Thank You For Everything

I'm breaking apart as we go
I've never seen down this road
As the cracks are seeping in
Please, help me within
Maybe it's all  over my head
Feeling like this is the darkest of dread
That I cannot escape
Trade my life if I could save you

What have I done, who have I become
Staring right back at the edge of the gun
What if I stay, look the other way
Saving myself at the end of my days
But know, this ain't the end
Fill my heart with love and suspense
Where were you when I tried

cast your stones, they dont hurt
i’m here at the stake where i like to burn

and it seems like a problem
im drinking this solvent
to fight off my demons
though i want to call it
too much of an addict
a sick alcoholic
i live in disease
Because there’s no cure

wounded wasted
hating this basement
the change in your faces
dont tell me i’m pure
i fought angels
through pleasures and mangers
i wanted the dangers
and i was so sure

What have I done, who have I become
Staring right back at the edge of the gun
What if I stay, look the other way
Saving myself at the end of my days
But know, this ain't the end
Fill my heart with love and suspense
Where were you when I tried

Beautiful Disguise ft. s0cliché

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

Baby I know that I fucked it up this time 
Maybe I could fix it all with a glass of wine 
Now my visions blurred, I’m lost in my own mind 
I’ll be back in a minute, just know I’m fine 
And now you wanna feel my love 
I will never stop forget it 
And now you wanna find my heart 
Baby I could be the one, the one for you 

I know that you wanna be with me 
And know that I wanna be with you 
The truth is you can’t see through me 
I’m already in too deep 

Baby I know that I fucked it up this time 
Maybe I could fix it all with a glass of wine 
Now my visions blurred, I’m lost in my own mind 
I’ll be back in a minute, just know I’m fine 
And now you wanna feel my love 
I will never stop forget it 
And now you wanna find my heart 
Baby I could be the one, the one for you 

This is what I meant when I said 
You are mine no matter what I do 
No matter what I do girl 
I’ll keep finding you, keep haunting you girl

glass of wine

i wanna sleep ⛧

[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart


[Pre-Part]

“7 days“

[Part suisside]

I wanna sleep
I don’t wanna die
Middle of the night I’m trying to make things right
And so I grab my knife
Smoking and crying
You said it first and I can’t deny it

Stuck in a dream
Buried alive
I’ve been here before I can’t carry on without my silver gun 
I’ll commit suicide
And never be found so you think that I’m lying


[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I WANNA SLEEP (feat. suisside)(prod. by EXORCIST ⛧)

@baby_gos

Tell me that you love me if you don’t
Baby could you let me know you care?
I don’t wanna always be alone
But leaving me i know that it was fair
Shorty you could be my dope
Shorty I could be your man
Why you always chilling on your phone?
Cuz baby i’m right here

I know that I can’t be
Without you
Cuz i know that i can’t be
Without you

Where's my blessings?
i’m lost and torn and i just can’t to seem to fathom my ending
You can’t hold me back i ain’t get this far from second guesses
I can’t let my little girl know how much that i be stressing
Is this expression or depression?
Move at your discretion
Because i’m tired and i’m violent im sick of rejection
I'd be lying till I'm dying. Where is my inception?
I want exemption from deception. Is that too much?
I want redemption not infection. Could you bless us?

Tell me that you love me if you don’t
Baby could you let me know you care?
I don’t wanna always be alone
But leaving me i know that it was fair
Shorty you could be my dope
Shorty I could be your man
Why you always chilling on your phone?
Cuz baby i’m right here

INCEPTION

Bleeding In The Dark (Feat. XELISHURT)

melacorp.

Toxic Together

Screaming Alone

Haunter w/ Oriisdead

thanks to @web_boy for featuring in this track
and to @prodnothingtodo for the awesome beat

Lyrics:
[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: gothurted]
Dreams of a man who lost all his feelings
Dying with nobody who's caring for me
Dreams of a girl that will never believe in
The love that I feel and I'll never regret
I'm trying to get closer 
But you keep taking the distance
Pulling the trigger
I think that I can't resist that
I'll tell you my last words
I just want you to know
That I'll love you forever
With all my soul  

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: Web Boy]
Bury me in the memories
Let my remains lie in the Ostankino
(Lie in the Ostankino x3)
Just forgive me
I didn’t want to end everything this way
But there was no choice
//
Похорони меня
В воспоминаниях
Мои останки пусть
Лежат в Останкино
(Лежат в Останкино х3)
Просто прости меня
Я не хотел чтоб так
Пришлось заканчивать
Но нету выбора

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

STREAM

Inside My Dreams ft. Web Boy [prod. nothingtodo]

OUT NOW ON IDLEGLANCE: https://youtu.be/AEaAIisJ3ek

Check Out The Producer:

Soundcloud: @lilghosty00
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCVj24MJaGwohHDmmbfQ6Frw

Lyrics
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I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I don't even know who I think I am
I'm just somebody who I used to know
Leave me alone with a couple of cans
I think I'm better at the side of the road

Spending all my cash on a couple of grams
I'm only high when I ain't feeling low
Back from a show with a handful of bands
Babe do you love me? Don't say no

Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left just please don't go
Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left, please don't-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

Imma make it all the way, I'll be coming for my pay
Grab a slice and grab a plate, you can have what's left behind
See me: Louie on my waist, Gucci dripping in the rain
I ain't fucking with no fakes, but y'all can see me on the rise

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

Nothing Left to Hide

iTunes

Nothing Left To Hide [Prod. Lil Ghosty]

tear my heart out its begun
im so numb
bleed me dry,
ill watch you run

tear my heart out watch you run
bleed me dry im so numb
i cannot believe what ive done

i know i do it myself and i do it too well
i hate myself and im stuck in hell
when will i get to the grass thats greener on the other side
on the dark of the moon that pulls my weakness
im crawling through it sprawling
i dont know what im gonna do

i keep taking refuge in the worst place
and the worst thing is i cant look you in the face

tear my heart out watch you run
bleed me dry im so numb
i cannot believe what ive done

i know i do it myself and i do it too well
i hate myself and im stuck in hell
when will i get to the grass thats greener on the other side
on the dark of the moon that pulls my weakness
im crawling through it sprawling
i dont know what im gonna do

lalaaalalala
lalalala
(x2)

i know i do it myself and i do it too well
i hate myself im stuck in hell
when will i get to the grass thats greener on the other side
on the dark of the moon that pulls my weakness
im crawling through it sprawling
i dont know what im gonna do..

i do it to myself, and i do it too well (rinne)

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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xx

Toxic Together

SEPHA.

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