Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE YouTube: https://youtu.be/IUoe6fPSXiM 💙

Underrated song fs, something about it man, just hits different, thanks for the heat Sepha🔥🔥🔥

cant get this song out of my head, so unique

disgrace parades

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

you said no yeah I don’t want to see you
well that’s fair yeah I get that I am being used
cut-up fucked up on the inside
im scared to death cus I thought you’d be right by my side

black eyes staring straight through my skin
I can see the transparency within
it’s like I wasn’t even there no no no
sometimes the pictures that you took showed me I could disappear

I fucked up wading down the hospital isle
you said forget about me, I begged to stay for a while
so wrap your arms, wrap your arms just around me
turn to stone, lose control push away and be alone

I know you hoped i suffered I know your with another
cus hating me was your favorite past time
I know you break and stutter your minds fucked take another
another pill just to help you forget my name

my bones are now disordered kick down the glass now cornered
crawling out on my stomach just to feel more pain
dialed up you never answered, you left me here abandoned
could it be that this isn’t love

you said no yeah I don’t want to see you
well that’s fair yeah I get that I am being used
cut-up fucked up on the inside
im scared to death cus I thought you’d be right by my side

hospital beds, I see my mother give a smile
she'll hold my hand as I push myself into denial
you could have been there even as a fucking friend
I hate myself cus I couldn’t hate you when you left

broken knuckles hit the wall pain it shudders through my core
it’s not the type of pain that relates to my hand being broke
drive me to the hospital screaming at me all along
sorry im not perfect, im not worth it, I just really try my best

not to be too much, to fucked up
it’s hard to cope when you say it’s just all  in my head
cus our loves a messy masterpiece were both fucked up and on our knees
begging for a drug just to take away the fucking pain

Weathercast

BLIND

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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Lyrics:
6am
get up
feel doubt
shake it off
walk about
while the sleeping sky is teasing you
tally scores
of the chores
of ur day
to rid away
all the clouds
that carry all ur desires and gods

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u
so let it go
x2

works ends
it sucked
now its night time
ur a night guy
work for breaks guy
have a pint guy
hide ur thoughts guy
and appear
all smiles
to live the day
its first world problems
at a table
while third world devastation
through a screen
far away
makes u stressed at yourself
thinking why am i taking this for granted sink another one in on a bread line
not a death line
just a casual small wage alienation with information overload to keep you always envy dreaming

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u 
so let it go
x2

its weekend 
wake up
make upf
or all the lost
hours spent on time for someone else
indulge
go big
everything's yours
to give 
til it goes back to the grind again
and u check ur
ur wasitline
ur frownline
ur health and ur bank account
and think why did i do that thing fuck it
its another day
probably do it again
try to break the pattern before it goes in circles

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
leave all my worries in an old life
leave all my worries in an old life
leave all my worries in a

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u
so let it go
x2

so many things (that could kill u)

SHVDXW LVNDS (ft. GhostThaKid, Tsunami J. & Manhertz)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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Lyrics:

soon as we learnt to use
we were fated to use up
fated to use up
x3

soon as we learnt to create 
we were fated to end 
we were fated to end
we were fated and 
x2

when i felt the beating sun
as we made out
it was more precious 
then all the plans my mind made up
and laid out
as goals and measures
x2

oh
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy

soon as we learnt to be restless
we learnt to sell it up
sell it all up and
x2

soon as we learnt to create 
we were fated for death
we made hopes that end
we were fated to
it's 
what u create
you behold
what you hold
you imperfectly control
imperfectly can

when i felt the beating sun
as we made out
it was more precious 
then all the plans my mind made up
and laid out
as goals and measures
x2

oh
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy

the only enemy is your mind

Control ft. Sepha (Prod. thislandis)

https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
https://soundcloud.com/erlaxcase

Lyrics

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

And I be scared
To message my friends
To tell em I'm manic and I'm on bend

Like what can they say
And what can they do
I know the answer, and they know it too

Nothing can save me
Shit I am broken
I'm just a baby
Crying from motion

Shit I been fighting some thoughts
So I'm writing these bars
So I ain't end it all

I be crying
As I write this song
I be fighting
But I ain't that strong

What is right now
I know only wrong
Where did I go
I was happy once

I was happy once
I hate what I have become
I knew happiness
Now I know that pain is shit

I knew not to quit
Now I'm looking down a bridge
I knew happiness
I knew happiness

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make u come undone
Don't let the cunts make u come undone

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make you come undone
Don't let the cunts make you come undone

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

Happy

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Happy w/ SEPHA (ERLAX)

https://soundcloud.com/erlaxcase
https://soundcloud.com/leoivmusic

Lyrics

How you feeling sloth
Shit I'm feeling fucking lost

Got a double cup
I'm sipping till the sun come up

Got a couple reasons
Why they call me fucking bum

Bitch I'm running outta luck
Screaming till I'm fucking numb

Told me
This no game
But you cheat

Red drop
Down my cheek
Cuz I bleed

Feel weak
Cuz life's bleak
So I'm geeked

Sick of fucking lies that they spitting through they fucking teeth

I got bad days
Cuz I be missing all of the dead

I be chanting
Some prayers cuz I'm playing pretend

It's the homies
That keeping me alive in the end
Where the fuck are my friends
Bitch I be blind from a bend

