Dank memes pt 13

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SadBoiDenTings

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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Lyrics:

soon as we learnt to use
we were fated to use up
fated to use up
x3

soon as we learnt to create 
we were fated to end 
we were fated to end
we were fated and 
x2

when i felt the beating sun
as we made out
it was more precious 
then all the plans my mind made up
and laid out
as goals and measures
x2

oh
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy

soon as we learnt to be restless
we learnt to sell it up
sell it all up and
x2

soon as we learnt to create 
we were fated for death
we made hopes that end
we were fated to
it's 
what u create
you behold
what you hold
you imperfectly control
imperfectly can

when i felt the beating sun
as we made out
it was more precious 
then all the plans my mind made up
and laid out
as goals and measures
x2

oh
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy

the only enemy is your mind

Dead

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

I took you back to my room ,you stood in front of me, 
and I didn't know what to do..

Ft @lilxlotus

I Lost My Virginity In A Psychiatric Hospital Ft.LIL LOTUS  (prod. Lonnell Suave)

no samples

[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

lyrics: 
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

left my tears on the nightstand
eyes wide open
sirens in the distance
digital world left me
feeling fuckin distant
i came back feeling like im nonexistent

feel like my mind is changing
fading away from the high i was chasing
looking at the problems im evading
think ill die inside this room instead of forever decaying

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

why is it so hard to kick these habits
why am i melodramatic
better off left in the past tense
ill make like a ghoul and vanish x2

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

colling ave [prod 4evr + tax purposes]

any day from now [prod. boyfifty]

Whata World's End (Prod. NXCTURNAL)

Featuring @Cxrpse
Produced by @Cxrpse
8corpses engineering by Jordan Jay

Lyrics:

you want war want smoke pussy nigga he gon fold
under pressure
watch his brain
collapse and you don’t even know
told her she the one i want 
my blood cold my heart is froze
keep it in the down low 
isolate don’t let me go 
im feeling down so ima sleep
not gon eat and i’ll repeat 
hate you niggas so much
like why the fuck you even breathe

empty the clíp until you bleed
i got ashes on my jeans
smoke a cigarette and leave 
the empathy inside of me
leave that shit inside a box
and disappear with fucking ease
girl i hate this fucking scene
you know that you the one i need
they gon listen when i’m gone 
but for now i’ll write this song
found my partner like a swan
i shoot a nigga like im spawn
now his body on the floor 
told him he ain’t want that war 
don’t call my phone i’m gone ignore
im not the nigga you adore


If we die there ain’t no rain check
We ain’t coming back
You know you’re fucked
When the drugs stop bein fun
I’m a woebegone 
Seeing red like ob1
Just like with everything else  
Imma die out
Only thing left will be these lyrics from my mouth 
Don’t wait for the hearse to take you away from the church 
Bound for the dirt 
I’m a pending corpse 
Paul Revere with this hip hop 
These raps are a cake walk 
Cause everything I say is real talk
2 steps ahead 
never acting primitive
The walking Skeleton 
Putting out more than arbitrary expletives 
I get sensitive 
Because my life is often negative 
Between my psychosis and dead relatives 
Vicious cycle gets repetitive 
 depressions my impediment 
My life is tentative 
But I love my medicine 
Getting lit like Edison 
High off these sedatives 
Got a limp like Bonnie 
But corpses needa shawty 
Like Bonnie to Clyde 
A real ride or die 
But I still covet 𝔰𝔲𝔦𝔠𝔦𝔡𝔢 
I’m in the process of doing 
that dying 
shit or whatever 
Love the people you love before they’re gone forever
MORTE be the forte

Cxrpses (feat. Cxrpse) [Prod. Cxrpse]

support slen & idstayaway
- @slen_lb
- @idstayawaytoo

Slen - Sleepseason (feat. Idstayawaytoo)

i don't know [prod. raspo]

(kindmile)
And I hate your guts but I love your bones 
And I love you more the more you break down my hope 
Oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
Oh loving you to death it would end in vane 

I couldn’t give a fuck it I tried 
Cuz someone out there piping the love of my life 
Nah I couldn’t give a fuck if I died 
But I bet there’s someone out there thatd gladly trade lives 

I don’t fear sharks and I don’t fear drowning 
Once ur heads below the surface it’s just another day 
I don’t fear heights and I don’t fear flying 
I just fear the day to come where I forget your name 

You’re so fucking different now 
You’re like everybody else in this shitty town
You don’t like me you don’t believe in me
I fucking hate that I gave you a piece me 
I bet you think about me like you never ever knew me 
Bitch you dumb fake like a shitty toupee 
I’ll rip a page from your book I want you no where that I look
id do anything it took to get you out my minds nooks 

and I hate your guts but I love your bones 
and I love you more the more you break down my hope 
oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
oh loving you to death it would end in vane

