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"SNOWFVLL" FT. HXLEZ

Lyrics

Thinking bout her face when i'm out here in the rain
she said that she loved me and i said i felt the same
now she's coming over she is exiting the train

And when the lights go out
she's all mine
her and i
it's just her and i

and when the lights go out
she's all mine
her and i
it's just her and i

she looked me in my eyes, yeah she knew what's up
all the colours saturated as the room lit up
no need for words cause she got me stuck
she put a chain around my heart with her lucid touch

she looked me in my eyes, yeah she knew what's up
all the colours saturated as the room lit up
no need for words cause she got me stuck
she put a chain around my heart with her lucid touch

and when the lights go out
she's all mine
her and i
it's just her and i

and when the lights go out
she's all mine
her and i
it's just her and i
and when the lights go out
she's all mine
her and i
it's just her and i

Produced by Sappie Beats
https://www.instagram.com/sappiebeats/

Lights Out

Stream On Spotify

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
all my life
i knew something was up
it turns out once a year
my mom is santa’s little slut santas little slut
i heard a ho downstairs
i went to see just what
i caught a christmas affair
and i saw santa crack a nut

I’m boutta blow my brains out
I’ll never be the same
and all these years
i thought how christmases were great
now i just have nightmares
like every single day
becuase i left my bed
before santa went away

will the presents make up
for this nightmare
on christmas
and will i wake up
from this nightmare
on christmas
it’s time to wake up
for the gifts that you've gifted
i know i’ll hate them
so just don’t get it twisted

i'm going back to my bed
till the sleigh is in the air
there’s no way now
that i’ll ever forget
all the terror, isnt it
my fault somehow
no present's enough
to fix your son
no present’s enough
but take back none

will the presents make up
for this nightmare
on christmas
and will i wake up
from this nightmare
on christmas
it’s time to wake up
for the gifts that you've gifted
i know i’ll hate them
so just don’t get it twisted

i'm going back to my bed
till the sleigh is in the air
there’s no way now
that i’ll ever forget
all the terror, isnt it
my fault somehow
no present's enough
to fix your son
no present’s enough
but take back none

all my life
i knew something was up
it turns out once a year my mom
is santas little slut...

Nutcracker (Prod. Vaegud)

Lyrics:

she was killing time
claiming she wants you back
but that she doesn't know 
for sure
said to all ur friends that she'd end her life
on live stream
with a smile
and u said

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

oh
u said 'i'll take my leave
to where
we 
used to dare everything in our no mans land 
with its grey sky and sad clouds
u were the bowling alley lust
in a dirty neon room
i was the guy u only knew for a few nights
we thrust so outta time
but we wanted it
some eager awkward lust
so clusmy and in bloom

yeh i only know what i have when i let it go bad
when i let it go bad
when i let it go
kid u only knew that u were happy now 
that ur feeling sad
now that ur feeling sad
let the cycle go
round but it feels a little long
it's a circus yeh i'm had
let my stool flip up 
let the rope go
yeh i only know what i have
when i let it go bad 
when i let it go bad
when i let it go

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

oh
i said i'll take my leave 
to where
we
we took everything we could in our no name lanes but
it always
it always held it's gloom
yeh this dead town stayed still
always killing time
shoplifting tinnies
smoking endless glue
we moved so outta the times
so eager to be amused

yeh i only know what i have when i let it go bad
when i let it go bad
when i let it go
x2

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

empty thrills

Forsaken

ART BY SUICIDALGALLERY
https://www.instagram.com/suicidalgallery/

I feel your jaws start to wrap around my neck
so disgusted with how I left
I feel the anguish in my bones, watch them snap I turn to stone
try to ignore the pain

I see the flesh around my heart rotted with hate
this wooden home, it screams my name
no grand design above the sky 
skin is burning with the lie watch me embrace the void

im a waste, im a vermin, a piece of shit, hurting
doesn't matter if I stay I’m always just lurking
the ghost between us, the floorboards and concrete
it doesn't matter now when you don't amount to something

To people that you thought just really cared
but they leave you on the ground when you’re choking, not coping
And now you're embraced by the emptiness you never loved
and you’re watching as he consumes everything you came to trust

down the alleys where you grew up and you never understood
what it means to just care, what it means to just stare
with the blank eyes when someone’s just falling
to suicidal tendencies, they always get the best of me

so tell me why you’re never fucking calling
never checking on me until you need something to waste your time
just leave me the fuck alone
cus id rather be dead to you than something

Yeah depression hits me up, says he loves who you are now
I want nothing to do with you
invade my dreams and give me nothing, no I couldn't see you bluffing
find a lover, feel disgusted from you


feel my consciousness hit my stomach, weighs a ton it's dragging me down
I got nothing to give to you
you took the best then left me stranded, filled with hate then reprimanded
come tomorrow empty-handed from you


so bury me out the back where I can't hear a thing
I don’t want to be something more than a dream
but you know that’s not fair how you're always in mine
always plaguing my thoughts waking up and your gone

my friends say that it doesn't get better than this
is being tormented just some form of a bliss
these glass walls that I construct just seem to crack
and like a puppet I just always come back

yeah so it always turns this way when your friends turn fake
and you don’t have a lover to remember your name
so you crumble at the fear when you don't know yourself
pills from a psychiatrist, yeah it sucks they couldn't help  

with the constant torment knowing that you never will belong
with the piercing stares from family where they love to prove you wrong
like what you do for work yeah your looking half alive
yeah I swear I have been on repeat since I nearly died

say you wanna understand but you can't, I never said I wanna be alive long
it feels like im not living in my body
like who am I to you, am I just a joke of someone that I used to be
use me, abuse me until you leave again, im sick of living like I want to kill myself

