life changes he’s not coming back again
im not him, so why should I have to pretend
im not losing, im just falling down
im doing fine, im ye, im gone

it’s in stages times just a blur
im living in the background unheard
is this what it’s like to withdraw
You’re outside my house, crash through the door

It’s outstanding, reprimanding but you say it’s all the same 
when you play this game it’s up to you 
sitting on the rock in the south beach back then
look me in the eyes, say it’s not working

let’s end it, not mend it, 
toxic behavior takes hand and you just leave
smile at me and say your alright, 
don’t worry im doing just fine

drowning in alcohol, listen here take the toll
im just here growing old, fires low, running cold
burning at both ends losing sleep
I opened up, you just make me weak

no sleep, no end
ups and downs, lose friends
you say that you have changed
I say that we’re stuck on repeat

yeah yeah ulcers building in my fucking mouth from the stress of this
I don’t really understand so I just want to fucking quit
spitting out blood on the daily you made 
into something I just can’t forgive

is it selfish to blame you for being suicidal?
I know its fucking pathetic but it’s hard to swallow
the fact that you fucking gaslighted me 
until I didn’t understand who I was

most days I didn’t wanna wake up and sometimes I still don’t
I was living on a pile of drugs I wake up and I choke
on a mouthful of my fucking own vomit 
it took me here to realize that you fucking weren’t worth this

yeah so fuck you and fuck your fake friends
always talk behind our fucking backs
and you started to pretend that everything was fucking fine
but it wasn’t so I took my chances and I fucking left

OUTSTANDING

Music Video
https://youtu.be/roIK-awNPnU

Lyrics

All black
Moon bright
Come dance with the devil I got good white

Fall back
Move fast
Fuck a chase you the prey, fuck a white knight

I got demons that I'm leading issa birthright
Deadly like the sin, I am sloth, boy I might bite
Fuck I'm on binge, its a week long dirt high
I ain't got a problem with the drugs it's the wine right?

Black paint on tha fit, it'll blend right
In line with your heart cuz you ain't kind
Got a taste of my life lurkin midnight
Graveyard sipping and I'm fucking in the moonlight

I ain't give a fuck, loser is my birth right
Scummy bum flipping all the cops bitch I might bite
Dummy naw shit I got the brains in the trap like
Study right then I hit the site with a full mask

Back in highschool, racking cans
With the homies, bad
We were running fast
Trash

I ain't no pussy man
Fuck a maxi pad
Ima spray it quick and dash

I ain't gun deal with your bullshit
Bitch I got enough on my plate im removing
All of the leeches that human and using
Bitch I got no need for you in my movement

All black
Moon bright
Come dance with the devil I got good white

Fall back
Move fast
Fuck a chase you the prey, fuck a white knight

I got demons that I'm leading issa birthright
Deadly like the sin, I am sloth, boy I might bite
Fuck I'm on binge, its a week long dirt high
I ain't got a problem with the drugs it's the wine right?

I am slothboi
Not your damn toy
I see fake thoughts
Bitch I connect dots

Bitch I'm lost in the backseat sauced up
Might huck but I'm banking on the good luck
Wondering where the fuck I'm gunna end up
Bitch I been bucked up, 40 of the colt cut

Black paint on tha fit, it'll blend right
In line with your heart cuz you ain't kind
Got a taste of my life lurkin midnight
Graveyard sipping and I'm fucking in the moonlight

I ain't give a fuck, loser is my birth right
Scummy bum flipping all the cops bitch I might bite
Dummy naw shit I got the brains in the trap like
Study right then I hit the site with a full mask

Black Paint

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NO SOY FAMOSO ft XankillBoy

when your abit down,  this will help get you back up

Upward Motion

Un jour, je retrouverai ma vie, tu m'as montré que

Lyrics: 

I don't know what I might do 2x
Run so far they can't find you
I don't know what I might do

I'm breathing for you 4x 

It's up to you,
I don't know what I might do,
Run so far, they won't find you,
I don't know what I might do

We're heading on,
You can't fuck with my thoughts,
Please is all that you taught,
Why the fuck should I talk? 2x

Video

i wrote this for you

MUSIC VIDEO DROPPED : https://youtu.be/9YgHshV0W2k
Instagram @yungzime

Smile  (Prod.DSPRITE X SHVRP PRICKLES)

