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"SNOWFVLL" FT. HXLEZ

My album Melancholy is officially stream-able on all music platforms. Thank you to everyone who was involved in the creative process of this album.
Enjoy.

nobody

Prod by Kami: @yaboikami

Artwork by: www.instagram.com/thiago.saluthi/ & @bvdcxrtex

Lyrics:

(verse)
You tell me that your view is changin'
I tell you everything is just the same and
It ain't your fault that I'm hated
But you and me are long outdated

Empty promises lost within my nightstand
I can't stand that and neither can you

Honestly it makes me sick that
I can't fucking stand you

(Chorus)
Broken shards of glass
And head's on back
Now my veins are turning black
And my skull is fucking cracked

Am I even standing up
What'd you pour in my cup

Broken shards of glass
And head's on back
Now my veins are turning black
And my skull is fucking cracked

Am I even standing up
What'd you pour in my cup

(Bridge)

(Hook)
I'm going to war on myself
I'm stocking my shelves with liquor I fucking need help
I'm killing my brain cells tonight
I need to do this shit right

Silence my demons with sprite
I'm taking a flight
Leaving this city with spite
I made up my mind
I ain't gon' say goodbye
So don't you fucking try to keep me down

(Chorus)
Broken shards of glass
And head's on back
Now my veins are turning black
And my skull is fucking cracked

Am I even standing up
What'd you pour in my cup

Broken shards of glass
And head's on back
Now my veins are turning black
And my skull is fucking cracked

Am I even standing up
What'd you pour in my cup

I'm Mentally Stable, I SWEAR

Outdated

prod ARAM
music video https://youtu.be/p2H8I_v_JeM?si=bWSvtWF5G2PxL2EZ

lyrics

I love you
I can’t lose
I love you
I can’t lose

You want me dead
Be careful feelings spread
Holding all that in you
You gun blow up in the end

So instead
Let go
The best revenge
Is love

Show some kindness to your devil
Then you’ll reach the minds ascend

Ascend
Ascend
Ascend until you reach your innocence

Ascend
Ascend
Ascend until you reach your innocence

I’m sorry
I’m drowning
I struggle my heart pounding

I’m bounded
I’m sinking
My hands are tied I’m leaving

No breathing
No feeling
I seize up fucking freezing

You feel it
Increasing
Your hole is not appeasing

You want me dead
Be careful feelings spread
Holding all that in you
You gun blow up in the end

So instead
Let go
The best revenge
Is love

Show some kindness to your devil
Then you’ll reach the minds ascend

Angel i

Innocence

music video

Innocence [Music Video ↓]

Featuring my homie: https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi

Lyrics:

Rivilin:

Like the band of four, leaving your home in the shire
we only had each others friendship, no other desire
except a ring, a burden around your throat
and the more you press on you find the weight chokes

leave your ghost by the bed, this paths not for the weak
hear the screams in the distance they're stabbing at false sheets
pull out your dagger as they pierce you through the cloak
yeah you watch it turn to dust but the struggle you won't be broke

hear the horns in the distance the north is coming close
feel the fear in the boots but the fire you gotta stoke
just to keep your feet going on, keep with the struggle right
you gotta keep on going, sadly there's no end in sight

and when you finally reach it you find you're on your knees
till you think the ones who love you wanna throw you to the fiends
like please get away how did it turn like this
one day i'll be smiling with everyone that i miss

i didn't understand back then whats up,
i'll bite my lip, take a knife through the gut
and when you see me smile please just dont say
i miss the person right here won't you stay

the dark flame came embraced all my face
if i turn yeah i'll see myself yeah replaced
and when you sing i'll try to rise up again
and then we'll see a perfect home through the lens

$lothboi:

I got to bone to pick
I’m tired of the holiness
The higher I be up the flying hit me with the turbulence

Surrounded by thought me
I might’ve had lobotomy
There’s something in my head that ain’t apart of what I want in me

I’m splitting like I’m missing
All the glue up on the leather

I’m hitting like a whippet
When I mix it all together

I’m fitting like a condom on a dick in chilly weather
I be slipping when I’m falling but a spark will make me better

(Spark Sound)
(exhale)

Leme hold a bit
Gas so strong
Bouta blow the bitch
Up

(exhale)

Leme roll this shit
Gas so packed
Bouta fold a bit
Yuh

Get a load of this
Man so up
Bouta jump and get stuck

Plan so fucked
Bouta duck
And get bucked

Man no luck
Just refuse
To get stuck

Waterford Ft. $lothboi

Mindfuckness

Excerpt from Amerigo's journal...
Amerigo let his girl, Kenna Daisy, read it...
She really likes him now!
And all he wants is to be together, again.

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8/15/25
Oh Canada,
Why haven’t you called?
Why haven't you written? 
Why haven't you texted me back?

