bro i love her so fucking much and she dont believe me 😭😭😭

"you live inside my bones" is such a raw line god damn

Im glad we could pretend to get aloooooong

lyrics:

i dont think i could talk anymore
i dont want to
i just took my shoes off
ion got shit to tell you
we dont wanna work anymore then we need to
i could spin this web but im not tryna come and feed you

i cant hold my liquor anymore i gotta vomit
im filled up with the tropics
im way up on the comets
u dont need to tell her what its for shes gonna pop it
if its not her money
she try to change the topic
beige on top her leggings say dior she had to cop it
import somewhere foreign
her german whip is like a rocket
i cant book that flight right now
but once this over on it
i just packed my luggage and stuff this map inside my pocket
baby girl im sorry i cant stay the night
im vanished by the morning on another flight
i guess this the curse of the lonely life
if id known it hurt i wouldnt of done it twice
up at night packing stars into my pipe
i inhale n pause blow out northern lights
i wish you could share this moment here tonight
once i find my body imma hold u tight
i dont think shes capable of doing wrong
i just pick some shit to play and she gon sing along
it dont matter what i choose cause she know every song
ion think i deserve it but i carry on
it gets windy in december when u out at night
it just happens when we talk i never try to fight
i could make it home tomorrow if the feelings right
drunken backyard summer evenings with the water lights

ion think i could lie anymore 
i dont want to
i wonder if u try anymore
i wanna love you
i put all my faith in these feelings i have left
i had plenty shit to say but i just got it off my chest now

i dont think i could talk anymore
i dont want to
i just took my shoes off
ion got shit to tell you
we dont wanna work anymore then we need to
i could spin this web but im not tryna come and feed you

i dont think i could talk anymore
i dont want to
i just took my shoes off
ion got shit to tell you
we dont wanna work anymore then we need to
i could spin this web but im not tryna come and feed you

spiderwebs (nevrfall)

lyrics:

how she know her values is filled up with all the right stuff
baby use ur brain i could fill it with things to think of
i put the core inside my obelisk giving him means to wake up
go 'head n stare into his eyes with disbelief and get ur face fucked
lasers
ah
touching on my skin feel like tasers
yah
every time she promise me she break it ya
the fear inside my heart cause hesitations ya
but baby this is my life
as soon my brain turn off so does my night light
if you cant hold my head i think that i might
the mobs outside theyre house been there a fortnight
this blatant lack of reason make the world cry
this blatant use of violence make the world die
we fear to speak against it through a hive mind
we fear to speak the truth and be the bad guy
ill adopt no principles
u throw at me
its just practical
im invulnerable
multiple
of these particles
collide inside
my skeletal
no love but all
for this love inside
only long as im
not pacified
by said above
get taken hold
get body robbed
i much prefer
my current life

oooooo ooo
oooooo
oooooo ooo
oooooo

cars lights
pass me while im trapped in this white ice
dog bites
its ok he just thought it was play time
ya
shit i gotta melt my skin im too cold
i just picked up my phone first time today
and i felt old
baby if u show through façade some sort of love then im sold
i spent plenty nights too deep in thought
and realized that im too cold
all of my greatest strengths remain in boxes left to go collect mold
guess u never really know what u hold

discourse with the lion fox hybrid (eric godlow)

lyrics:

kick me punch me
what I'm spose do to make you love me
I cant blame you
I wouldn't love me
and I'm way too fussy
I could barely walk out the house with the shit I put on this morning
5am she's still snoring

white eyes
I hope u wake up from this cold night
you're looking green I hope you're alright
don't die
she cannot love a long time
maybe its in your star sign
you decide

cross eyed
I wanna help you but I don't know how
I wanna hold you you said not right now
I say I love you and you shut me down
i cant tell you why I still reach out
do you believe that I mean it though
said you're bad shit crazy I don't mean it though
to this meeting I propose a toast
to neglecting those that we might need the most
and I'm sorry for drowning out what I need to hear
I cant picture what I looked like yesterday
let alone what I look like last year
I feel horrible
I suppose it all settles down
vital signs back to normal ground
cigarettes in this wet crowd
late night at the lost and found
I can bike back in streetlights
I could stay as long as you like
curled up in the back room
I wont fold we can tell them lies
go to sleep baby I swear I'll be beside you
you can trust everything stay between us two
I believe we can make it through this monsoon
if you find yourself ensnared just know I got you

