought i’d be alright
But i still like
Getting high more 

When i float up then im wanting down
So i’m flying back but i hate the ground 
So i seek for love
Till i see it comes
Then i chose to run 
Like i never found   

As i keep turning i’m running in circles and stuck at start 
Looking for signals that i’ll never find cause i Lost the key that would open my heart 
I’ve been to a victim to all of the scars 
And all of the times that they’ve torn me apart
Then fix it with the stitches just like it’s art 
But lately it’s getting too hard  (delay


You’ll never be who i am 
You cannot see what i’ve seen
That’s why my bones getting weak
I stand in defeat 
And planning to leave 
I’m planning to go im planning to end
Living this life without any friends 
Living this life no where to begin 
Start over a life without any sin

Broken Bones (feat. Deyaz)

How come the ones we love the most don’t ever stay
How come the clouds don’t ever pass 
When there’s some rain how come I’m crying 
over shit I cannot change 
Can’t give life to something dead I miss my dad he’s in the grave 

I miss my fam I miss my ex 
I know she’s moving on 
I’m really sorry for the way
that I would treat you wrong 
And I don’t think that time will ever heal this wounded heart
I’ve been facing trauma since my mom and me were torn apart


And that’s just part of life but we don’t know the why 
People taken from my life can’t seem to compromise 
I try to pray to god it seems she never hear me right
Lately I’ve been wishing on a star is that I would f***ing die

I cannot take another day of the shit 
I close my eyes and feel the pain from all the hurt that I get
I crush it up and do a line and say its one more hit 
Cause maybe if I’m feeling numb then I won’t have to go quit

Come out to meet you 
Tell you I’m sorry 
You don’t how lovely you are
I had to find you 
Tell you I need you  
Tell you I’ve set you apart 

I hate the way I treated you and we can’t change the past
But if we could then Id do anything to get you back
I’d see the time we had as blessings I would hear you laugh
Loving every minute that we spent before we have to pass

And it’s just sad that we can change what is done
I’ve been a failure as a person and a terrible son
I wanna tell my dad I’m sorry but I’m under the sun 
Contemplating why I’m here and all the ways that i run

I’m doing drugs have sex 
I’m blowing all my money on my own respect
I’m trying to fill the void that been inside my chest
Thinking I’ll be better off dead 
maybe finally I can get some rest 

I know that’s not true and I just hate how I feel
I need a therapist or some thing that can help me to heal
Teach me how to play my cards when I don’t know how to deal 
I’m missing everyone I’ve lost and I just wish it weren’t real

tell u i'm sorry

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why’d you let me fall girl
why’d you let me down
why’d you give me up before the end of the world
did you hear me screaming 
cause i was screaming loud
did you hear the cries before it all came crashing down

i feel the pain inside my chest like a ceiling thats caving in 
i feel you presence as i’m screaming you watching me as it end 
but i’m falling while you alright you forgetting bout what you did 
all the time that you stole from me & the life i could’ve lived 

was is the first time that you fell in love? 
i wanted peace but you wanted drugs 
all them times had to pay the plug 
when you never mine & you never was
but still i stayed steady wondering 
when the love would come that i gave to you 
from the other side and it never did all the shit you said was it never true

just another lie 
why we sitting here & at the end of time 
while the world is ending and we’re bout to die
& i still hate the way i always feel inside  

cause i’m loving you 
but you don’t feel same 
nothing i can do to make you change 
cause you made it clear that this is till the grave 
imma die alone imma die in pain isn’t that a shame 
no cap

why’d you let me fall girl
why’d you let me down
why’d you give me up before the end of the world
did you hear me screaming 
cause i was screaming loud
did you hear the cries before it all came crashing down

Resting her head
Look in her eyelids
I feel the pain
She couldn’t hide it
Dream of the days
When we were flying
Now it just feel like it burning the silence
I hear a Scream
It getting louder
Voices be telling her she doesn’t matter
I see her dreams every night they get sadder
Tossing and turning then waking up backwards

Grabbing her keys
She out the door
Cruising the city she watching it pour
Look to the sky feet on the floor
Wonder what she keep on doing this for

Feeling afraid that this might be the end
Knowing she all alone no one holding her hand
Taking a breath, holding it in
Hoping it go away before she count to ten.

