Indie

Serotonin

(plz use headphones or nice speakers for da bass yo)
((i was just playing with garage band, i'm also a bit drunk))

if today were tomorrow
i'd be by the sea
i'd be happy and fine
with the one i love

i'd start a fire
and she would sing for me
and say she'd never seen me
smile so joyously

and i'll keep dreaming
i'll keep dreaming
i'll keep dreaming
that i'll sort it all out

if today were tomorrow
i would be so wealthy
i could buy my parents
a brand new house

and i'd have a son
get him the best education
all while i'm next
to the one i love

and i'll keep dreaming
i'll keep dreaming
i'll keep dreaming
that i'll sort it all out

if today were tomorrow
i'd be in my grave
sleeping right next
to the one i love

and i'd have done something great
with the mess i am now
i'd have been somebody
worth remembering

and i'll keep dreaming
i'll keep dreaming
i'll keep dreaming
that i'll sort it all out

keep dreamin'

how many songs must i write
til i no longer sing for you
how many lies must i say
til i can say the truth

that you’re not in my blood
that i’m somebody new
that you’re not in my blood
oh no, not you

i know it’s gonna be a long way down
but i’ll be on my feet again, soon
i’ll do whatever turns me around
and i will be myself again, soon

i wrote my pen dry
every feeling for you
i let time go by
i was reeling from you

now you’re not in my blood
as much as you were
in my bigger picture
you’re now a blur

and i know it’s gonna be a long way down
but i’ll be on my feet again, soon
do whatever turns me around
and i will be myself again

and i won’t stop
believing love is true, is kind, is existent 
i know it’s just an exercise of patience, oh i know
i know that someone waits for me

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note: i've been talking a lot about all the music i've been writing but the truth is, almost all of the tracks i've made so far just don't satisfy me yet. i wrote and demo'd this within a few hours both as an exercise and as a way of emptying my head so i can work on my other songs. that would be all


in my blood (love is true)

nice to see you could make it tonight
i shook off my feeling uptight
thinking how we were before's
just like how we are now
only happier

guess i'm glad that nothing has changed
no need for a photo framed
to recall how we were before's
just like how we are now
only freer

and someone's gonna take your place inside of my heart
someone's gonna take me away

nice to know that you're doing alright
and we've grown too old to fight
knowing how we were before's 
just like how we are now
that's that

and someone's gonna take your place inside of my heart
someone's gonna take me away
someone's gonna take your place inside of my heart
someone's gonna take me away

note: i am working on an EP!!! (or an album, if i can write enough songs that i'd be satisfied with)

this song is just an exercise, like "in my blood". i wanted to play around with garageband's guitar settings. i won't be including this on the EP, so even though this is a demo, i'd say this is the final version of this song. that would be all 

someone's gonna

honey go to sleep
it's getting late
do you intend to wait
for the sun
'cause if you're scared of the dark
you can tell me
and i can hold your hand
til you're dreaming

don't be so scared or i'll be too
i'm only tough when i'm with you

honey go to sleep
it's for your health
be good to yourself
once in a while
and if you shake at the thought of tomorrow
i can hold your hand
til it's alright

don't be so scared or i'll be too
i'm only tough when i'm with you

go to sleep

A song for those who can't make up their minds.


Mixed By: Jason Fernandez
Mastered By: Joshua Evangelista

Masks

six piece band. a disappointing multi-layered experience.