https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
https://soundcloud.com/prod5head

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/DGNFZz0PoHc

Lyrics

I been sitting in the same damn room
For the last 3 days
This gun be my tomb

New year with the same damn booze
And the same bad news
Rip MF DOOM

I create to survive
Don't you fucking talk

Down on me boy
Bitch you ain't know what I've lost

Ex bitch with the notes gun kill herself
Blame it all on me, like its my fault, I cannot help

If I leave you gun die, hold it over me
Chain me up, like a mutt, ima dirty beast

If I leave and you die can I live with these
Thoughts in my head telling me pull it to the beat

Your abusive
You manipulate
All these thoughts in my brain got me in a craze

I'm the object
That you want to stay
Tryna leave but your gripping me to fucking stay

Cus I don't fucking get, don't fucking get it
What did you mean what a minute no fuck it forget it
I deserve better then this, your taking the piss
Another bottle down is this bliss, you think ill be missed, I know I wont

Waking on the edge of fucking suicide
Teetering from left to right you know its fucking do or die
All we got's this music shit man we lie and say were fine
Popping pills just to feel something more then this emptiness inside

How the fuck
Do I stop all these memories
Flooding into me, like a gutter I got rotten leaves

I be seeing every frame in the kitchen sink
Ghosts in my past man I miss my brother Davey G

This some real shit so fuck all you fake bots
I got loved ones in coffins it ain't stop
I got exes that crazy we aint talk
I got problems and they wanna out ya

Ima break it
I can't take it
All these thoughts in my head cuz you crazy

You be gripping me babe
So watch as I take
Off cuz your hate aint got no fuckin weight

SLOTHBOI ain't giving you love
When you only get happy when I be fucked up
I'll see your face in the dust
Cuz I'm moving on from your grip issa bust

Put a knife in my mouth lacerate all round
Until my tongues on the floor, 404 I'm not found
Cus I all I see is your fucking freckles and perfect smile
But every time I look into your eyes you kill me just a little bit inside

So you break the fucking bottle over my head tell my friends I'm better off dead
Yeah I know they're fucking with you more then me
So I cut off everyone stay inside my fucking room
Got the slothboi by my back, don't fuck with you that's a fact

Chains

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Chains w/ Rivilin (5head)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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no u never (gave into them)

prod https://soundcloud.com/netuhbeats

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: https://youtu.be/VSndNp-LKfY

Lyrics

I been thinking too much, she say not enough
Screaming in my head, while she giving me a fucking gun

I been saying please stop, while she fill my cup
Pullin down my pants, so I fucked her but I didn’t nut

Man I used to fucking dream of coming this far
So why I call my doc, for a script, make the pain stop

I used to want a fucking pretty bitch to wake up
Now I wish she left, cuz she only like me fucked up

Wish I never met my mother fucking doctor
Diagnosed severe anxiety I gotta pop pills

Supposed to keep me from just walking off the edge shit
But all it make me do it stop caring when I end it

I feel tight in my chest
And I’m gasping for breath
Damn
I ain't got no self respect

I got stress in my neck
And you adding to it
Boi
I ain’t got nobody left

Fuck around with my eyes closed whippin
Bitch I count to ten in the last lane zippin

Blinded by the negative revisions
Aint wanna die but I’m sure sick of living

So I take a gamble with my life
Count my fucking days while I’m askin for a light

Bitch, you handing me a knife
Telling me to carve my fucking name up on your spine

Fuck I'm a loser
Mind be in the gutter ima sewer

Think I got a screw lose? 
Bitch what the fuck you do in my shoes? 

Know I'm gunna do worse
Destruction in my head, I need to disperse 

Fuck I'm a loser
Cant see a mother fucking future

I been thinking too much, she say not enough
Screaming in my head, while she giving me a fucking gun

I been saying please stop, while she fill my cup
Pullin down my pants, so I fucked her but I didn’t nut

Man I used to fucking dream of coming this far
So why I call my doc, for a script, make the pain stop

I used to want a fucking pretty bitch to wake up
Now I wish she left, cuz she only like me fucked up

Wish I never met my mother fucking doctor
Diagnosed severe anxiety I gotta pop pills

Supposed to keep me from just walking off the edge shit
But all it make me do it stop caring when I end it

I feel tight in my chest
And I’m gasping for breath
Damn
I ain't got no self respect

I got stress in my neck
And you adding to it
Boi
I ain’t got nobody left

Stressed Out

Stressed Out (NetuH)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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Lyrics:

soon as we learnt to use
we were fated to use up
fated to use up
x3

soon as we learnt to create 
we were fated to end 
we were fated to end
we were fated and 
x2

when i felt the beating sun
as we made out
it was more precious 
then all the plans my mind made up
and laid out
as goals and measures
x2

oh
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy

soon as we learnt to be restless
we learnt to sell it up
sell it all up and
x2

soon as we learnt to create 
we were fated for death
we made hopes that end
we were fated to
it's 
what u create
you behold
what you hold
you imperfectly control
imperfectly can

when i felt the beating sun
as we made out
it was more precious 
then all the plans my mind made up
and laid out
as goals and measures
x2

oh
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy

the only enemy is your mind

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

@rivilin

Lyrics

Yeah, I swear that someone's fucking died in this room
I think it's haunted, I swear it’s haunted yeah
Feeling like there’s eyes just in the corner
They're watching me yeah, it's paranoia always

Feeling like im not worth much to you
It's what you said yeah, but they ignore ya and say that
The stars in the sky yeah they're not for you yeah
Cus they don't suit ya, cus your not perfect, not worthy

But I say fuck them they're all just cunts yeah
I'll build a staircase up and grab the things they denied you from the start
So fuck all of this negativity yeah, 
I don't want to be sad for the fucking rest of my life and you fucking know that