(sewerperson)
cold winter nights
in your arms
the blood inside of her is keeping me warm
i promise im just checking if ur alright
baby i dont wanna fight like last time
could you heal me
of my damage
i feel so alone on this planet
i lay awake at night in your mattress
baby open up i need access

crows fly off my window sill
she told me draw my blood so she can tell if im real
blue seeps out from my open wound
she said as long as you love me i can love you too
and she cant be replaced ah
baby kiss me slow i miss the taste
she look me in my spirit everytime i grip her waist
she pushing back against me while she hold me by the face
if its true love we could always power thru the hate

(kindmile)
And I hate your guts but I love your bones 
And I love you more the more you break down my hope 
Oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
Oh loving you to death it would end in vane

beauty pains w/ sewerperson (prod. wellfed)

AMEN

(p.s. this BEAT is 3 depth strida samples that i used to fuck with him)

https://soundcloud.com/distortionthe1
https://soundcloud.com/moonymercurybaby
https://soundcloud.com/g-snap-1
art. https://soundcloud.com/prxpvne

/na
enter station
now we lackin information
bit 2 faded
now the stomach bleedin deep within
yea im faded
yea im faded
eternal sunshine, spotless within a absent mind

i dont blame it when the creature diggin up within a tongue
speaking different dialog sounding onces from the clone
you can barely make it out, speaks as though it moves alone
never knew what all to think of you, but baby found an absent home.

we dont play those games
knowin god damn strait
jesus hates my plate
speak it from my face

i dont have to speak in lies just to fathom no reply
when i grieve for a grind homie gives another line *sniff
you dont understand, yea x2
i dont gotta plan, nah
take it from the man, yea
leave to the man above, come to strike me down again
feeling distant from the pain, hand just shaking, need to sin.

/d
Why the fuck are all people always wrapped in the fake stuff 
Taped up 
Gotta lotta nerve 
To feel ur anything but space dust 
Bud
Face up 
Forever more 
Always will erase stuff 
just shut up 

think you got a problem that
A mufakin angel solve 
Hypocrite brother always bend his shit to break his laws 
Always think its destiny for everytime he take a loss
He Cant except the fact he cant control the way the tables drawn

Digging up my hole 
And you is gonna  Jump   inside of it 
Null and void is statement cannot meet with his requirements
I try to find a reason 
But it's hard to see inside of it 
My mind is always looking for the flaws in my environment 

Muddy over time 
Kicking my afflictions 
And I'm always on the fucking  grind 
You cant seem to overcome 
Your every notion of the high 
Ima make a point to see I never know the fucking  lies

/aj
Once upon a time about 2000 years ago
They made a nigga named jesus christ to come and take your soul
I do not need to be saved my spirit strong af
I do not mean to be hateful but u fucking lost
In the light of love now u weak and needa demons help
Well goddamn thats crazy, heaven turned to hell
Minus well kill yourself
The government your god and the earth is where you dwell
Reincarnated
Into this nation
Welcome back to slaving and working for your satan
Caged in
Aww shit they pray to a man
Aye man u dont gotta praise him
You can come with me to the land of the free
United with my godly state not human being
I remember going to church on sundays
A jit thinking damn they tryna wash my brain away today

/snxp
All I wanna know, you ready not I need answer what you got 
I’ve been setting up shop
calculated the way I move and still land the dot
Surrounded by circles you stuck in a box 
That feeling of pain and  I’m paying to stop 
Fuck what you saying it’s making me sane I’m saving a lot 

way too often, you see we similar so keep it walking 
The vital cauldron is burning bright proceed with caution 
Sound alarming hear it calling from depths of apartment, finish what started, catch the dial tone yuh 

Why you aiming at me, feels it’s constantly 
I know you hate to see, blowing racks in this economy 
Why we gotta pay the fee to barely breath it got to be 
you see the vacancy but I beg you not to bother me

GOD HATES QUEERS FT. LORD DISTORTION, MOONY MERCURY BABY & SNXP (PROD. NAVVVI)

Produced by Yung Forest
Engineered by Yamakazi

Blake Basic - 4 GUNS (ft. Yamakazi)

muhfucka aint you heard of this it's murder rap 

all social medai : _ak3k_
mix and mastered by @tumaggz

Murder Rap (prod. 5:10)

916frosty x Dancody - Moving Lonely

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CYBERDRIP$ Album Hyper Link - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/cyb...  
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CYBERDRIP$ - Pipe Up (ft. Nomad Blue)

SALIVA GREY X 99ZED - I'LL NEVER FIGURE IT OUT

Eric Kxng - YAYO

99ZED X BADKIDMIZU - POPOUT PT. II

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