LYRICS:

Verse 1:

Hey there
Me again
I thought I’d let you know that
I made it
Are you proud
I wish that you were here now
Why the fuck do I try
I can’t sleep why can’t I die
I’m cursed to live here
Wondering what I did
What did I do
Just tell me
Just call me someday
I’m so alone I can’t breath here
The walls are closing in let me
Out this place
I’m begging 
Please just let me out of this place
Let me free
Lose the chains
I don’t know if i will make it

Hook:

Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 
Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 

Verse 2:

You found me
And told me 
life would get better if I
Held onto what I loved
Now I lay here with shattered dreams
Same thing new day
When will I feel something new
Same pain all day
Broken heart and fucked up wrist
I don’t miss you
But I can’t help but long for what we had
Why did I waste all this time
Searching for myself and I
Cant take this pain away no
This pain won’t let me go

Hook:

Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 
Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head

I DON'T MISS YOU

I DON'T MISS YOU [prod. CRCL]

Follow $lothboi: @slothboipapi
Follow Rivilin: @rivilin
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/xrW21bT-yUA

Lyrics:

Shine
Darkness
There’s people inside
Mind broke
These voices they lie
Telling me
I already d!ed
Liars
I feel so alive
Liar liar
The pants on fire
Higher higher
My mind in the fryer
Live and d!e here
Filthy s*x and desire
Loopty doopty
I’m spun like a dryer
Oh no yeah I’m spun out
Aye
High dose till the sun out
Yeah
Walls talk in the fun house
Yeah
Shadow people won’t get out
F*ck

Yeah deceiver
Dissembler
Has the noose become too tight
Are you hanging from the doorway
Are you screaming to the night
Just a cheater
A gambler am I fishing for a life
Am I searching for the truth
Tell me how to outrun a lie

You put the knife in my mouth
And you shake it all around
Can you tell me what's real
As I spit blood on the ground
Just a creature
Remember the facts that come in dreams
Am I fumbling for another pill
I swore that I'd get clean

I see your body dance up in the sky
So lifeless but you give a smile
And you say
It's ok
It's not like our life
Really mattered here anyway

40 stuck between
In the back seat
Dumb geeked
They capping ain’t the same
I'm a fact sheet
Trust me
Wide up and awake
Love a night shift
Create this
And lately I been dreaming wide awake
Imma make it

Liar liar
The pants on fire
Higher higher
My mind in the fryer
Live and d!e here
Filthy s*x and desire
Loopty doopty
I’m spun like a dryer
Oh no yeah I’m spun out
Aye
High dose till the sun out
Yeah
Walls talk in the fun house
Yeah
Shadow people won’t get out
F*ck

Yeah deceiver
Dissembler
Has the noose become too tight
Are you hanging from the doorway
Are you screaming to the night
Just a cheater
A gambler am I fishing for a life
Am I searching for the truth
Tell me how to outrun a lie

You put the knife in my mouth
And you shake it all around
Can you tell me what's real
As I spit blood on the ground
Just a creature
Remember the facts that come in dreams
Am I fumbling for another pill
I swore that I'd get clean

So the sandman will sing
Feelin' stress issa mess drowning neck deep
Take my hand and search with me
Hearing shrieks in the walls calling me sweet
I wake up see him in my screen
Shadowed eyes in the back, help I can’t sleep
The shadow people wont let me leave
All the same need a change looping last week
Looping last week
Filthy in the back geeked
Shadows on the wall
I’m feeling like they trynna grab me
Cult up in the cut deep
Roots in different countries
How the f*ck we get here from the bottom
Now we up sheesh

SHADOW PEOPLE

$LOTHBOI x RIVILIN - SHADOW PEOPLE

Youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ke84PZSt6_c




Shout out to everyone involved my lazy ass took forever
https://soundcloud.com/kamaara
https://soundcloud.com/rottingroots
https://soundcloud.com/jonlemonsucks
https://soundcloud.com/trashgawd
https://soundcloud.com/renob
https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo
https://soundcloud.com/freshtwofresh

DEAD LIKE THE REST FEAT. KAMAARA AND JON LEMON PROD. INDIGOENDO

spotify / apple music links in bio <3

YT: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UQ5dSQWXkHQ

prod: https://soundcloud.com/vaegud & https://soundcloud.com/hxrxkiller
mixed & mastered: https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/imbuedmess

Lyrics

I just don’t know what I’m supposed to do anymore
Lifes so fucked up

I say come on through
To my shrine
I got wine
So divine

Eat the holy fruit
Mystified
Sun go down
Now you mine

I say come on through
To my shrine
I got wine
So divine

Eat the holy fruit
Mystified
Sun go down
Now you mine

You knew it too
You ain't blind
Darkness like a witch
Unrefined

Saw it too
Heard the cries
Baby come with me
Drink the wine

Drink the wine
Drink the wine
Drink the wine
Drink the wine
Drink the wine
Drink the wine

