Sad vibes pt.2 -ㅅ-

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Daily Drops 2/9/2024

Kopie von Daily Drops

Imapieceof____

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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lyrics -

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together 
On

i wanna spend the end of my days in a 
'Leaving Las Vegas' style haze as I
Burn my possessions and i tap that - 
Romance that needed no 'chit-chat'

We can turn under smoke
of the lights as we're broke
and i'll bin all my clothes
and my jewellery - pawn broked

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together
On

Everything now feels like it's gonna kill us
So fuck it we'll just deal in realness
Like the way your skin feels in this stillness
as we let the sunset breeze distill us

I get a body transfer in dreaming
When i'm only putting myself in feeling
Now the lights are hitting her in all the right places 
But she's unaware of the beauty in her paces

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong 
together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong
together on

TOXIC TOGETHER

Searching for Solace

Wash It Away

Symphony

'paranoid' produced by heylog

lyrics:
we go and hike in the woods
what a perfect place to be
all my troubles behind
no sign of reality
i could live here and build
a shelter out of trees
say goodbye to the world
no electricity
the way the sun hits the water
i swear i see god himself
i feel shame, i feel hurt
it's like i'm somebody else
i try to hide but it's not
gonna help or save me
cover up all the shame
like adam and eve

i intimidate her
i think she's scared of me
cause your biggest fear is that i'll leave
and then you'll carry on
like nothing happened
and then you'll think about me one night and leech in
why don't you try me
i'm always hiding
i'm like a needle in a haystack, u won't find me
my teeth, i'm grinding
feel like i'm flying
i told you once, i'll say again you'll never find me

hanging out down by the creek
couple deer following me
if i stop to look at them they just stand there as if they freeze
why haven't they ran away?
figured they wouldn't have stayed
hear some branches crack behind now i'm paranoid of this place
look to my left and my right
check my shoulder one more time
maybe i'm a schizophrenic, i be fearing for my life
you hear that, you hear the tones?
i'm convinced i'm not alone
maybe i'll go deeper in the forest to find out if i'm pyscho

we go and hike in the woods
what a perfect place to be
all my troubles behind
no sign of reality
i could live here and build
a shelter out of trees
say goodbye to the world
no electricity
the way the sun hits the water
i swear i see god himself
i feel shame, i feel hurt
it's like i'm somebody else
i try to hide but it's not
gonna help or save me
cover up all the shame
like adam and eve

spotify

paranoid

'12 gauge' produced by heylog

lyrics:
moving swift, moving clean
all my thrift big on me
and i look goofy when i see
order double in xl
when my body lean as hell
and it's all because i'm well
maybe i should get clothes
that i fit for my size
there are barely i own
jacket got holes in it
but ima still throw it on
cause i don't care if it's ripped
you'll never know
you'll never know
where she had went and where'd she go
i wanna leave
i wanna leave
i wonder what is stopping me
she loves borrowing my wardrobe
said i smell good, so you wear all of my clothes
and they come back smelling like her
next thing u know she has my whole attire

i'll wait 
till u make ur mind up
she wants 
everything i wear cause
all of 
it is oversized
the sleeves are 
well below her thighs
don't take 
every single thing i own
cause i'll 
need it back before u go
and she 
wonders why i said that
i'm not 
confident that this'll last

you ever think about where i been?
you ever think about who we was
cause i do
but i just pretend i don't care about us
she's always apologetic to me
but when did u ever do anything
cause i don't
i hope u will never forget about home

and she always tried on my clothes
i pretend and fake it all
what u don't know
oh, you don't know
keeping secrets way too long
and i cannot continue this
i'm struggling to exist
and u don't know
oh, you don't know
thoughts begin to overflow
you would ask for an extra large to wear
but i only have double x in there
oh but she'll wear anything that i give
so next time i'll come over with ur cares

shutting me down, wake up from rem
i had a dream of us both laying in bed
but when i woke up i thought that it was real
i tried to go back to sleep to get a feel
of what it was like again to see your eyes
i knew it was impossible if i tried
now i'm just laying here, eyelids open
i stare into darkness tryna see objects
the only thing i see is my closet ahead
the same one that bears a certain turtle neck
the same closet thats got my 'retta encaged
the same closet thats got my locked up 12 gauge
and here are these nights i spend alone
turn off the lights, open window
jump into bed, plug in my phone
when i still got 90% left to go
and i fall asleep, but before i do
i sit in silence for an hour or two
these vivid thoughts get into view
and this what it sound like when i dream of you