I'll show you that you’re worth just everything yeah
You know that id kill a fucking another just to see that you get home in the end
Cus I don't give a fuck about another
I just want you, yeah, to start the spark of the ember inside

Yeah cus I feel like your just the fucking one yeah 
The fucking one yeah, who puts a smile on my face
Im sick of fucking feeling like im scared yeah
Like im scared yeah but im not gonna waste this fucking  chance

Cus I never fucking thought id ever be happy yeah
I’d be happy yeah, so what the fuck have you just done to me
Cus you just make me want to be alive yeah,
Just believe yeah, I don't feel like I want to die early

What the fuck I'm in a dream
Everything can't be how it seems

This is too good to be true
Man I must've got some screws loose
Lost in my brain
No way this feeling fake

I been fucking happy lately
Just creating in my lane, please
No fucking lames, I just want this feeling safe

So baby don't you play me
Cuz it might just fucking break me
Might just lose my fucking life and take yours on the way b

Sorry, kind of crazy
My trauma fucking made me
A little bit fucked up and now my triggers got me shaking

But do not fucking worry cuz my empathy trump hate, I relate
To the fucking pain, I know we'll find a way
So just hang on to that feeling that I know you stashed away
Its okay baby,  manic, but I understand the pain

Yeah cus I feel like your just the fucking one yeah 
The fucking one yeah, who puts a smile on my face
Im sick of fucking feeling like im scared yeah
Like im scared yeah but im not gonna waste this fucking  chance

Cus I never fucking thought id ever be happy yeah
I’d be happy yeah, so what the fuck have you just done to me
Cus you just make me want to be alive yeah,
Just believe yeah, I don't feel like I want to die early

Mental Scars

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$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Mental Scars

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Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
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Lyrics
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(Robstar)
I got a voice inside my head
Saying I can go to sleep
Pouring a forty in my bloodstream
But the joke was still on me
'Cause I never tried to learn
You can hear it when I speak
And my skin gets on my nerves
So I shred it 'till I bleed

Yeah
Tell me something that's actually gonna fucking surprise me
I've been running donuts in my brain I think I might be
Crazy, a little is making me who I am but maybe
Too much is seeping into my plans
Frying all the neurons in my brain like lightning
I'm still tryna understand what the fuck I have
Save me, I took a leap of faith into quicksand
Sunk into the pit and so I never looked back

(Shiki XO)
You give just enough that I don't leave
I'm up all night staring at my screen
I take two pills to fall asleep
But I'll be fine in the morning
I leave your house at six AM
And I don't need another friend
But it's your voice inside my head
That's telling me this horror story

(Robstar & Shiki XO)
I got a voice inside my head
Saying I can go to sleep
Pouring a forty in my bloodstream
But the joke was still on me
'Cause I never tried to learn
You can hear it when I speak
And my skin gets on my nerves
So I shred it 'till I bleed

Shredding ft. Shiki XO

Shredding Ft. Shiki XO [Prod. Soulburn x Dreamr]

written/ performed/ prod. by SEPHA.
mix/ master w/ Juan (JP)
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STREAM/ MUSIC VIDEO ♡

in my mind alone (we'll dance)

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mix/master w/ ch!o 
cover art by sepha.
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Lyrics:
im in my room
i’m calling out
to someone
can u hear me out

Feel like we’re livin in the end times
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
my dark thoughts would always saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
x2

I’m running through the sky with you 
arm in arm
in some dead gods eye
just know we tried our best 
to preserve the sky 
know we tried our best
and didn’t destroy like the rest
but it was not enough
not enough 
I get down to my knees
I don’t believe in anything to pray to 
just wanna feel the ease 
of looking up at the thing that made u 
and knowing how small I am 
before I make any big moves 
ur a god in my eyes and I see u time to time
time to time x3

I'm In my room
I’m calling out
to someone
hear me out
X2

Feel like we’re livin in the end times 
but know that ur heart will always save my life
my dark thoughts would always be saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife

Feel like we’re livin in the end times 
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
wanna pour my last drink with u
call u my wife
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
mans strife 

in 20 years from now
wanna save myself somehow 
u were just sad tryna impress ur friends
talkin so different to how u do now 
back then
flexing some names and some brands back then
thinkin all that stupid shit mattered back then
feelin carbon neutral yet my works never crucial
enough cos the leaders still pupils
and never learning enough from the frugal it’s futile 
to feel a lost cause though u embrace the cause 
see 
- when the world becomes
fuelled by lust in engine dreams 
- love without trust 
hope cut at the seams yeh?

Feel like we’re livin in the end times
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
my dark thoughts would always be saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
x2

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/End Times

(second album, 'Alien and connected' - out soon)
Written/Performed by SEPHA.
Produced by SEPHA. & CH!O
cover art by nikita ono
mix/master w/ CH!O 
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Lyrics - 

a love thats built on lust
a love thats built on trust
and passion
its all the same
its all hard

when life keeps teaching you
how to be alone
they say don't know yourself
know what you want 
its all what you want

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
we're still alone 
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're alien 
and im alien
when im connected to all the world 
im alien
and im all alone
when im together with all my friends 
im still alone 

they always place things in steps
and they always place things in parts
they always place ends and starts
they always have the last laugh

"so please get a job - one thats built on trust,
a work that tests your guts.."
...its all the same
its all endless paths

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
i'm still alone &
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're still alone
and im alien
and im connected to all the world 
im alien
and we're alien
and we're connected to all the world
we're alien

i'm all alone
though im together with all my friends im still alone
x 4
i'm still alone
x 8

Alien & Connected

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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