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Lyrics

I been sitting in the same damn room
For the last 3 days
This gun be my tomb

New year with the same damn booze
And the same bad news
Rip MF DOOM

I create to survive
Don't you fucking talk

Down on me boy
Bitch you ain't know what I've lost

Ex bitch with the notes gun kill herself
Blame it all on me, like its my fault, I cannot help

If I leave you gun die, hold it over me
Chain me up, like a mutt, ima dirty beast

If I leave and you die can I live with these
Thoughts in my head telling me pull it to the beat

Your abusive
You manipulate
All these thoughts in my brain got me in a craze

I'm the object
That you want to stay
Tryna leave but your gripping me to fucking stay

Cus I don't fucking get, don't fucking get it
What did you mean what a minute no fuck it forget it
I deserve better then this, your taking the piss
Another bottle down is this bliss, you think ill be missed, I know I wont

Waking on the edge of fucking suicide
Teetering from left to right you know its fucking do or die
All we got's this music shit man we lie and say were fine
Popping pills just to feel something more then this emptiness inside

How the fuck
Do I stop all these memories
Flooding into me, like a gutter I got rotten leaves

I be seeing every frame in the kitchen sink
Ghosts in my past man I miss my brother Davey G

This some real shit so fuck all you fake bots
I got loved ones in coffins it ain't stop
I got exes that crazy we aint talk
I got problems and they wanna out ya

Ima break it
I can't take it
All these thoughts in my head cuz you crazy

You be gripping me babe
So watch as I take
Off cuz your hate aint got no fuckin weight

SLOTHBOI ain't giving you love
When you only get happy when I be fucked up
I'll see your face in the dust
Cuz I'm moving on from your grip issa bust

Put a knife in my mouth lacerate all round
Until my tongues on the floor, 404 I'm not found
Cus I all I see is your fucking freckles and perfect smile
But every time I look into your eyes you kill me just a little bit inside

So you break the fucking bottle over my head tell my friends I'm better off dead
Yeah I know they're fucking with you more then me
So I cut off everyone stay inside my fucking room
Got the slothboi by my back, don't fuck with you that's a fact

Chains

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Chains w/ Rivilin (5head)

lets lay together in this empty grave
sorry for last night i tend to snap
cant control my emotions
engraving my name in your skin

theres no fun in burying your corpse
six feet under i held the fucking torch
im in your walls
im in your head
everytime you lie, it dont matter, it dont matter, it dont matter
everytime you cry, dead girl, dead girl, dead girl

im just an actor in your shitty little game
drown me away
she said she would hold me close now she dead
drown me away

cutting my wrists
its the only way i cope
burning my skin
theres nothing left to hold

barreling down in the depths of darkness
holding my heart in your hands im heartless
you took it all away from me i dont care
cause your fucking useless you have none to spare
i would bury myself if i fucking could
i would put myself in my grave if i could
erase all these memories
cause i know they aint coming back

dead girl

sadness and hatred 2 (ft. destroyedxvi & killmoore)

PRXJEK-MaskAwayThePain

prod ARAM
music video https://youtu.be/p2H8I_v_JeM?si=bWSvtWF5G2PxL2EZ

lyrics

I love you
I can’t lose
I love you
I can’t lose

You want me dead
Be careful feelings spread
Holding all that in you
You gun blow up in the end

So instead
Let go
The best revenge
Is love

Show some kindness to your devil
Then you’ll reach the minds ascend

Ascend
Ascend
Ascend until you reach your innocence

Ascend
Ascend
Ascend until you reach your innocence

I’m sorry
I’m drowning
I struggle my heart pounding

I’m bounded
I’m sinking
My hands are tied I’m leaving

No breathing
No feeling
I seize up fucking freezing

You feel it
Increasing
Your hole is not appeasing

You want me dead
Be careful feelings spread
Holding all that in you
You gun blow up in the end

So instead
Let go
The best revenge
Is love

Show some kindness to your devil
Then you’ll reach the minds ascend

Angel i

Innocence

music video

Innocence [Music Video ↓]

music video https://youtu.be/WGkOhZrNrHI?si=kPzlJBcruqqEYWg9

lyrics

Just let the feeling in
Yuh
Its okay to live
To fester in the shit
To pester innocence
Why

Domesticate ya sin
It’s a state of mind
Don’t estimate your wins
Just be the one who is
Yuh  

Things are colder than they ever been
But I’m burning hot so Ima run it down
I sleep at night so I dream awake
Its an endless race and I'm running hard

Fuck it mean when you got a dream
And it become the reason you evading sleep
I cannot leave, I cannot eat
I create away the day until at peace
Yuh

Ima be chasing dreams till the day I die you can watch and see
Struggle I pay no mind to the failure that’s in front of me
Know that I can’t give up, that’s the only way that I fail me
Back to back I be skipping sleep
Laugh to laugh I be living free

Just let the feeling in
Yuh
Its okay to live
To fester in the shit
To pester innocence
Why

Domesticate ya sin
It’s a state of mind
Don’t estimate your wins
Just be the one who is
Yuh

I feel relief
When I see a seed
Get the water
Lets sprout the leaves
Rather fail that to never see
What could’ve would’ve should’ve maybe been

what could've would've should've maybe been

what could've would've should've maybe been [Music Video ↓]

oysterwhite_corpseeyes

fri(end)

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AboutYou

prod. Willix

lyrics:

and i hate u
love u
rip out my heart just to touch you
i tried my best just to love you
i tried my best just to...
i sold my soul i can never be saved
cut in my heart i dont feel any pain 
shes in my dreams to kill me in the brain 
and i never loved her she brought me on to pain

i hate you, i love you (prod willix)

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