12 gauge

'empty roads, she's beautiful' produced by heylog

lyrics:
you see me, walk out the door
ice, freezing n storms
pray i make it home
late a.m n roads
you see me
moving along
and this is where i belong
no she don't want me home
late on empty roads

highway, empty roads
pass through constructed zones
heading straight at storms
and she's so beautiful

these dark empty roads
are filled with traffic cones
they always took so long
a patient drive back home

on empty roads
empty roads

empty roads, she's beautiful

'into the wind' produced by heylog

lyrics:
on my last little bit of breath
will i make it to the final stretch
but the wind has something for me instead
bones break and every single muscle group
feels torn apart, skin is turning blue
and i cannot comprehend on what hurts
seems like i did a little bit too much
pushing my limits way too far above
way too far above
the wind before winter is like getting punched
and i ain't got any spit left under my tongue
under my tongue
the wind blows on a tuesday
do you think we'll make it, what do you say
i've been away from home now for a few days
and it got to living like i'm in a new age
standing in the wind, i know it's cold out
2 somethin the morning, it's a ghost town
conscious telling me i should probably go now
cause as soon as the wind stops there ain't no sound

this ain't nothing light and nothing small or subtle breeze
just shows how much force the wind can put resist on me
run i'm almost there, i'm so so close, aheads the fin
head down, forward movement, running straight into the wind
into the wind, into the wind

into the wind

'gravel' produced by heylog

(instrumental)

gravel

WHEN THE MUSIC STOPS

LYRICS:
I wrote a letter to myself cause I couldn't say the words out loud
Somehow our little piece of heaven turned into a lotta hell in this house
You went from lover to fighter and threw the gas on the fire
With no concern for me, you're burning me down
And though I don't want to lose you, I don't know who you turned into
Cause you ain't who I'm used to loving right now
It's sad to say that my heart is running away

I think I need a new boyfriend that ain't like you
One that treats me like a queen, no, that ain't hard to do
Sick of the bullshit you're putting me through
But I don't know how to leave, I don't know what to do
So, I'll just cry some more till you walk in through the front door
Then lie and tell you I'm fine, no, I swear it's nothing
Life is short, I don't wanna live it unsure
I think it's time to leave this all behind

I don't know how we ended up here
But I wish we didn't, I wish things were different
You used to be my everything, now that's only just a dream
It ain't what I'm living, I think my heart is missing
So don't you dare call me "baby" cause it's way too late to save me
Ain't no way we're gonna figure this out
Ain't like you care about it anyways, the tears are falling down my face
You know you're only bringing me down

I think I need a new boyfriend that ain't like you
One that treats me like a queen, no, that ain't hard to do
Sick of the bullshit you're putting me through
But I don't know how to leave, I don't know what to do
So, I'll just cry some more till you walk in through the front door
Then lie and tell you I'm fine, no, I swear it's nothing
Life is short, I don't wanna live it unsure
I think it's time to leave this all behind

In the past, bad doesn't have to last
So, I'm moving on to somewhere I belong
I wanna love again and laugh, no, that ain't too much to ask
So, I'm getting gone, it's set in stone
I need a new someone that ain't like him
Yeah, I hate to say it, I don't wanna do this again
And ain't it such a shame the way people change?
There ain't nothing left to say

I think I need a new boyfriend that ain't like you
One that treats me like a queen, no, that ain't hard to do
Sick of the bullshit you're putting me through
But I don't know how to leave, I don't know what to do
So, I'll just cry some more till you walk in through the front door
Then lie and tell you I'm fine, no, I swear it's nothing
Life is short, I don't wanna live it unsure
I think it's time to leave this all behind

(To leave this all behind, to leave this all behind)

happy aniversary

Leave This All Behind

Dixon Dallas - Leave This All Behind

unreleased part 2 to my song 'away from me' 
written/produced/performed by Sepha.
mixed / mastered w/ @idleglance
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their problems (away from me 2)

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[FREE] XXXTENTACION Type Beat "Take Me To Space" Sad Guitar Instrumental