I’m not asking for asylum, exactly—I’m asking to be part of something that still feels like a society. Down here, everything’s a little busted and everything is branded. I am tired of being a singularity. I’m tired of being this ... let's just call it, product. I’m tired of being alone in a crowd of people who’ve been told that togetherness is a weakness.

My country sold me a myth: that freedom means isolation, that dignity means never asking for help, that needing people is a kind of failure. And now we’re all stranded in our separate little worlds, posting opinions into the void, pretending it’s enough. You can’t lean on people. You can’t count on anyone. And the worst part is—you’re not even supposed to want to.

Every street’s a battlefield of entitlement. Every conversation’s a minefield of performance. Grief is private. Joy is commodified. Even empathy feels curated now. Everyone’s out here fighting to prove they don’t need anyone, that they built themselves from nothing, that they’re winning when they're alone... I don’t want to win that game. I want no part of that!

And from where I sit, it seems like you—my Northern friend—still kind of believe in things. You haven’t yet turned society into a threat. You haven’t made selfishness your national identity. You haven’t convinced your citizens that community is a fucking trap.

And you know what else? I do like that you’ve stopped buying our crap... I mean some of that crap is decent, but I like that you have stopped buying our sweet corn, our sodas, our over-sloganed fatty snacks. And I love that you won't come to Cape Cod anymore, even though it's always lovely, because it means you’re still capable of coordinated defiance. You still do things together. We don’t boycott much here, we just sit around and bicker.

And down here, in our little states of stormy confusion, we just die alone. Everything’s a god damn contest and everyone here is losing. And I’m supposed to feel proud? I’m supposed to fucking cry "Freedom" like Wallace in Braveheart?

I don’t want to keep carrying this trauma like it’s a badge. I don’t want to keep pretending. I want to be somewhere that knows what realism is. Where people say, "Let's figure this shit out!"

I’m not asking for a flag. I’m not asking for forgiveness. I’m asking for a place that believes citizens owe something to each other. That we’re not just consumers with boundaries—we’re neighbors with a responsibility...

So if there’s still room, Oh Dear Canada, can you make space for a simple 16 year old dude who wants to unlearn all this madness?

I’ll come quietly... And I will come gratefully. And if you do let me in some day, I will make it my business to skate on over to a Timmy Hortons for a dozen Boston Creams.... with my girl, Kenna Daisy, of course!

We might even start speaking a little bit of French.... Un peu de Francais!

-Amerigo

Are we still dating?

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

It starts with me and you again,
you don't wanna be just friends
buzzing up my fucking phone
wouldn't care if i was dead

ya  coming back, ya coming back, and ya talking again
ya coming back just to watch me to suffer again

manic depression, fucked in the brain, everything you say yeah  its not okay
fucking suicidal wanna climb in my head rearrange these wires and say i'm ok but i cant cus
everything a little bit harder now, everything is on repeat for now, but their saying that i shouldn't go

darker and darker into places where I roam, 
it's from the left to the right and i'm stuck here alone, 
wanna be basic cant change it everything you say hate it, 
everything i touch break it. everything i love fake it

spinning and spinning until I fall
I hate it, I hate it, I hate it all.
will you and come pick me up when i collapsed
would you just fix me up when I relapsed

spinning and spinning until I fall
will you fix it, fix it or break it out
will you build me up out of pieces
will you help me up, I think I know what you meant.

wait;

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mixed/mastered w/ ch!o
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Into Misery:

going 90 on the highway
i can’t feel a thing
no pain, no fear
you’ll remember my name

just a lost boy
always tryna find my way
just a sad boy
don’t think i remember a thing


baby i got everything that
you could ever want
i pull up to the show
yeah i ain’t even tryna stunt
i got racks up on me
but i’m still lookin for love
i tell my baby call my phone
she thinkin i’m enough

no sense, i can’t fix
what’s up in my head
paranoia stress
always filling me with dread
i can’t get no rest at night 
i guess i’ll sleep when i’m dead
i can’t get no rest at night
i guess i’ll sleep when i’m dead

$LOTHBOI:

Save
My fate
From 
Hateful Games
Like
I can taste it 
Iron in blood ye
Red drops like eyeballs
At midnight we faded
Fuck all your hatred
Fuck all your games yeah
Tears down my face while the smiles starts breaking
Sloth ain’t no pussy
I’ll fuck on a bitch
With a blade on my hip
Finna slit all yo wrists
Depression come in 
Im the voice in your head
I see teardrops on faces of some of my friends
Like
I got killers on deck
And some of em dead
Trippin cuz I miss my brother he left

What am I finna do now
With this hole in myself 
Hit the ground with a bounce

Lost Boy (feat. $LOTHBOI) prod. CRCL

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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SEPHA.