needs to be louder bro we need to hear this

Oxycontin

Sentiment strong smoking loud inside the tenement,

lo-fi pixel perfect summarizing my predicament,

Precariously living, lost a fifth within my heritage,

Labelling it different this is more like a career trip,

Exhibiting primitive virulent indicators

how come Helping out your peers somehow seeming innovative and

Gone are the days of just chilling as the pygmy,

cuz I took it as my duty to be killing off pick me’s

duality the paradigm the concept’s shifting,

in a manner, frankly speaking, all these words is just me trippin,

wrote this while on shift work, quote me I don’t quit work

Making this been quick work, I wish it were my net worth

You write verses, I write mostly effort,

Jesus by my headboard, it’s all queens up on my chessboard

The strategy’s everlasting     , packets modified by the delta X and Ys,

but then the program crashes, couldn’t save my masters, 

I’m not the one to fuck with, much less, talk to,

Always been the quiet type, since booster seats and night lights,

since mama saying night night, since growing up on plain rice

Ironically not hopeless - yes I got a plan to return like Judy Garland,

Channeling my marvin, I be in the Garden, tryna hit my target,

Progress, opposite to congress, dawg I’ll make a promise

I won’t let my mind be lawless, or weakened regardless

I stand tall, look tall like Tom Cruise,

Bitches want the seed but my condom gettin used


coverart: https://www.reddit.com/r/Art/comments/s6h7r6/sunflower_me_digital_2022/

booster_seat.wav (prod. mingus)

Now it be a lie to say, i aint scared
Its shown all over my face, that i fear
Streets so grimy, make a grown man shed tears
Show em out, ive learned to fake my cares

Talent less,  on the street i'm talentless
Armed with less, empty with low   allowance  
Mark a day off the calendar, more hours
Hope my word would one day build some towers 
Hope my sword would one day  rust and turn sour
Hope the world would one day find its true power


And i want to do many things, sew many jeans (pursue many dream)
Many rings, on my four fingers, sore thumb pulled the trigger
On purchases that dont suit my figure
 Call my bro his name tigger,
Ride home cold winter
conversation with cole, old dreamer


Black out, and i hit the sack now,
Ponder mortality,  nothing new to me
Cld friend, calling from depths below sea
For a onetime low fee, buy tokillfor sleep
Sink so deep, but i cant sacrifice my dreams
only  thing keeping me complete

If nas wasnt mortal, wouldnt run fast, knocking over hurdles
If this flask wasn’t hurtful,there no point in laying it all on the turf for
Im not talented and im confused, the rap shit lit my fuse
Cant stay mad at my muse, hope the audience at least amused

Dunno how to live life, do know i dont live twice
Only chose to live wise, Hope least strong on inside
The ask me what my vice is, I trust rap to save life
No lies, I only came to take what mine, then take flight

OVer the seven oceans, arrive on the far east side 
 where the star be bright, Bhutan
what be mine Spiritual awakening when 
Lyrics forsake me, know it  be fine    
As long as i have my peace of mind
Complete the puzzle with pieces i find

Ride the train in chelseas
Fly on this beat no courtesy
My weakness I show no mercy,
Peeps down south like it dirty
And im as dirty as it gets
New cloths black got dirt on the tag
Mind so dirty that it sag
Beat so hard that i mad


And i cant function without commotion
Just like the fish without the ocean
Show my emotion, this my vocation
But i still need some coaching
Split my rations in half, apply passion on map
Multiply pressure to max, measure what i already could have

Get the fuck out my way
Ducking my way to heaven gates
The other roads closed off no escape
Be my own superhero with a cape
 Aint no feeble people who wait all day
My lethal motto is to dominate
someday I wanna look back to the man that i made


Distorted poetics, or mumble jumble 
Still at it, double humble
What life is, simplel stumble
Put on a mask, wait for rumble
An addict, so done for
Illmatic, my bible 
Could have it, the cohort
Automatic, the 44
I did it, the horror

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Fusion between jazz, trap, hip hop, and R&B. Bringing something new to the game.

