i tried to take a chance and open up 
to try to fall and love 
but every time i kept on getting closer i would feel a tug
whisper in my mind from my thoughts that i’m not enough
happiness i’ll never find i think it’s time to give it up

i tried to give you what you need
i left you incomplete 
apologize for all the times when i was being mean
when i told you i don’t want you really i just couldn’t see
a future where somebody good as you would be with me 

so out of fear i ruined everything any shot i had 
you moved on now i’m crying wishing i could take it back 
you the only girl that helped me not the think about the past 
now you gone and everything around me turning into black 

and i’m knowing it’s my fault 
that i got nobody blame 
i’m not surprised cause all i fucking do is keep making mistakes
then i’m drowning in my sorrows screaming i just wanna change 
but there’s nothing i can do to make you wish you woulda stayed

i wish you would’ve stayed
i wish you would’ve stayed
drowning in my sorrows screaming i just wanna change 
nothing i can do to make you wish you would’ve stayed

verse 2

i know that you are happier that i’m not in your life 
if i said the same for me we both would know that that’s a lie
an attempt to cover up the feelings that i love to hide 
since the day i made you leave it has been killing me inside 

damn you probably got a man that treats you well and loves to buy you things 
probably got a crib a couple kids a couple diamond rings
all i ever got you was a mockingbird that never sang 
i never gave you any chance to ever fall in love with me 

i built a wall and never took the shot to break it down 
you started coming close and i could see it where it was heading out 
knowing that i’d end up getting hurt but wasn’t knowing how 
decided i woulda give it up i wish that i did it different now 

alone and in my room 
never find someone like you 
never find someone who cares for me the way that you would do 
on that day i said we through 
was the day that i would lose
that part of me that gave me any hope 
of finding truth

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Wish You Would've Stayed

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Business Email: ryansquier2@gmail.com 
I make Slowed-reverb & fast-reverb Versions of songs, Credits to all the people that made the songs,That I used to slow down!

things about me: 

My name: ask me and I'll tell you 

R.I.P Grandpa I miss you so much 5/30/24🪽

That's me in my in my pfp and I don't care if people talk shit about me cuz it wouldn't hurt me one bit 💯 

yup I have Pikachu as my background picture 

state: Texas 

Nicknames I like to be called: sweetheart, sunshine, beautiful, cutie , pumpkin,sexy butt,Mami, Mama's, and other cute names that my hubby calls me 💯

My favorite animals: horses and dogs

My hair color: brown but I'm dying my hair red 

My Eye color: Hazel brown

My height:5'3 to 5'5

age: old enough to drink alcohol 

My favorite colors: Blue and black and red 

My favorite kind of music: anything country but I have other music playlists that l sometimes listen to 💯.

My favorite flowers: Red, yellow, white pink and blue Roses 🌹

My favorite drink is: sweet tea sometimes I drink soda  I also drink coffee and I drink water 

My birthday:12/20/01

My  sign: is Sagittarius ♐

My favorite kind of dogs? Blue heelers, Australian shepherds, Huskies, Rottweilers, Akitas and pitbulls.

Movies I like to watch: any kind it doesn't matter I'm not picky at all 

 Status: Taken by the most sexiest man ever and I'm so happy that he chose me to be his girlfriend/wife💯he is the love of my life 💯 I don't know what I would do without him 💯 he's the most wonderful person ever 💯he's my  everything and I can't wait to be in his arms 💯 he is all i want in my life and  he knows who he is i love you babe forever and always😍💯 he is the best boyfriend/husband ever and he makes me smile and I will make sure he is happy no matter what happens and I will always be there for him no matter what for better or worse in sickness and health cuz he is worth it 💯 plus he is my ride or die and im his ride or die for eternity 💯 he is the person I want to have a future with 💯

you wanna know what pisses me off is when people start talking shit about someone I'm with or any of my friends cuz I care about them and I would do anything for them and I mean anything 💯

my favorite people: Trinity aka my bestie and my future husband 💯

my current mood:  tired of fake ass people pretending to care when they don't really 

my number: just ask me and I'll give it to you 💯

I am loyal and straight asf and I don't play with people's feelings/heart 💯

I'M NOT A GOLD DIGGER AND I DON'T USE PEOPLE FOR MONEY I WOULD RATHER PAY FOR MY OWN SHIT AND NOT HAVE THE GUY BUY ME STUFF SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO CALL ME A FUCKING GOLD DIGGER THEN GO AHEAD CUZ I KNOW THAT IT'S NOT TRUE ABOUT ME 💯 

Chevys💯

always love yourself for who you are don't change for anyone and stay true  no matter what other people say 💯

what I like to do: go outside, hang with friends and go to the casino with my mom and her friend's I just like to play the games there 😄 💯

what I hate the most: is fake people, liars, cheaters and being played and people judging me by the way I look and being hurt/heartbroken💯

i am nice, loving, caring and sweet but if y'all mess with any of these people trust me I'll make you regret having contact with them and I'm not playing I can be a bitch if I have to😁 I don't mind plus I'll do anything and everything for the people I care about with all my heart💯

people who are nice and amazing/ people who I would do anything for: 

#1. My bestie since 10th grade😎:👸princessa💜https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/wDB9

#2. my second bestie:
https://on.soundcloud.com/9XaMm

#3.this person is sweet:
https://on.soundcloud.com/Ccy6d
   
#4. this person is pretty:
https://on.soundcloud.com/YANWi

 #5.this person is amazing: 
https://on.soundcloud.com/SqoPP

#6. this person is special:


#7. this person is adorable:
https://on.soundcloud.com/ekK8U

EX'S AIN'T SHIT 💯💯


🔫put this on your bio if you would die for the person you love 

Wish You Would've Stayed

seon