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Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/DGNFZz0PoHc

Lyrics

I been sitting in the same damn room
For the last 3 days
This gun be my tomb

New year with the same damn booze
And the same bad news
Rip MF DOOM

I create to survive
Don't you fucking talk

Down on me boy
Bitch you ain't know what I've lost

Ex bitch with the notes gun kill herself
Blame it all on me, like its my fault, I cannot help

If I leave you gun die, hold it over me
Chain me up, like a mutt, ima dirty beast

If I leave and you die can I live with these
Thoughts in my head telling me pull it to the beat

Your abusive
You manipulate
All these thoughts in my brain got me in a craze

I'm the object
That you want to stay
Tryna leave but your gripping me to fucking stay

Cus I don't fucking get, don't fucking get it
What did you mean what a minute no fuck it forget it
I deserve better then this, your taking the piss
Another bottle down is this bliss, you think ill be missed, I know I wont

Waking on the edge of fucking suicide
Teetering from left to right you know its fucking do or die
All we got's this music shit man we lie and say were fine
Popping pills just to feel something more then this emptiness inside

How the fuck
Do I stop all these memories
Flooding into me, like a gutter I got rotten leaves

I be seeing every frame in the kitchen sink
Ghosts in my past man I miss my brother Davey G

This some real shit so fuck all you fake bots
I got loved ones in coffins it ain't stop
I got exes that crazy we aint talk
I got problems and they wanna out ya

Ima break it
I can't take it
All these thoughts in my head cuz you crazy

You be gripping me babe
So watch as I take
Off cuz your hate aint got no fuckin weight

SLOTHBOI ain't giving you love
When you only get happy when I be fucked up
I'll see your face in the dust
Cuz I'm moving on from your grip issa bust

Put a knife in my mouth lacerate all round
Until my tongues on the floor, 404 I'm not found
Cus I all I see is your fucking freckles and perfect smile
But every time I look into your eyes you kill me just a little bit inside

So you break the fucking bottle over my head tell my friends I'm better off dead
Yeah I know they're fucking with you more then me
So I cut off everyone stay inside my fucking room
Got the slothboi by my back, don't fuck with you that's a fact

Chains

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Chains w/ Rivilin (5head)

Stream On Spotify

To Hell With It

Follow $lothboi: @slothboipapi
Follow Rivilin: @rivilin
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/xrW21bT-yUA

Lyrics:

Shine
Darkness
There’s people inside
Mind broke
These voices they lie
Telling me
I already d!ed
Liars
I feel so alive
Liar liar
The pants on fire
Higher higher
My mind in the fryer
Live and d!e here
Filthy s*x and desire
Loopty doopty
I’m spun like a dryer
Oh no yeah I’m spun out
Aye
High dose till the sun out
Yeah
Walls talk in the fun house
Yeah
Shadow people won’t get out
F*ck

Yeah deceiver
Dissembler
Has the noose become too tight
Are you hanging from the doorway
Are you screaming to the night
Just a cheater
A gambler am I fishing for a life
Am I searching for the truth
Tell me how to outrun a lie

You put the knife in my mouth
And you shake it all around
Can you tell me what's real
As I spit blood on the ground
Just a creature
Remember the facts that come in dreams
Am I fumbling for another pill
I swore that I'd get clean

I see your body dance up in the sky
So lifeless but you give a smile
And you say
It's ok
It's not like our life
Really mattered here anyway

40 stuck between
In the back seat
Dumb geeked
They capping ain’t the same
I'm a fact sheet
Trust me
Wide up and awake
Love a night shift
Create this
And lately I been dreaming wide awake
Imma make it

Liar liar
The pants on fire
Higher higher
My mind in the fryer
Live and d!e here
Filthy s*x and desire
Loopty doopty
I’m spun like a dryer
Oh no yeah I’m spun out
Aye
High dose till the sun out
Yeah
Walls talk in the fun house
Yeah
Shadow people won’t get out
F*ck

Yeah deceiver
Dissembler
Has the noose become too tight
Are you hanging from the doorway
Are you screaming to the night
Just a cheater
A gambler am I fishing for a life
Am I searching for the truth
Tell me how to outrun a lie

You put the knife in my mouth
And you shake it all around
Can you tell me what's real
As I spit blood on the ground
Just a creature
Remember the facts that come in dreams
Am I fumbling for another pill
I swore that I'd get clean

