Lyrics: Wipe it off I just love to hide the cost 
I hate your voice but I love on how it sounds 
It’s so soft 
I cannot get over it 
Don’t you ever think 
That I’m over this.

Clementine 
Sweet as time 
I just love it 

It’s the vibe 
That you ride 
I can’t stop it 

Let’s just ride 
In the night 
Like it’s nothing 

Watch the sky 
As we die 
Theres no fucking 

Baby fuck them all I just want you 
I cannot lie I hope you want me too

(After all you’re still lost 
Where your home? 
Nevermind, it’s your loss 
Why’d you go? 
It’s your time 
Your true colors 
What you showed 
I just wish 
That you never 
Had to go.)

is it worth it? (prod. dash)

all of mine (forever)

DLL iNJECTION

produced by brody mckeegan and ghostdaughter

lyrics:
I'm face down in the mud
I only taste the blood
You think I'll fall in love
If you can make me come
I try and try to run
I writhe beneath your touch
She hides until you're done
But I can't get enough

Tie me up
Drink me dry
This is the only way you do it
You make me beg for my life
Break me down
Black my eyes
This is how you always do it
Make me your sick sad child bride

I'm face down in the mud
I only taste the blood
You think I'll fall in love
If you can make me come
I try and try to run
I writhe beneath your touch
She hides until you're done
But I can't get enough

Turn me on
Punch out my lights
This isn't how my daddy raised me
You'll have a corpse before a wife

I'm sick, touch me, I'll die
I'm dark, I need your fire
Cut me open, make me empty
Make me what you desire

What you desire (Oh-oh)
What you desire (Oh-oh)
What you desire (Oh-oh)
Oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh

I'm face down in the mud
I only taste the blood
You think I'll fall in love
If you can make me come
I try and try to run
I writhe beneath your touch
She hides until you're done
But I can't get enough


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face down in the mud

melacorp.

Ghosts are Real

rot 
i can’t deal with all of it 
i’m starting to feel nauseous 
would you want to talk? 
but please don’t mind the silence 
my brain just isn’t kind to me 

stay alive 
say a lie
wish that i could speak my mind 
but i’ve got so much to lose 
that i’d rather keep my pride  
say its fine
then we die 
it all feels like wasted time 
say are you wasting my time?

yeah i should stay my distance
promise that’s just how i know to be
i like it much better
when nobody seems to notice me 
stay and listen?
but i've been bored of all the fucking grief
no one seems to comprehend 
yet they have the songs on repeat 

i’m pleading my silence
no reason for violence 
i’m not gonna take this outside 
i’ve been subconsciously cautious 
of inhaling your toxins 
but seems that i let them inside 
there’s no way to find what’s wrong now 
cause i moved on so why the comedown

untitled freestyle [prodsecre x sorrow bringer]

prod. acey

stalkin me baby ill leave by the morning
you make me scared thers no point in ignoring
you every night, and leaving you afraid
i know that you never wanted it this way
talk to me

ill show you what you mean to me my darling
ill be honest
hold me in your arms

just please
call me back
ill be there
even if you needed some fresh air ill drive to you

ill be there in a second, dont you worry
i know youre hurting

my soul is on your body
my mind is yours, my heart is
attached to you my darling
my life is yours dont worry
oh i love you

happy as can, but girl youre hurting
youre strong i notice

im proud of you my darling
although i cry a lot its just cause i adore you
cant live without you

Oh Lord Jesus
help me and my precious
i trust in you i mean it
my love for her is seamless

just please
call me back
ill be there
even if you needed some fresh air ill drive to you

ill be there in a second, dont you worry
i know youre hurting

call me back

Nowhere now to run so what we finna do,
I came through with rockets ; and these pills for you,
we share them by the river throwin cans of booze,
where were you at night when I was sitting on that Freeway?

Gone from me? 'Coz I was far from you.
You could get the Devil, I still won't fall for you.