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What Should I Do feat. Matty Owens & ADP [letsruntrack]

chill, morning, summer vibes

rappers/singers: 
Kasey Andre- soundcloud.com/kaseyandre 
Fernando - soundcloud.com/fernvndo 
THIAGO - soundcloud.com/teeawgo 
Melanie Rose - soundcloud.com/mmmelanierose 

beats: 
jikan - soundcloud.com/jikannn 
nodfather - soundcloud.com/nodfatherr 
junyii - soundcloud.com/junyii 
Austin Jaye - soundcloud.com/austin-jaye 
beto - soundcloud.com/boxlogobeto 
dewaldo - soundcloud.com/dewaldo 

labels: 
ALWAYS PROPER - soundcloud.com/alwaysprop3r 
OKAMI TAPES - soundcloud.com/okamitapes

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good afternoon.. X Melanie Rosé [prod. Austin Jaye]

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Heart

here's a little song about being drunk at alone at a bar; drunken thoughts put on paper. enjoy <3

DOWNLOAD➤ https://www.toneden.io/paradigmxhi-1/post/monday-blues-prod-paradigm

RECORDED ➤ @poizn
MIX/MASTERED ➤ @weaverbeats


LYRICS:

[verse1]
I ain't drink in a minute
need a couple or two, maybe three, that's the limit
overthinking been my second nature
feeling like that's never gonna change unless
I'm fucked up and wasted because

my tolerance diminished 
from the pot we rot and piss in
been approximate with consciousness
cause often I forget it

try to learn from my mistakes but
always stumble again,
fumble, struggle to get up
when my patience is thin

being honest sippin serum 
till I'm nauseous and delirious 
I'm cautions and deliberate 
and often times curious, but
this ain't one of those nights 
cause I ain't feeling it
wall up to the bar tender tryna finesse a tip

but I might just for her breasteses 
the diamonds on her necklace
compliment her dress so eloquent 
its evident, I'm fucking drunk
I don't really give a shit
longing for somebody,
ironically ignoring messages

I am a fucking mess

[verse 2]
Another round for our departed 
buried beneath a garden
been guarded because it harvest's 
and manifests into broken hearts
and a target been painted
my art has been wasted,
but maybe I can mend the pieces

I'm a broken sword, searching for
different types of metal 
so I could fill the cracks, and
put myself back together
in the midst of all the pressure 
to succeed and to be better than
the previous and veteran 
I've severed ties so I can 
use the strings to tighten up my focus
 
It goes to show that not everyone's fit for
where you goin
but I assure you that the moment
that my destinations met
I promise, that I'll make sure everybody in
my families fed

I got my eyes peeled open for them cobra snakes
for goodness sakes, it ain't easy behind computer screens
but I still manage to deflect them,
this an awfully lonely street,
I'm the lonely fuckin' wolf that's too depressed to eat the sheep
nawmean?

11/16/17

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monday blues (prod. paradigm)

some sad shit that i been feelin. sorry for being hella late on my 400 song ._.

Go check out @themostwackest <3 they made this dope ass beat that
i completely ruined <3

art by: http://kada-bura.tumblr.com/post/134281975562/feelin-an-awful-lot-like-empty-space

lyrics
(verse 1)
as i get older
i start to look
father keeps sayin
to play by the books
i'm feelin so scared of the world
how do i know if i'm gonna be fine
might be too anxious
afraid that i'll die
insisting to me
it'll all be alright and i
don't really know if i'll make it
telling myself that
it's just like a game
my biggest fear is that
i'll only bring shame
like the one that did before me
ignorance just made her lonely
i don't think i'll reach that path
but i feel like i'm still in last
time is just going to fast for me
i start to feel the defeat
even resorted to get on my knees 
and pray out to god
asking him please
make me feel normal
i'm tired of the 
sleepless nights
depression locks me
in real tight
and i've been asking all 
these questions
i don't know the right direction
still i stand before the people
that i call my friends
and i crumble


(hook)
more or less
i'm feelin so distressed
and i've been
counting all the days
i lay my head to rest
and i'm scared
i might miss
the moments
of such bliss
pass the spliff
i'll just fade away


(verse 2)
been feeling to sad
thinking of quiting
but then i'll feel bad
how could i cut every tie
that made?
just cause i'm feeling 
depressed in my brain
i should keep going
show all the niggas
who doubted that
i can keep growing
i keep flowing
trying to figure out
how i should deal
letting em know all
the shit that i feel 
gotten this far
but i still wont reveal
the face behind the mask
afraid to try and grasp
every single feeling
that is bad
but i
will still try
and keep going

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