Feast w/ Burgos

go listen 2 faeri: https://soundcloud.com/faeriurufi

star lost

star lost (feat. faeri)

@rivilin

Lyrics

Yeah, I swear that someone's fucking died in this room
I think it's haunted, I swear it’s haunted yeah
Feeling like there’s eyes just in the corner
They're watching me yeah, it's paranoia always

Feeling like im not worth much to you
It's what you said yeah, but they ignore ya and say that
The stars in the sky yeah they're not for you yeah
Cus they don't suit ya, cus your not perfect, not worthy

But I say fuck them they're all just cunts yeah
I'll build a staircase up and grab the things they denied you from the start
So fuck all of this negativity yeah, 
I don't want to be sad for the fucking rest of my life and you fucking know that

I'll show you that you’re worth just everything yeah
You know that id kill a fucking another just to see that you get home in the end
Cus I don't give a fuck about another
I just want you, yeah, to start the spark of the ember inside

Yeah cus I feel like your just the fucking one yeah 
The fucking one yeah, who puts a smile on my face
Im sick of fucking feeling like im scared yeah
Like im scared yeah but im not gonna waste this fucking  chance

Cus I never fucking thought id ever be happy yeah
I’d be happy yeah, so what the fuck have you just done to me
Cus you just make me want to be alive yeah,
Just believe yeah, I don't feel like I want to die early

What the fuck I'm in a dream
Everything can't be how it seems

This is too good to be true
Man I must've got some screws loose
Lost in my brain
No way this feeling fake

I been fucking happy lately
Just creating in my lane, please
No fucking lames, I just want this feeling safe

So baby don't you play me
Cuz it might just fucking break me
Might just lose my fucking life and take yours on the way b

Sorry, kind of crazy
My trauma fucking made me
A little bit fucked up and now my triggers got me shaking

But do not fucking worry cuz my empathy trump hate, I relate
To the fucking pain, I know we'll find a way
So just hang on to that feeling that I know you stashed away
Its okay baby,  manic, but I understand the pain

Yeah cus I feel like your just the fucking one yeah 
The fucking one yeah, who puts a smile on my face
Im sick of fucking feeling like im scared yeah
Like im scared yeah but im not gonna waste this fucking  chance

Cus I never fucking thought id ever be happy yeah
I’d be happy yeah, so what the fuck have you just done to me
Cus you just make me want to be alive yeah,
Just believe yeah, I don't feel like I want to die early

Mental Scars

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$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Mental Scars

YCK x Vasporo - NASCENT - September 9th

Prod. Vasporo @vasporo

Industries are dying change is coming your replacement
Is a robot that’s been coded and set up for automation
Everybody’s out here doing it but careful when you come aboard
Chips inserted can’t be pried up taken from the motherboard
AI brought up to speed we taught a rock to think
Stage fright now it’s defunct then watch the carbon sink
Been installed up in the molecules and having struggles breathing
So we wipe away the cause observing how the puddle deepens
Coastal attack hurricanes come
And if I was in charge I was certain they’d done
Anything to get me out of that position governing
The LZ’s hot and the engine in it’s sputtering
Aircraft’s fragile the Tower of Babel
Transported to the tree watching the apple
Aura seductive my core I’m destructive
You don’t see half of what it is that I’m stuck with

Inhale the particles
Exhale how far it goes
Voice is gone my drunken rambles
And how I’ve aged and come to gamble
Behind my eyes inside my skull
Between my ears the sound is dulled
Will you keep the spirits high
And hold the essence here alive
Below my skin beneath the pores
Before I search for something more
Will I have my answer then
To throw my goals and shatter them

Market’s free innovation we’re not like the other guys
Money doesn’t mean a thing the government had subsidized
Fuel and water fool the spotter AA aimed at atmosphere
Then spread the documents and circulate the blueprints dragged in here
Preach read revelations the apocalypse is nigh
Maybe new beginnings and the teachings are objectified
Circuitry wrong and deservedly brought
Us a wrath we can’t imagine
Certainly not just a curse that we got
It’s one we can’t examine
Thunder’s bringing waves of heat and 
What food we’re eating hormonal treatments
Artificial cybernetic find it I exist
And we’re dimming and we’re waning that don’t take a scientist
Unplugged pulled from the grid and the framework
Crazed and distraught bring the act to the state first
Many been unworthy there ain’t many designated
Pick an alternate decision when it’s all premeditated

Inhale the particles
Exhale how far it goes
Voice is gone my drunken rambles
And how I’ve aged and come to gamble
Behind my eyes inside my skull
Between my ears the sound is dulled
Will you keep the spirits high
And hold the essence here alive
Below my skin beneath the pores
Before I search for something more
Will I have my answer then
To throw my goals and shatter them

Essence

Harry Styles - as it was (gravagerz Remix)

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
cover art by SEPHA.
mix/master w/ CH!O 
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Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
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Lyrics -

nightwalker
thoughts of ex lovers keep playin thru my head
i'm a street stalker
there's no end there's no start in the streets i'll find my cleanse
i
always feel my legs are stuck
walk the night to keep my strut
pavement light street animal
the sky guards me like a sentinel

problems with me they be willing to be spilling thru my days out they poor like acid scoring points across a broken face
x2

so
night walk animal
i'll stay up til the day with u
i'll stay up til the day with u
x2
nocturnal in my brain for u

night terror
u got me locked in fevers and breaking sweats
but u know me better
than the tedious working life
for someone elses dreams i bet

i wanna be the hellbent ride
in some crime plot twist 90's highway
thriller where the villain is the hero
and the worlds a lie


night walk animal
i'll stay up til the day with u
i'll stay up til the day with u
x4
nocturnal in my brain for u