You love to Lie You love to Hide from it

Stress out,
Living life forever, when you feel it all..
I knew you was danger when I seen you girl,
didn't wanna have to go n see you go

Nightfall

Produced by YOUNG MADZ

Lyrics

I miss a girl that doesn't exist, I don't ever think she did
Don't try to decipher the shit I say, ain't no need cause I'm telling you it
I ain't tryna be abstract, I ain't even tryna be real
I don't even wanna numb my pain no more cause the pain all that I feel

I could build up a whole damn house and I still couldn't call it home
God, it's okay if you send me to Hell cause I went when I was 14 years old
And I don't think that I left, I just decorated my room
I fell for a girl not there, how the fuck she leave me too?

Settled for someone close but close ain't what we are
But we can't leave now, did too much and we come too far
With the way I can say these words, I paint a picture clear like Kodak
It's like every song I'm on, I be calling my spirts and they call back

I ain't scared but I think that you should be
Cause the place I bring you to puts you in a space that you can't leave
You can run off if you want but what's that gonna do?
If what you're running from is already living inside of you?

You should end it, go ahead grab that gun
Go ahead, pull that slide, go ahead let off one
They'll be okay without you, you'll better without them
They don't care about you, don't make this all about them

This where it ends, this is what it all led to
Every path you take goes back here
There ain't no where left to go anymore
But you don't have to worry anymore

You don't have to worry anymore
You don't have to worry anymore
You don't have to worry anymore
Anymore, anymore

WHAT IF IT DOESN'T GET BETTER? WHAT IF I DO THIS WRONG?
WHAT IF I HIT THE WRONG RECEPTOR AND I CAN'T BECOME GONE?
WHAT IF I WRITHE IN PAIN AND SOMEBODY FINDS ME ALIVE?
AND I CAN'T SAVE MY SOUL BUT THEY STILL SAVE MY LIFE?

everything by me

thank you for being here.
take care; as well as you can, as you are

what i heard whispered "it is all the same"
and i'm tired, of taking on that weight,
i'm wired and i'm trying to find her
you liar, you liar

cups rest beside the bed that keeps the body tied
a slow end, he'll try again yet something isn't right
it's pouring, as water runs the lungs of flooded eyes
the morning has led the wren to question it's own life

doesn't mean it don't exist if you don't feel it
the bat got me taking flight purging all villians
my whole life all i've known is a cold feeling
gripping vices alike, become the known illest
soul-stealing homes appeal him most
taken of his own and made a host
supplement contrived of what he knows
jeopardized, but it don't seem to show

cycling roads end, dividing unknown land
i'd rather be scarred than left deep in the heartless
those cursed of sight find contentment in low strides
somehow he's been alright, yeah right, what a bold lie

what i heard whispered "it is all the same"
and i'm tired, of taking on that weight,
i'm wired and i'm trying to find her
you liar, you liar

halving days, another broken ballad
dissonance within of what is valid
turn your back against it when you hear it,
cowardice convincing you it's fearless
staring down the mirror will suck you in
i do it just to feel it all again
sensitized of strife yet still indifferent
reconnaissance of his creating distance

(4x)
i know it's gonna hurt but i let it,
i know it's gonna hurt, but i let it as i've been, yeah

what i heard whispered "it is all the same"
and i'm tired, of taking on that weight,
i'm wired and i'm trying to find her
you liar, you lia-

thornmade

guitar by @jolst
drums by me
mix by me & @lottaheart
master by @jolst

lyrics

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch (ly @onlyfriendyeah)
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

if im comfy in my coat
you should wear it then
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

theres something bout your eyes
i cant help but stare at them
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

i promise
it'll be worth it
you deserve it
can you wait for me?

i promise
i'll make it perfect
you deserve it
just hold on tight for me

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

every time i see you smile
every time i see you laugh
makes me realise im so lucky
your the best ive ever had
can't believe you want me too?
wtf
did i do?
i did not 
deserve you
your so perfect
bulletproof
bulletproof
every word, every move, every mood
your untouched by the pain that left me bruised
that left me bruised
what would i do
without you?

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

pumpkin patch [prod jolst]

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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