Memo 3 - 24 July 2020 5:55 pm

Mole

PEARL

[Mixed and Mastered by Kyle Williams]

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LYRICS:

Don't you think that I've been honest
But I guess you won't believe me no more
All the craziness you're going through
Makes you detest what it meant and what it all came up for

Funny thing about moment
Is that all it passes quick be sure
All the craziness you're going through makes you suggest 
That it might not be even worth it

Meanwhile you just want to wake up
And forget the weight of pain that you've got
Been here still for seven days
Torn yourself up seven ways
Who could tell you if its worse than you thought
Makes you sleep with one eye open
Holding to the rope and wondering if it's real or it's not
For the fun of it

Even innocent pearl dancing on the glass seeing how memories curl
Even innocent pearl

Coping with a lot
How the hell this fire started from a single spark
Burning, causing wrath
Leaving ashes from behind
All that's left is god damn silence in the aftermath

What you wanted it all to be
You no longer see reflection of a person you used to be
All delirious thoughts have got out of control
Since you've let the darkness settle in your head for so long

Even innocent pearl dancing on the glass, seeing how memories curl

Meanwhile you just want to wake up
And forget the weight of pain that you've got
Been here still for seven days
Torn yourself up seven ways
Who could tell you if its worse than you thought
Makes you sleep with one eye open
Holding to the rope and wondering if it's real or it's not
For the fun of it

2022

Pearl

Lyrics:
every hour
every path or clue
dunno where i'm going now 
it's every hour 
every hour
every path or clue
Failure got me looking elsewhere
It’s in your grasp
Focus on the good now
Not the hollow promises
The fakes that brought you down

Why must the pain outweigh the pleasure
The good love writes the past
The numbness weeks can measure
The best feelings went too fast 
The best feelings went too fast and so I grew
and so I grew
I grew 
Just like you
Just like you
Just like you

In the absence of noise I will find a place to
Lay my head with you
Lay my head with you x3

Roll your head up like a map
And hide it in the furthest corner
Hollow trees keep reaching further
Nothing disturbs the branches murmurs
And nothing makes the roots doubt earth but
Our clocks catch up like the sun

In the absence of noise I will find a place to
Lay my head with you
Lay my head with you x3

(stimuli) every hour

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lyrics

you can see the pain right in my face- dont take me back
just let me disconnect from anything i feel around my neck
i cant trust a fcking bitch i never seem to find a way                          
why youre talking like a man?  i never saw you in the maze
terryfied in wonderland the feeling made me sick
breaking from the weight of my illusions let me sink
empty promise in my casket now im living like im hollow
you can watch my body but im watching from a shadow
i woke up feelin fucked up
all this shit i had to feel it left me messed up
i wont ever talk about this shit i had to  -
when i wake up i remember how we /
home alone forever see the lies in every face
now i never trust nobody bitch i always smell the taste
bloody shelter in your area you better find some space
(no delay)
you was in the spot but i wont change my fcking way

way to many memories i wish i could forget
modify the way i feel but i will never get it back
now i play this game alone i saw my shadow in the room
all this fcking pain inside of me press the devil in my tune
you wont see me soon         its a late night 22
slowly gettin used to all the pain you feel it too
i see a nightmare when i wake up hope one day its gettin better
i fell on the other side and now im stuck in my connector
you can steal my shoes but you cant take a fcking step
lay awake like everynight release me from this head/hell
and its so hard to keep going but we fight for better days
i said lowlife is the gang and you can see it in my face

CAMOUFLAGE SKIN (prod. FALLEN)

and the cold city rooms pulsate..

away from me

only kindness(demo)

lantern 2

XI. (prod. forever,always+)

started this song April 2nd 2019 - wanted to imitate a full choir as 1 person, so i recorded a 100+ vocal takes standin in different spots round my bedroom. did a bunch of diff voices to simulate a mix of ppl and blended all the layers together. took over a year to b happy wit tha mix n August 21 2020 after ~35 versions i finished it - track inspired by classical composers like hans zimmer

Lyrics

Tonight
I will Summon
Death

Blood
Will spill
Again

Hell
On earth
Will spread

Apocalyptic Ends

Rituals
Sell my soul
Blood will stain the cold grey floors

Face will drain
Bodies cold
Angels cries will turn to wine

Drunk again
Sinners fate
Devil loves the way I drink

Everything
Has a price
Life for life and eye for eye

I been through this shit, bitch I really seen some demons
Suicide follows me in different forms of people
Remember when I held your fucking head while you were seizin
Remember when we robbed the fucking site when we were tweaking
Remember when I stood on top of bridges fucking thinking
Remember all the fucking times I didn’t know you cheated
Remember when I ran from the fucking cops drinking
I been through this shit, bitch I really seen some demons

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