So the sandman will sing
Feelin' stress issa mess drowning neck deep
Take my hand and search with me
Hearing shrieks in the walls calling me sweet
I wake up see him in my screen
Shadowed eyes in the back, help I can’t sleep
The shadow people wont let me leave
All the same need a change looping last week
Looping last week
Filthy in the back geeked
Shadows on the wall
I’m feeling like they trynna grab me
Cult up in the cut deep
Roots in different countries
How the f*ck we get here from the bottom
Now we up sheesh

SHADOW PEOPLE

$LOTHBOI x RIVILIN - SHADOW PEOPLE

Follow $lothboi: @slothboipapi
Follow Nicolas Sales: @nicolassales
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/LtUeTlERXQM

Lyrics:

[$LOTHBOI]:

STARING AT THE SKY
LOOKING GOD UP IN HIS EYES
ANGELS ALL AROUND ME
BUT THE DEMONS STAY INSIDE

DANCING WITH THE DEVIL
IN THE CLUB I'M ROLLING DICE
REALIZE
DEVIL STILL AN ANGEL
BEAUTY NEVER DIED

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

LATELY I SEE CREATURES SHIFTING
VOICES IN MY HEAD BEAT
CALL THE ONE THAT SHARES MY MIND
MYSELF IN DIFFERENT MEMORIES

SIPPING WINE I FEEL ALIVE
ASCEND I SHINE IN STARRY SEAS

PALACE SO DIVINE I EXIT
FLASHING LIT THEM LIKE A SCENE


[NICOLAS SALES]:

RUN
RUN AWAY
RUN IN PLACE
I CAN’T RUN AWAY
AND I’M BACK WHERE I STARTED
MUST BE A BETTER WAY
INNOCENCE YOU’RE MIXING IT UP
CONFUSED WITH IGNORANCE
NOW I DON’T KNOW WHERE
ALL MY FEELINGS WENT
WHERE MY FEELINGS WENT
YEAH

[$LOTHBOI]:

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

[NICOLAS SALES]:

SKY FULL OF STARS
LOOKING DOWN
THEY’RE ALREADY DEAD
YOU'RE NOT YOUR JOB OR THE VOICES
YOU HEAR INSIDE YOUR HEAD
YOU DON’T HAVE A NAME
YOU DON’T HAVE A PERSONALITY
YOU'RE JUST THE OBSERVER
TRYING TO SET YOU FREE

[$LOTHBOI & NICOLAS SALES]:

I SAW A LIGHT AND FOLLOWED IT
DO YOU BLAME ME FOR ALL OF IT
I’M SORRY THAT I LEFT WITHOUT A BYE
BUT I BE TIRED OF IT

SIGIL IN THE NIGHT
I ABIDE
CAN YOU GUIDE ME RIGHT
EVERYTHING’S CONNECTED
SO IT MATTERS WHEN THE TIMES RIGHT

THROW ME IN THE FIRE
LET THE EMBERS FLOAT AWAY

LET THE FATES DECIDE
IF I’M GONNA GO OR STAY

BURN INTO THE GROUND
AND FEED THE EARTH A BIT OF PAIN

ALL THAT’S LEFT IS SMOKE AND ASHES
HALLOWED BE THE DAY

I SAW
ANGELS
KILL MY
FRIENDS AND
I SAW
GOD PRETEND
HE CARING

Painted Clouds

$LOTHBOI x NICOLAS SALES - PAINTED CLOUDS

written/ performed/ prod. by SEPHA.
mix/ master w/ Juan (JP)
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STREAM/ MUSIC VIDEO ♡

in my mind alone (we'll dance)

prod: @tangent-beats
I’ll be ready to be happy on the day I fuckin pass 
Why they acting tryna stab me in the back before they last 
I’m just walking tryna move on put my foot up on the gas 
Life an auction tryna keep all that I got as far as laughin
I want to feel the floor 
Wanna matter any more 
In my bag I’m feeling sore 
tryna work it out n sort 
Demon knocking at my door 
Asking me the time of day 
Tryna flip my time into another ballad with the grey 
It’s the pain I’m in 
I’m tryna heal it bitch
Tryna be within 
 I got people to fill in 
On the steeple growing thin 
Pray to god I get a gift 
Need a moment just to breathe and feel the season in the wind 
I feel like seizing up and dying on a mother fucking whim 
I can’t believe it tryna give me up I know I gotta win 
Yo I know just where I been and I’m never going back 
Soap an ocean drowning in my personality it’s bad 
and It’s a 
fuckin problem 
Finna get it finna solve it 
idea of me I dissolve it
There’s Anxiety in the solvent 
Cleaning it up I’m upon it 
Molecular imma go bomb it
Imma just turn to my tonic 
Sicka the runnin I’m sick a the sonic 
Boom boom bitch shit
Cracked my wrist my whip whip 
When I crashed that shit shit 
Reminded me of this this 
So I Subsist on uplift 
Member them days on Sussex 
All of them days I was kid 
All of that shit a past life

i wanted to be someone (prod. tangent)