DRINK THE WINE

Stay alive
Just survive
No revives
One life

I'm afraid
Of my thoughts
I'm alone
High as fuck

I’m so
I’m so
Lonely
Lonely

Miss you
Help me
Hold me
Hold me

I say come on through
To my shrine
I got wine
So divine

Eat the holy fruit
Mystified
Sun go down
Now you mine

You knew it too
you aint blind
Darkness like a witch
Unrefined

Saw it too
Heard the cries
Baby come with me
Drink the wine

Drink the wine
Drink the wine 
Drink the wine 
Drink the wine

Children of Dionysus

⚜ spotify / apple ⚜

Children Of Dionysus (vaegud & HXRXKILLER)

prod: @tangent-beats
I’ll be ready to be happy on the day I fuckin pass 
Why they acting tryna stab me in the back before they last 
I’m just walking tryna move on put my foot up on the gas 
Life an auction tryna keep all that I got as far as laughin
I want to feel the floor 
Wanna matter any more 
In my bag I’m feeling sore 
tryna work it out n sort 
Demon knocking at my door 
Asking me the time of day 
Tryna flip my time into another ballad with the grey 
It’s the pain I’m in 
I’m tryna heal it bitch
Tryna be within 
 I got people to fill in 
On the steeple growing thin 
Pray to god I get a gift 
Need a moment just to breathe and feel the season in the wind 
I feel like seizing up and dying on a mother fucking whim 
I can’t believe it tryna give me up I know I gotta win 
Yo I know just where I been and I’m never going back 
Soap an ocean drowning in my personality it’s bad 
and It’s a 
fuckin problem 
Finna get it finna solve it 
idea of me I dissolve it
There’s Anxiety in the solvent 
Cleaning it up I’m upon it 
Molecular imma go bomb it
Imma just turn to my tonic 
Sicka the runnin I’m sick a the sonic 
Boom boom bitch shit
Cracked my wrist my whip whip 
When I crashed that shit shit 
Reminded me of this this 
So I Subsist on uplift 
Member them days on Sussex 
All of them days I was kid 
All of that shit a past life

i wanted to be someone (prod. tangent)

Title: Dead Boy Status
Produced by: Sace
Track: 1

Lyrics:

Verse:
dead mothafucka walking feeling like I never been free, I been searching for a somebody,
look down upon me, why you fuckin scared of me, bitch one day you finna see the le goldmane reality.
I was young when I found out who the fuck im finna be, fuck an empty glass, full cups of hennessy, 
in a gold case let these bitches bury me, 
young boy with a vison I been busy in my sleep

Break:
dirty bitch gimme that gimme gimme that heart attack they say that they got morals but bitch, they aint got like nothin left,
they ain't got like nothing left (×2)

they gon start to believe in you when you come out the fuckin trash
they say that they got morals but bitch they aint got like nothin left, nothing left,
they ain't got like nothing left (×2)

The Legacy Of Le Goldmane

Dead Boy Status

Feed The Legacy

Dead Boy Status (Prod. Sace)

Written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
co-prod/mix/master w/ CH!O(Juan Peralta)
art by SEPHA.
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Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
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Lyrics -

i saw u in the docks
i was pullin up
on my broken bike
dirty jeans and my shirt was scuffed
said 
'take me on a site seeing night of lust
lets be foreign in our city
sneak the back doors of seedy clubs'

we had no foresite
so things looked so pretty then
shoplifted red wine
staggered through til daybreak along the thames
in those lamp lights at embankments when
she pulled my head to the pendant on her chest and said

pretend we're vegas for the night
im your bride and your mine and lets leave our jobs behind
(say i do i do i do)
lets skip a train to nowhere
no one will judge us there
and lets leave this cruel world behind
(say i do i do i do)
dont know ur name so tonight we're thelma and louise
drive a car off a cliff together
feel the breeze and
fuck the world from up high
(say i do i do i do)
this moment is everything

and you know i'll never fear the fall with you x4

i dreamt you every night
i was screwing up
daylight took my eyes
cos my bed dreamt us going rough
im your bride to be 
smoking gold dust
i feel foreign in my body
when im reckless im fabulous
we got no foresite 
so things were pretty then
stole all the flowers off that posh shop at 6am
in our dim lit sights is when i saw u then
in that next minute u left somewhere
ill never see u again

pretend we're vegas for the night
im your bride and your mine and lets leave our jobs behind
(say i do i do i do)
lets skip a train to nowhere
no one will judge us there
and lets leave this cruel world behind
(say i do i do i do)
dont know ur name so tonight we're thelma and louise
drive a car off a cliff together
feel the breeze and
fuck the world from up high
(say i do i do i do)
this moment is everything

and you know i'll never fear the fall with you x4

STREAM / DOWNLOAD

2BRIDES

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mix/master w/ ch!o 
cover art by sepha.
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Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
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Lyrics:
im in my room
i’m calling out
to someone
can u hear me out

Feel like we’re livin in the end times
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
my dark thoughts would always saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
x2