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Nightwalk Animal

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mix/master w/ ch!o
cover art by izu chung
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Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
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Lyrics-

ridin thru a dead landscape with u 
now its calm
nightwalker on the trail of the past
disarmed
by the guns of future men
standin mean before u when 
the statues fall now the towers small
and the dreams they sell of when the sky tried to repel our gases
but some work of human genius survived it
now the engines can revive u

let the light wrap u in a spell
and the wind revive u
x2

speechless my friend
but we're together in the hour of the dead
(tryna revive the feeling again)
x4

ridin thru an automated city 
with u wheel to wheel
street stalkers on the trail of the past 
they steal
from the work of future men
make us lazier than we were back then
u lost the gruel
8 hour fuel
of the work under egos for a lame wage
ask if u now use ur time in a better way?
or does the lack of dismay
and boredom
fuel a new kinda lust
in engine dreams
above menial tasks
and boring things
in endless time 
with idle dimes
in endless time 
with idle dimes

let the light wrap u in a spell
and the wind revive u
and the wind revive u

speechless my friend
but we're together in the hour of the dead
(tryna revive the feeling again)
x4

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engine dreams

(second album, 'Alien and connected' - out soon)
Written/Performed by SEPHA.
Produced by SEPHA. & CH!O
cover art by nikita ono
mix/master w/ CH!O 
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AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
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Lyrics - 

a love thats built on lust
a love thats built on trust
and passion
its all the same
its all hard

when life keeps teaching you
how to be alone
they say don't know yourself
know what you want 
its all what you want

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
we're still alone 
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're alien 
and im alien
when im connected to all the world 
im alien
and im all alone
when im together with all my friends 
im still alone 

they always place things in steps
and they always place things in parts
they always place ends and starts
they always have the last laugh

"so please get a job - one thats built on trust,
a work that tests your guts.."
...its all the same
its all endless paths

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
i'm still alone &
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're still alone
and im alien
and im connected to all the world 
im alien
and we're alien
and we're connected to all the world
we're alien

i'm all alone
though im together with all my friends im still alone
x 4
i'm still alone
x 8

Alien & Connected

https://www.instagram.com/ashtr3y
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SPOTIFY STREAM

Lurkin' For Firearms (prod. Greaf & Cat Soup)

Things get better :) I know this first hand
Reach out to your family, friends or your local crises center for help. People care about your well being.
https://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/

prod https://soundcloud.com/crclxx
cover @muski_blegh

Lyrics
I got death notes some suicide texts ho like
Some that I wrote, that you wrote, we ain’t all fine
I got texts in my phone that will make me cry
I got texts in my phone from people that died

I AIN’T GOT THIS NO MORE JUST GO FUCKING DIE
SICK OF TEXT FROM THESE PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME CRY
ITS NOT MY JOB TO CHOOSE IF YOU LIVE OR DIE
I CANT HANDLE THE STRESS I MIGHT FLY TONIGHT

Threats of death are in my head
All this pains surrounding me
And I love the ones I date
And I hate the ones that fake

I got death notes some suicide texts ho like
Some that I wrote, that you wrote, we ain’t all fine
I got texts in my phone that will make me cry
I got texts in my phone from people that died

And I’m sorry but bitch I can’t save your life
You manipulate me into staying right
Well fuck all that cuz I’m packing up tonight
As you screaming that if I leave you gun die

I aint pick up this phone tonight
But I pray that you fucking survive
And I’m sorry I couldn’t be fine but your messages got me fucked up all the time

I got death notes some suicide texts ho like
Some that I wrote, that you wrote, we ain’t all fine
I got texts in my phone that will make me cry
I got texts in my phone from people that died

Death Notes

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Death Notes (CRCL)

prod https://soundcloud.com/crclxx
cover https://www.instagram.com/muskisdead

Lyrics

Hate my days
All the same
Never change
Lonely fate

Hate my days
All the same
Never change
Lonely fate

Hate my days
All the same
Never change
Lonely fate

Hate my days
All the same
Never change
Lonely fate

Lately
I hate me
My self love
Is fading like

Numbing from a drink
Lagers at my feet
Devil whispering sold my soul for hits

Big hits
Im fucked quick
To forget my pain bitch now

I’m a piece of shit
Gotta fucking dip
Where the fucking liqs
Fiending for a bit

What the fuck have I become
Miserable to fucking much
Slave to feel a little numb cuz everyday feel like a rut

I ain’t give a single fuck
Where the fuck I’m ending up
I ain’t got no fuckings plans that ima fall back on im done

Lately
I hate me
My self love
Is fading like

Numbing from a drink
Lagers at my feet
Devil whispering sold my soul for hits

Big hits
Im fucked quick
To forget my pain bitch now

I’m a piece of shit
Gotta fucking dip
Where the fucking liqs
Fiending for a bit

Spiraling

Spiraling (CRCL)

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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