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Raze

Lyrics:

lately, I see, it'd be easy just to give up
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to throw it
lately, I see, nothing seems to get me high
lately, I see, all I do is wonder why,
oh, why oh, do I really want to die?
I asked myself one hundred times, I wonder why?
I really wish I could see your face
I wish I could but that's just my mistake
how long would I wait for you?
much too long, I'd wait 'till I die!...
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to give up
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to throw it
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to
it'd be easy just to
it'd be easy just to die!...
But, lately, I can't get over all this pain
So I stand up, I must play this game
I know I wasn't put here just to do nothing with my life! woahhh
-guitar solo-

wave file: Lately V9 - Master Guitar Mix Balance

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ LATELY (PROD. RAZEGOD)

https://soundcloud.com/xorochii
prod soprettyanxiety

Knock Knock

[Music Video ↓]

$LOTHBOI x Xorochi - Knock Knock

BURGOS x BEARDED LEGEND x JUPILUXE - GRAVE PLANE (PROD. KORAKAZI)

consume;depart;die

(whxami)

Be so perfect aint enough
Let it eat away my mind
And be the reason that im up
I can't put it all behind me
Wait
You better go
If i said it then i mean it
But you'll never know

Guess i'll have to be the reason that your done
Left me bleeding from the highs
Scraped my knees and left with cuts
To paint the ceiling every time you say
You better go
If you said it then you mean it
But i'll never know
If im better off just leaving

(sepha)

i wanna be so far away from everyone
and their daily judgement shit
really just wanna daily bust
drink a sunset in stretch back and take a hit
drift away from the spiritual vaccum
crowded spaces where they constantly divide you
and face you up towards the sun then only see its shadows

feel like my minds plugged into
feeding tubes
feeding blues
feel like my heads hitting backspaces
inbetween the cycles of the news
well at the end of it all i just wanted my calls
to reach to you
at the end of the day i just wanted my words to speak to you
i wanna reap the life
not just my future eyes

(whxami)

Be so perfect ain't enough
Let it eat away my mind
And be the reason that im up
I can't put it all behind me
Wait
You better go
If i said it then i mean it
But you'll never know
Guess i'll have to be the reason that your done
Left me bleeding from the highs
Scraped my knees and left with cuts
To paint the ceiling every time you say
You better go
If you said it then you mean it
But i'll never know
If i'm better off just leaving

(sepha)
bleed the light from future eyes
i need the light from future eyes

bulbs

oysterwhite_corpseeyes

templar

Sage-Walk Alone

HO HO HO BICH GET ON THA FLO 
MERRY WHATEVER, LUV U!!  
#FREESTYLEALERT
ft. @ihateshinigami
prod.mix.mast @93feetofsmoke

FUCK JACKFROST

XMAS SUX WITHOUT U ft. Shinigami

ofiicial video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RGoQWW44frA&t=0s

prod/mix - fats'e

first single from my second album  (TBA)

lyrics:
in the pocket
of yesterdays pants in the closet
there's a note that you left me
and i think i forgot to read it
but i'll read it

no, i wont let this go
no, i wont let this go
and i'll never let this go

now i'm back on my bullshit
no more sentimental things
i have to make noise
i have to make noise
i don't know why
my ears ring every night
while i'm trying to sleep
it's very worrisome




everything by @youngburial

won't let this go

Lyrics: 
na na na na X5

Hook:

ugh
You said that i wouldn't make it 
You said if i could keep waiting 
You said ever since i got paid and start hitting the stage 
its been no conversations X2

Verse: 
You could've stayed if you put on these chains tonight (alright)
& your nigga is lame but you're staying with him marriage in sight (oh alright)
ugh yeah
Nobody wants to lay with a crook
Nobody wants to stay but it's good
Screaming nobody want this misunderstood 
We dismissed,damaged goods
Call it quits, feel the burn

Bridge:
Yeah
Feel the burn inside my chest 
The ceilings turning in my head 
I feel the worse the words you said 
playing in my head 
playing in my head 

Hook:

You said that i wouldn't make it 
You said if i could keep waiting 
You said ever since i got paid and start hitting the stage 
its been no conversations

NO CONVOS (Prod. @repko_ & @nickmira_)

cover i did of suddenlyeverywordmadesense by surrenderdorothy :)

suddenlyeverywordmadesense (surrenderdorothy cover)

i promise that it's somethin wrong in my brain.

Goodnight

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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