MUSIC VIDEO DROPPED : https://youtu.be/9YgHshV0W2k
Instagram @yungzime

Smile  (Prod.DSPRITE X SHVRP PRICKLES)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mix/master w/ ch!o 
cover art by sepha.
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AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
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Lyrics:
im in my room
i’m calling out
to someone
can u hear me out

Feel like we’re livin in the end times
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
my dark thoughts would always saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
x2

I’m running through the sky with you 
arm in arm
in some dead gods eye
just know we tried our best 
to preserve the sky 
know we tried our best
and didn’t destroy like the rest
but it was not enough
not enough 
I get down to my knees
I don’t believe in anything to pray to 
just wanna feel the ease 
of looking up at the thing that made u 
and knowing how small I am 
before I make any big moves 
ur a god in my eyes and I see u time to time
time to time x3

I'm In my room
I’m calling out
to someone
hear me out
X2

Feel like we’re livin in the end times 
but know that ur heart will always save my life
my dark thoughts would always be saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife

Feel like we’re livin in the end times 
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
wanna pour my last drink with u
call u my wife
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
mans strife 

in 20 years from now
wanna save myself somehow 
u were just sad tryna impress ur friends
talkin so different to how u do now 
back then
flexing some names and some brands back then
thinkin all that stupid shit mattered back then
feelin carbon neutral yet my works never crucial
enough cos the leaders still pupils
and never learning enough from the frugal it’s futile 
to feel a lost cause though u embrace the cause 
see 
- when the world becomes
fuelled by lust in engine dreams 
- love without trust 
hope cut at the seams yeh?

Feel like we’re livin in the end times
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
my dark thoughts would always be saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
x2

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/End Times

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cscu1d9DIZo

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/dogpeni

Lyrics

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect
Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

I’m forever lost I don’t know my way (Lately)
Just Sippin white in the alley ways

Fade away, decay my days (I'm hazy)
I been working hard with no damn pay

Life is rough but its okay (I'm shaky)
I seen the dark I got better days 

Lose the weight (Save me)
I gotta leave you babe
You been killing me
And it ain’t okay

I ain’t even know no more (no more)
Trapped in a room no doors (no doors)
Bleeding on the cold stone floors (stone floors)
Living while I think what for (what for)

Love seeing my face cry
Say pretty boy you best stay high
You like seeing my tears slide 
I’ll kill us both, and I aint mind 

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect

Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

Never know, if I’m going die today
Fade away, pray I’m gunna make change
Escape my fate, baby why you pouring drinks
You love me cuz I love to drink
Baby turn you into me

Devil

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Devil (5head)  [Music Video ↓]

only feet apart (prod. kiraw)

Lyrics:

Solved a couple problems from the memories
Find me near a bottle when I clear my mind
Sorry broken promises could never leave
You ain't gotta call me girl I'll be fine
Me and her is something that'll never be
And I know that she miss me cuz she in my dreams
Falling through the past losing focus off track why the fuck you always laugh when I'm hopeless

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find i change a lot with the seasons I align

Coupled by the spirits that be guiding me
I wonder if we talked if they would be proud
Times I wish they'd tell me all the awful things
Ain't really what they seem and she just acting out
Following my dreams since I was kid
Skipping out on class living on the edge
Life is going fast if you wanted
Sometimes you should look at where you at
Where you going

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align

Cutting the act of course struggling the facts you forced
Running from the passed absorbed wrapped up in this wrath ignored
I was on a lonely track falling tryna make it back
And Kat pulled me out the depths thank her when you smile and pass
Think I'm and awkward mess mofuckas are not impressed
Huddled over a bible maybe its time I search inside the quest
And I'm exhausted stuttering like Busta Rhymes on crack
On that Chris Brown track before he slapped Rihannas ass
Laying inside my room I feel philosophical
Time slipping right by us why try live in denial fool
People are kinda rude that's why I'm always quiet too
Around people I don't know they got something they tryna prove
I never got that though
Notice I ride passed slow
Driving on wide back roads
Smiling though I been broke
My friends they got bags though
Left me don't call back no
They probably forgot of me honestly it ain’t surprising me

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align


prod. @10_05
(mayten)

small talk

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