2 Months
3 Weeks
And 6 days

I want a quick death
And yea I'm in the fast lane

Mouth shut
Je ne veux pas parler
Eyes closed
Cest comme ca jsuis cassé

Dark tint can't even see dat bitch in the whip
Straight liqs I can't even feel what it is
So fucked tell me where the fuck that I am
Got rich I swear that I been losing my friends

I got bad days
Cuz I be missing all of the dead
I be chanting
Some prayers cuz I'm playing pretend
It's the homies
That keeping me alive in the end
Where the fuck are my friends
Bitch I be blind from a bend

Workaholic with addiction least I'm fucking honest
All these pussy boys be acting like they fucking flawless
Me and leo we be sober then we back up on it
Least we fucking know that we be dying, so we living lawless

Know my ex be hating that my music fucking poppin
Bitch I'm moving up the ladder with the homies we be mobbing
Ain't no fucking rookies no more, now we moving like we got it
Came up all together know my brothers know the struggle, honest

How you feeling sloth
Shit I'm feeling fucking lost

Got a double cup
I'm sipping till the sun come up

Got a couple reasons
Why they call me fucking bum

Bitch I'm running outta luck
Screaming till I'm fucking numb

Told me
This no game
But you cheat

Red drop
Down my cheek
Cuz I bleed

Feel weak
Cuz lifes bleak
So I'm geeked

Sick of fucking lies that they spitting through they fucking teeth

Bender

Bender w/ Leo IV (ERLAX)

Prod.Lil Faradeyy

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

Slow down em with fake thoughts
Boy rain streaming down my face, snot
Got weak knees and a tight chest
Feeling so low screaming FUCK THIS

It be hard to live when you like this
Time still when you fighting

But fuck around ima hold it down
Ima use it up n live a LIFE IM PROUD

Its hard to fucking stand up when your beat down
Mind broke legs are feeling weak now
Rundown town, I got a grim sound
Waiting for a meltdown, THIS IS WHAT THEY WANT NOW

Lost my sense of time
how can a couple seconds feel like a lifetime?
i swear i was doing alright
but then out of nowhere it hit me

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

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Left For Dead (Feat.$LOTHBOI)

Lyrics:

(Sample intro)
People look at you today, 20 years later, and they still have no idea what you’re about.
Tell me in a sentence who you are.
Nobody…
I’m nobody.
I’m a tramp, a bum, a hobo…
I’m a boxcar and a jug of wine…
And a straight razor if you get too close to me.

(Raze Chorus)
My back put in the corner
Bitch, pray to god I don’t be that
Never gonna repeat that
Back back-back when it was normal
To speak to you and get a god damn response,
and get a god damn response…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
I can’t turn back now
It’s Fade 2 Black black-black-black-black…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
I can’t turn back now
It’s Fade 2 Black black-black-black-black…

(Raze Verse)
…
It’s like a void
I can’t avoid
Asleep in my heart
Deep in my heart
Just like you were…
One time together became separated,
And now we’re just pieces with nothing related
My mother once told me to seek expiation,
Before I’m like father, before expiration…
…
Falling apart, falling apart…
(don’t save me)
Falling apart, falling apart…
So inviting, so exciting
I spoke to Viper and he told me
Death can be so inviting,
So exciting, so inviting…
Cos the shit don’t get no easier
I don’t know why, no, why?
I train my mind but it just seems to stay like that
No, why?
And I thought it would change
The more it changes nothing changes at all,
Changes at all, changes at all…

(Raze Chorus)
My back put in the corner
Bitch, pray to god I don’t be that
Never gonna repeat that
Back back-back when it was normal
To speak to you and get a god damn response,
and get a god damn response…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
I can’t turn back now
It’s Fade 2 Black black-black-black…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
I can’t turn back now
It’s Fade 2 Black black-black-black-black…

(Raze Verse)
-1st line intentionally unintelligible-
You can never really know
I don’t know how to do what you do
I don’t know…
It’d be silly to run I know
Maybe it’d be fine just to hide
Just to hide…

(Sample outro)
Well I just thought you might not like what I’d done and wanna do something about it.
I don’t much care for what you’ve done, a lot of people don’t how do you feel about that?
Well…
A lot of people think you’re a monster Charles…
Yeah a lot of people think you’re a monster because you reflect this news media on us! Cult leader… I never had long hair before I got busted, I never had a beard before I got busted. I went to shave and the guy said, “nah, you can’t shave”.
I said I need a razor to shave and he said “nah, you can’t shave, you can’t get a haircut we don’t want you to change your appearance”
So when you put the camera on me, for the first time in my life I ever had long hair and a beard.
You wanna, you want a shave? I shut em off if you want a shaven haircut.
Am I telling him right? I’m not of this generation.
You want a shaven haircut right now? I’ll shut em down right now, if you want a shaven haircut.
I was trying to explain to you, man, that a lot they pushed off on me is not me!