Say That you Need Me Well That Was All A Lie
Say That You Want Me I Don't Even Know Why
Yet I Still Want You I Need You By My Side
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Feel Like There's Something Wrong With My Head
Half The Time I Just Wish That I Was Dead
Emotions I Can't Hold em , Drowning In My Bed
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Tempting Thoughts Of Suicide 
But When I Die What Will I Leave Behind
What Will I Leave Behind 
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

Say That you Need Me Well That Was All A Lie
Say That You Want Me I Don't Even Know Why
Yet I Still Want You I Need You By My Side
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Feel Like There's Something Wrong With My Head
Half The Time I Just Wish That I Was Dead
Emotions I Can't Hold em , Drowning In My Bed
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Tempting Thoughts Of Suicide 
But When I Die What Will I Leave Behind
What Will I Leave Behind 
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

My Spotify

Life Or Death (Prod.Kuroime)

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mix/master w/ ch!o 
cover art by sepha.
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Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
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Lyrics:
im in my room
i’m calling out
to someone
can u hear me out

Feel like we’re livin in the end times
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
my dark thoughts would always saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
x2

I’m running through the sky with you 
arm in arm
in some dead gods eye
just know we tried our best 
to preserve the sky 
know we tried our best
and didn’t destroy like the rest
but it was not enough
not enough 
I get down to my knees
I don’t believe in anything to pray to 
just wanna feel the ease 
of looking up at the thing that made u 
and knowing how small I am 
before I make any big moves 
ur a god in my eyes and I see u time to time
time to time x3

I'm In my room
I’m calling out
to someone
hear me out
X2

Feel like we’re livin in the end times 
but know that ur heart will always save my life
my dark thoughts would always be saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife

Feel like we’re livin in the end times 
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
wanna pour my last drink with u
call u my wife
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
mans strife 

in 20 years from now
wanna save myself somehow 
u were just sad tryna impress ur friends
talkin so different to how u do now 
back then
flexing some names and some brands back then
thinkin all that stupid shit mattered back then
feelin carbon neutral yet my works never crucial
enough cos the leaders still pupils
and never learning enough from the frugal it’s futile 
to feel a lost cause though u embrace the cause 
see 
- when the world becomes
fuelled by lust in engine dreams 
- love without trust 
hope cut at the seams yeh?

Feel like we’re livin in the end times
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
my dark thoughts would always be saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
x2

STREAM // DOWNLOAD

/End Times

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mixed/mastered w/ ch!o
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Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Music Video https://youtu.be/DLDdULa0IaE
AMV by SUNLIGHT featured on IDLEGLANCE YT: youtu.be/BmQs8M16gBE 🖤

prod: https://soundcloud.com/discent
prod: https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
cover: IG @muskisdead

Lyrics 

Memories
Of the dead in me
I'm seeing them while I'm in bed

Like

Pharmacies
They killing me
Replaying your death in my head

I ain't see
Bitch what you see
I hate me so I'm on a bend

Seeing threes
I'm dying b
I'm tipping right over the edge

I got problems
They got faces
Staring at me like bitch I cant take it

I be dizzy from pain
Inside of my brain
Bitch you ain't got this you lucky you sane

Fuck all clout that aint what this about
This some emotion straight outa my mouth
Sloth be authentic and there is no doubt
I be true to myself bitch I aint on no route

I got some patience
But you gun break it
Tired of bullshit from all of yall faking

I really seen all this seen shit
My ex done suicide
And it broke me a bit
Like

I aint got no one left
Im breaking im dead
Im lonely in my bedroom shit I confess

She lived but she blamed me for that shit
What the fuck bat shit, crazy you damaged

Memories
Of the dead in me
I'm seeing them while I'm in bed

Like

Pharmacies
They killing me
Replaying your death in my head

I ain't see
Bitch what you see
I hate me so I'm on a bend

Seeing threes
I'm dying b
I'm tipping right over the end edge

I'm unstable, shit I said it, please don't leave me I'm better
Still got problems with addiction but I'm starting to get it
Getting better but I'm trouble and I know that aint changing
But I'm breaking thru this trauma of the past ima make it

Everyone high
I'm spiraling by
Got a couple fucking problems and they want me to die

But I'm choosing my life
I ain't losing this fight
Ima make it bitch I'm trying if I give up I die

Tipping Point

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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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xx

888

SEPHA.