Visionary

Torn

STREAM

EPHEMERAL

✰ Produced, mixed and mastered by Sebastian Metzner Rickards
✰ https://sebastianmetzner.de/

✰ Lyrics:

I don’t wanna call you up tonight, 
I can’t sleep, I was having a nightmare,
I don’t wanna fight with you, so tell me that it’s all right, 
and baby I’ll be right there...

I don’t wanna call you up tonight,
I’m in the back, with the windows down, I’m
Falling apart, hearing voices call my name, 
in a ghost town, I’m all alone now...

There’s something in my head, 
Making me feel like I’ll be dead, yeah,
There’s something on my bed,
And it’s calling me...

There’s something in my head, 
The thought of you fills me with dread 
There’s someone on my bed,
And she’s calling me...

To one more time before I go,
Just one more time, I’ll take it slow,
Baby one more night’ll make it go away 
I pray, now, please stay, now...

I just made another one, make it to race,
All these kids just don’t know how to run, 
so say it to my face, yeah, 
maybe I’m the broken one, I come undone 

You might know my name, but you don’t know my pain, 

And now I’m 

Six feet deep in her regrets, 
And I got six missed calls, baby, I don’t break a sweat, 
I got six lives left, and I’m in love with the chase, yeah, 
I be breaking hearts, cause I’m in love with the pain, but...

There’s something in my head, 
The thought of you fills me with dread 
There’s someone on my bed,
And she’s calling me...

To one more time before I go,
Just one more time, I’ll take it slow,
Baby, one more night’ll make it go away 
I pray, now, please stay, now 

There’s something in my head, 
The thought of you fills me with dread 
There’s someone on my bed,
And she’s calling me...

To one more time before I go,
Just one more time, I’ll take it slow,
Baby, one more night’ll make it go away 
I pray, now, please stay, now...

Lyric Video

in my head

Won’t you make it clear won’t you just say that I am worth it
In the hospital we roam, our mental states were from perfect
Cus theirs burning in my blood intravenous doesn’t seem to be working
Cus there is scaring on your lungs, eyes closed tell me why aren’t you moving

Try to pick up the pieces, doesn’t seem to work
Cutting your wrist, yeah this is gonna hurt
Blood runs like a river, on the bathroom floor
Eyes fade as you let you as I break down the door

My heart aches in my chest as I see you gone
See you in my dreams tell me this is what you want
To always be a memory now your gone
Everyone loves you but I just miss you

On a slope of letting go, it’s getting steeper
Try to get out of bed, I’m not leaving
Anxiety’s got my chest, I’m not breathing
Panic attacks yeah, got me weeping

I try to jump off yeah, my thoughts stop me
I swear I saw your ghost, yeah and you caught me
I’m by myself in this hell, would you haunt me
Please just, please just, don’t stop me.

It’s when I blackout, you push the blame now
if you hear me can you tell me was it worth it are you happy now your gone
can you smile now, can I join you
I had to pick up the pieces your mothers crying to Jesus
help you, tension breaks through
will you wait for me when I take my last breath, I can’t wait to see you again
can I forgive you, I don’t know how to  
won’t you show me your face, give me a sign, I don’t think I can hold on

digging my own grave, losing touch, yeah depression is lurking
with bones made of stone, I try really hard to not be a burden
your blue eyes are cutting Deep burning straight through my soul yeah, it’s hurting
misery just loves me, won’t you kiss me on the cheek, say I’m worth it

SUBSTANCE

Producers:
prodjune
Lucid
Yeezo

LYRICS
look at how they look at me now
attention gonna boost my esteem
lost about a million pounds
and god I look so good on tv

make me pretty and orange
so I can fuck the tourists
in these parts there ain’t no shortage for schneef
and when it rains it’s pouring
can’t help with all my whoring
got a fever hiding all over me
lu-lull me to sleep with a xanny
come now, who’s your daddy
pop an addy when we land at the scene
and yeah I cheat, what of it
everybody does it
but I’m glad it’s never happened to me

welcome to the valley, where nothing is real
welcome to the valley, nobody care how ya feel

look at how they look at me now
attention gonna boost my esteem
lost about a million pounds
and god I look so good on tv

oh I love it
oh I really want it
can I touch it
can i have it for keeps
(so pretty)

make me pretty and orange
so I can fuck the tourists
in these parts there ain’t no shortage for schneef
and when it rains it’s pouring
can’t help with all my whoring
got a fever hiding all over me
lu-lull me to sleep with a xanny
come now, who’s your daddy
pop an addy when we land at the scene
and yeah I cheat, what of it
everybody does it
but I’m glad it’s never happened to me

welcome to the valley, where nothing is real
welcome to the valley, nobody care how ya feel

The Social Demo

American Idol💫 (Prod. Lucid, Yeezo, prodjune)

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