I’m running through the sky with you 
arm in arm
in some dead gods eye
just know we tried our best 
to preserve the sky 
know we tried our best
and didn’t destroy like the rest
but it was not enough
not enough 
I get down to my knees
I don’t believe in anything to pray to 
just wanna feel the ease 
of looking up at the thing that made u 
and knowing how small I am 
before I make any big moves 
ur a god in my eyes and I see u time to time
time to time x3

I'm In my room
I’m calling out
to someone
hear me out
X2

Feel like we’re livin in the end times 
but know that ur heart will always save my life
my dark thoughts would always be saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife

Feel like we’re livin in the end times 
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
wanna pour my last drink with u
call u my wife
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
mans strife 

in 20 years from now
wanna save myself somehow 
u were just sad tryna impress ur friends
talkin so different to how u do now 
back then
flexing some names and some brands back then
thinkin all that stupid shit mattered back then
feelin carbon neutral yet my works never crucial
enough cos the leaders still pupils
and never learning enough from the frugal it’s futile 
to feel a lost cause though u embrace the cause 
see 
- when the world becomes
fuelled by lust in engine dreams 
- love without trust 
hope cut at the seams yeh?

Feel like we’re livin in the end times
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
my dark thoughts would always be saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
x2

STREAM // DOWNLOAD

/End Times

PRODUCED BY sketchmyname

Lyrics:

I thought of this earth, the way I see it it's getting much worse.
I wasn't really ever assured of it, walk through the night and I know what my purpose is,

I hope that you know the same, I'm with the stars and I'm playing this game, 

one out of billion trillions, focused on making my millions,
my emotions I'm not feeling em.





Float in the cosmos, and I've got no one to follow.

I'm lost in everything I know,and it feels like my center is hollow.



The sky is for boys, the clouds are for men, 
High on the planes, I soar through the mist,
lost in my thoughts, I hope this is it.
leaving my past, i focus within.



Darkness settles in the night, drunk as fuck i hit a light, 
walk this route like 20 times, hit the streets forget my life, 
all this time ive spent alive, ask myself what can i find?
walk this road so dead inside, please just dont forget i tried.   x2 



I know this isn't the place, no one wanna see my face
All of the people they try to come tell me that I gotta change, 

But I know that I'm not the same.

You don't wanna come and start us, everyone wanna depart us,
I know that everyone not us, I know I've gotta do what I gotta.



I've gained back my faith, now I'm losing my touch,
This is a feeling I cant get enough,
Now I'm 50 stories up high in the skies, see rainy days all up in the clouds

Look at my view, I'm lost in my mind, 
Shibuya block while I smoke out my lungs,
Now I'm dosing right off with my bro on my right,
Now it's the night-time, so I know I might, 



Darkness settles in the night, drunk as fuck i hit a light, 
walk this route like 20 times, hit the streets forget my life, 
all this time ive spent alive, ask myself what can i find?
walk this road so dead inside, please just dont forget i tried.   x2

tøkyø. (prod. sketchmyname)

(second album, 'Alien and connected' - out soon)
Written/Performed by SEPHA.
Produced by SEPHA. & CH!O
cover art by nikita ono
mix/master w/ CH!O 
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Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
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Lyrics - 

a love thats built on lust
a love thats built on trust
and passion
its all the same
its all hard

when life keeps teaching you
how to be alone
they say don't know yourself
know what you want 
its all what you want

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
we're still alone 
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're alien 
and im alien
when im connected to all the world 
im alien
and im all alone
when im together with all my friends 
im still alone 

they always place things in steps
and they always place things in parts
they always place ends and starts
they always have the last laugh

"so please get a job - one thats built on trust,
a work that tests your guts.."
...its all the same
its all endless paths

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
i'm still alone &
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're still alone
and im alien
and im connected to all the world 
im alien
and we're alien
and we're connected to all the world
we're alien

i'm all alone
though im together with all my friends im still alone
x 4
i'm still alone
x 8

Alien & Connected

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
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Youtube - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q 
Apple music - https://music.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG -  https://www.instagram.com/sepha.a
Twitter - https://www.twitter.com/_SEPHA
VK - https://vk.com/sephaofficial
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Lyrics: 
i'm spending every day
goin insane
talkin to screens
voices in the walls they squeeze me

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

welcome to the era of mass death
unemployment
oligarks
and isolated enjoyment
natures collapse
with self accountability the central employment
not the systemic poisons 
and our daily routines
given more to screens
their reality illusive yet intrusive
click bait dreams
happy days where desires
are figured out for me
let my pores perspire
formulations for my needs
oh...
and a couple of crowds 
are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

well you might feel so corny when you put love first
cos lovin doesn't talk inside the echo church
every roll i'm on they follow in every angry word
daily saving different targets 
manifest my thirst

opinions 
i'm surrounded 
might be catered to til the grave
arteries clogged but still enabled 
on many boards of the same face
see the one's you disagree with 
silenced and called fascistic
no one can expose their ignorance
when they're not platformed with real statistics
oh...
and the crowds are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

so gimme your hate
your hate speech
hate speech so i can speak freely 
no one gets shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb
when you hear them out loud

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

them that preach

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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