Music Video https://youtu.be/MlefFGaZmlM

prod https://soundcloud.com/netuhbeats

Lyrics

White wine sipping
I got problems and they bite back

Shoulders feeling heavy from weight
Bitch I might crack

Chase a fucking high I got a date
Where the dope at

Fuck around I think I'm gunna black, mixed the Prozac

White wine sipping
Full speed sprinting
Background tripping
Don’t talk just listen

Shadow boy twitching
Mind go missing
Fuck up kids we gun die young wishing

I seen bodies on deck, got me fucked up
I been washing the dead, that’s my culture
I ain’t capping this shit, I am $LOTHBOI
Authentic and bitch I got texts meant for last words

I ain’t capping, I’m broke bitch I’m laughing
At memories tragic to deal with the manic
Like
I’m in panic, some damage I’m frantic
Got memories static in my head I’m petrified

White wine sipping
Full speed sprinting
Background tripping
Don’t talk just listen

Shadow boy twitching
Mind go missing
Fuck up kids we gun die young wishing

Rather be blind than be deaf
Music magic

Kill me if I lose my voice
I got passion

Weight in my words cuz you know I be bout it
The panic, the manic, I feel so damn justified

I got problems on deck
Some tiny some big
I’m too introverted to have all these friends

I'm blessed in the end
Got devilish trends
And people that bumping my shit fuck a trend

White wine sipping
Full speed sprinting
Background tripping
Don’t talk just listen

Shadow boy twitching
Mind go missing
Fucked up kids we gun die young wishing

I’ve been awake for a really long time
Fucked up on red just to shut up my mind
Wake up at 10 and that shit be PM
Man I’m stuck in a cycle I ain't tryna end

Shadowboi

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Shadowboi (NetuH) [Music Video ↓]

prod https://soundcloud.com/amertm
feat https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
cover @slothboipapi

Lyrics

Haven't left my room in 3 days
This pain its got me
Procrastinating, like

Sloth really crying to sleep
Cuz loneliness peaks
And I'm a fucking loser

Drown in pain
Hate my days
I'm finna break

Locked inside by choice of mine
Disintegrate

Mental state decay by day
I am afraid

Of thoughts of mine they wondering
I'm finna break

I drink daily
To forget the pain
I want love, not trust issues from past mistakes

I feel hazy
I ain't want this day
Stuck in cycles of trauma I can't escape

Watch me and the bottle slip backwards away from here
Watch me and the bottle slip backwards away from here

Watch me and the smoke hang around the ceiling like a wraith of my fears
A wraith of my fears

I'm going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I be going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I'm going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I be going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

Haven't left my room in 3 days
This pain its got me
Procrastinating, like

Sloth really crying to sleep
Cuz loneliness peaks
And I'm a fucking loser

I drink daily (Dark my eyes)
To forget the pain (As I see the light)
I want love, not trust issues from past mistakes

I feel hazy (Name my fate)
I ain't want this day (As I hate my days)
Stuck in cycles of trauma I can't escape

Trapped

Trapped w/ SEPHA. (Amertume)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics:
6am
get up
feel doubt
shake it off
walk about
while the sleeping sky is teasing you
tally scores
of the chores
of ur day
to rid away
all the clouds
that carry all ur desires and gods

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u
so let it go
x2

works ends
it sucked
now its night time
ur a night guy
work for breaks guy
have a pint guy
hide ur thoughts guy
and appear
all smiles
to live the day
its first world problems
at a table
while third world devastation
through a screen
far away
makes u stressed at yourself
thinking why am i taking this for granted sink another one in on a bread line
not a death line
just a casual small wage alienation with information overload to keep you always envy dreaming

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u 
so let it go
x2

its weekend 
wake up
make upf
or all the lost
hours spent on time for someone else
indulge
go big
everything's yours
to give 
til it goes back to the grind again
and u check ur
ur wasitline
ur frownline
ur health and ur bank account
and think why did i do that thing fuck it
its another day
probably do it again
try to break the pattern before it goes in circles

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
leave all my worries in an old life
leave all my worries in an old life
leave all my worries in a

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u
so let it go
x2

so many things (that could kill u)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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no u never (gave into them)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics:

soon as we learnt to use
we were fated to use up
fated to use up
x3

soon as we learnt to create 
we were fated to end 
we were fated to end
we were fated and 
x2

when i felt the beating sun
as we made out
it was more precious 
then all the plans my mind made up
and laid out
as goals and measures
x2

oh
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy

soon as we learnt to be restless
we learnt to sell it up
sell it all up and
x2

soon as we learnt to create 
we were fated for death
we made hopes that end
we were fated to
it's 
what u create
you behold
what you hold
you imperfectly control
imperfectly can

when i felt the beating sun
as we made out
it was more precious 
then all the plans my mind made up
and laid out
as goals and measures
x2

oh
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy

the only enemy is your mind

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
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this whole world
is too much
to ever know
to ever know

other world's won't come and go 
though we might forsake this oh
and we'll never know

so we laugh about it
it won't be so tragic then
x2
no it won't be so tragic then
it won't be so tragic then
(so we laugh about it...)
no it won't be so tragic then
it won't be so tragic then

i'm
drifting like a bird
deathbound
i'm icarus
x2

if you bring me down just know
know i'll rise again
drunk on stars and 
high on your laugh
in speeding cars on flashing paths
i'm
drifting
drifting
drifting
like icarus

deathbound

Chaos Rising

Between - Acoustic Folk Music

lo quemé todo

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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