She feel the pain
She Feel the violence
She wanna hide it
Watching it burn

Running away
I’m screaming louder
Hoping she hear it before she get hurt

She turn away
Feet on the edge
Closing her eyes
Hoping it end
Hoping it end
Hoping it end
Hoping it,,,

why’d you let me fall girl
why’d you let me down
why’d you give me up before the end of the world
did you hear me screaming 
cause i was screaming loud
did you hear the cries before it all came crashing down

The End Of The World (feat. Drex Carter)

all you did was open up my eyes

ig: @66noise

open my eyes

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I been trying hard but I still fail 
Little bit depressed I don’t know if you can tell 
Tell me I’m on earth but I feel like I’m hell 
Cause my heart has been burned by the time in that cell 

My mistakes I can’t them back but I wish I could 
I Wasted too much of times on the on thing that were never good 
Selling drugs to get the money that I would just never need 
Had 10 racks inside my pocket but i knew that it would leave 

Was in college but got kicked out 
They take away my dreams 
I Had plans to be a teacher now they tell me can’t be 
I’m a 3 time felon but I’m still not free 
Now I’m just another loser that will never succeed 

Remember that day she ran inside of my room
Crying needing help but I didn’t what to do
Wish I woulda killed him but she told me not too 
Never said he sorry for what he has done to you 

But I guess I’ll take the blame 
Shoulda never left you alone on that day 
Add one more to the list my mistakes
All I do is fail how do I have faith 

In a world filled with suffering 
There will never come a time I love again
Anyone I love always losing them 
Think I’ll be better off when im dead 

Break me down
Falling out 

But I’m free now trying not to bleed out 
From the wounds that I still hate to talk bout 
Quit drugs and I’m really trying to move on 
Tell me how to cope with the scars and a
broke heart  

Some times I have hope it’ll be okay 
Other days I think that the feelings never gonna change 
Some days when I wake dont wanna be here 
Other days smile on my face I can see clear 

But I guess that’s life listen to the lies that I hear in mind
Like when I say I’m fine but I know that’s a lie 
Cause I really wanna die it will never be alright 

I feel like I could never find the peace 
Or see the light that everybody say they see me 
Because I’m stuck onto the past and how I used to be 
It don’t matter where I am I know I’m never free 

Break me down
Falling out 

Break me down
Falling out

Break Me Down

Sorry I Never Apologized (feat. Two:22)

Sorry I Never Apologized by powfu (feat two:22)

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Rain Clouds (Prod. Young Orange)

lyrics

aye bitch i really hate u
and u know i really hate to
see u smile cause u gone gone gone gone gone
been away from me for too damn long

aye bitch u know it ain't true
know im peepin all them fake moves
say it's right but its wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong
know i'm doing better on my own

know i'm doing better by myself
i don't need your help
i don't want you coming round here acting like u felt
anything when u broke my heart
u was acting like a fiend when u took it too far

took it too far now u can't take it back
now i'm up and oh u down i gotta laugh
cause i seen that shit from the start
in your dreams u was wishin on a star

went out and took for me none but a fool
i had to catch it no that wasn't cool
now u think we can just make up and forget it all

aye bitch i really hate u
and u know i really hate to
see u smile cause u gone gone gone gone gone
been away from me for too damn long

aye bitch u know it ain't true
know im peepin all them fake moves
say it's right but its wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong
know i'm doing better on my own

shit been leveling up
i swear that i could never slow down while they giving it up
i think i'll go and pour another four like right in my cup
i really need this shit to take me down the pill take me up

went out and took for me none but a fool
i had to catch it no that wasn't cool
now u think we can just make up and forget it all

aye bitch i really hate u
and u know i really hate to
see u smile cause u gone gone gone gone gone
been away from me for too damn long

aye bitch u know it ain't true
know im peepin all them fake moves
say it's right but its wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong
know i'm doing better on my own

they take me up
this shit not love

i really hate u

333 (pr. Playdoe)

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