xxx

Fade 2 Black (RG1) V9 MASTER

Fade 2 Black (prod. razegod x minimum wade)

runawaytohellandswimwithawitch (Ft. Leon Johnston)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ @ch!o <3
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Social -
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Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics:

i can never sleep
screamin at the ceiling and i'm tearing at the sheets
all of my anxieties are running up to me
their frantic energy is overwhelming me
and i cant calm it down
the space i breathe
is also the prison where my mind can never keep
positive in lines of thought
it ties up endless seams
keep asking why til numbness consumes 
the feeling free

where nothing ever feels like anything anymore (x2)

all this human bondage wraps me up
and i don't feel the
unity of it all
and i don't feel the

i could never dream
dreaming is believing
then you're loosing everything
all of the naivety 
will lead you to worse things
find the strength to love the now
the comfort is the key
but i can't calm it 
down
the space i breathe 
is also now the prison 
where the learning hinders me
stay a little dumb and
stay a little meek
everything you learn and more
are keys but they're locks where 

nothing ever feels like anything anymore (x2)

all this human bondage wraps me up
and i don't feel the
unity of it all
and i don't feel the
(x2)

bridge //

all this human bondage wraps me up
and i don't feel the
unity of it all
and i don't feel the
(x2)

(backing vocals -
all this
human
bondage
bondage)

ALL OTHER PLATFORMS

human bondage

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ https://soundcloud.com/drunkgirlmusic <3
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Lyrics -

those doubts
I run them out
X2

Its those doubts
those doubts in ur mind still rise
u take ur time
drive u wild with hate away from growth in sight
u run them out
 legs tiger pounce in every stride
Thought that the powers above never towered high

But the powers above never brought me down 
Made the forces in my step
On shallow grounds 
X2

No man knows
Where the power is
Whose mouth speaks it
Who repeats it
Who imitates it
Then concretes it
Who imitates it then concretes it

Those demagogues
Them that seek it
Them that breathe it
Them that repeat it
Then concrete it
Them that repeat it then concrete it
Oh

Oh
Bring the colours out of you
Well I’ve been sleeping
in dark rooms
x2

Im so down
Wont let the powers above mess me more somehow 
Wont let the pride in my chest
Arch down to a bow 
Wont let the voices from the crowd
Become to loud 
Wont let the faceless noise
Bring heartless anger out

No man knows
Where the power is
Whose mouth speaks it
Who repeats it
Who imitates it
Then concretes it
Who imitates it then concretes it

No punch knows
Where the force is
Whose fist beats it
Whose neck seats it
Who recieves it
Then repeats it
Who imitates it then recieves it

Bring the colours out of you
I’ve been sleeping
In dark rooms

Bring me the colours out of you
Well I’ve been sleeping
in dark rooms
x3

Away from the others ive been waiting to
See u in colour ive been waiting to
See u in colours ive been waiting to
See u in colours ive been waiting to

Show me the power of u
of you
you
x4

demagogue

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ chio (https://soundcloud.com/user-780638133) <3
MUSIC VIDEO - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXAna5DzQTg
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Lyrics -

i played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts
x2

knew you loved to school me
how i knew you loved to school me then
how i knew you loved to school me
how i knew you loved to school me then
but i was clownin clownin clownin
but i was clownin clownin clownin

i hope 
we look
with a laugh
and relief in a better time
x2

i played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts
x2

lost clown in the over growth
the mud banks slippin down liquor slopes
and on the buzz i reached the tall heights
but my arm span sunk and lost focus on my sight

please no more bad news
they said they can't take it
disgrace parades
collapse brigades
please no more bad news
they said they can't take it

i hope 
we look
with a laugh
and relief in a better time
x4
in a better time

i threw those devices away
and deleted the self i made
for the maniac
who couldn't live
the day to day

played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts

spotify

better time

5 a DaY

5 A DaY (Prod. by lil flexer)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
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Twitter - https://www.twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics: 
i'm spending every day
goin insane
talkin to screens
voices in the walls they squeeze me

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

welcome to the era of mass death
unemployment
oligarks
and isolated enjoyment
natures collapse
with self accountability the central employment
not the systemic poisons 
and our daily routines
given more to screens
their reality illusive yet intrusive
click bait dreams
happy days where desires
are figured out for me
let my pores perspire
formulations for my needs
oh...
and a couple of crowds 
are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

well you might feel so corny when you put love first
cos lovin doesn't talk inside the echo church
every roll i'm on they follow in every angry word
daily saving different targets 
manifest my thirst

opinions 
i'm surrounded 
might be catered to til the grave
arteries clogged but still enabled 
on many boards of the same face
see the one's you disagree with 
silenced and called fascistic
no one can expose their ignorance
when they're not platformed with real statistics
oh...
and the crowds are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

so gimme your hate
your hate speech
hate speech so i can speak freely 
no one gets shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb
when you hear them out loud

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

them that preach

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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the only enemy is your mind

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