white eyes
I hope u wake up from this cold night
you're looking green I hope you're alright
don't die
she cannot love a long time
maybe its in your star sign
you decide

signs (eric godlow)

lyrics:

chemical love
i thought i was old news
i guess i was right
where were u fights
the frequency rised
girl i know u fucked him
u dont have to lie

now all the things u said u aint mean em
and it hurts my heart
u knew what u doing was deceiving but u carried on
75% percent of me is demons but they mean no harm
theyre just tryna shape me while im breathing but shes too alarmed
u said ur decisions deal with reason
then what the fuck is this
u left me too rot inside ur wounds cause ur a piece of shit
i should come and kill you oh ur lucky im at peace with it
i should come and show u what it feel like when u hate to live

half the people here aint make it out in time
the water took their life
underwater i cant breath but fuck i feel alive
still i let u waste my time
and for what
i aint got shit to show but my slime wrapped guts
numbing inside my room
and i like it
oh when the runes come take my soul
i dont fight it
i work hard
i work fast
and in silence
looking up at 4 oclock
like where had the time went
drunk
ya im drunk again
still im tryna lie again
she not dumb
she find out and she just sigh again
2oclock
in the night
could you call me
could you help
could you save me 
from the state im in

now all the things u said u aint mean em
and it hurts my heart
u knew what u doing was deceiving but u carried on
75% percent of me is demons but they mean no harm
theyre just tryna shape me while im breathing but shes too alarmed
u said ur decisions deal with reason
then what the fuck is this
u left me too rot inside ur wounds cause ur a piece of shit
i should come and kill you oh ur lucky im at peace with it
i should come and show u what it feel like when u hate to live
u said ur decision deal with logic
im not buying it
i just gave my heart to her before she started frying it
u said i should focus on the present i been trying it
so far it aint working but im fine with it

we live underwater (killedmyself)

lyrics:

the same three colours fall off my chest
martyred valour in the face of death
i hope they celebrate my life
cause god knows i tried to retrace my steps
wrap my wounds and take me home
dead on arrival in my flowered tomb
she loves a man in this uniform
so i sit and i rot as it drapes my bones
she said i wish i still believed he was coming home
cause this silence is tearing me apart
times have changed from when we were kids
but no one couldve told me it would turn to this
the sky was grey when the carriage came
bringing awful news from a landing ship
and in her dreams when she lays her head
she sees flashes of coast lines painted red
lukewarm loafs on the lobby steps
oh the thought is nice but they dont understand
hold me as i desperately try to move my arms
console my lover while i stifle coughs as im passing on
the wars you win are forgot in time
but the fights you lose stick with you for life
i promise ill see u again
but i pray you dont visit me tonight

silent night (eric godlow)

lyrics:

shot gun sheela made no new friends
and the new town folk dont take to well
to her late night runs got two gold guns
gonna take my soul throw me down that well
she said i dont care for a no good cheat
so she shot him down in the middle of the street
got a death wish if u coming at me
and she put a full clip in between his teeth

some men speak of a black eyed beast
in the shape of a woman living way out east
where the grass dont grow so the cows dont eat
and birds too big and they dont have beaks
and the men that sleep well they dont have dreams
cause the men that sleep do it six feet deep
in a shade born land even god cant see 
so the folks dont pray and the priest dont preach
he said i know now why they dont get close
we should all be fine if we play our roles
in a 5 man team with a firearm each
wanna see her pay i wanna see her bleed
wait inside till i give my sound
then we light her up and we shoot her down
in a voice too loud under sweat caked brows
if we play our parts itll all work out
so hold my light in the long wheat field
i could smell flesh rot over that hill
shot gun sheela might have got to brave
dragging penny blood trails to her broke down base
i take my foot to her rust brown gate
put my 38 special to her pale white face
any last words fore i see her brain
and she looked my way and began to sing
ohhhhh
ohhhhh

shot gun sheela made no new friends
and the new town folk dont take to well
to her late night runs got two gold guns
gonna take my soul throw me down that well
she said i dont care for a no good cheat
so she shot him down in the middle of the street
got a death wish if u coming at me
and she put a full clip in between his teeth

shotgun sheela (eric godlow)

lyrics:

we drift away we fall apart shes had enough
i meant say im sorry i cant be enough
she talks to me in harsher tone
than anyone else she knows
i suffocate inside the apartment we called home
take my heart and teach it to love
i swear to you im reading up 
i dont wanna be all alone
and the heart warming pleasantries
im glad we can pretend to get along
time goes by and as my life flies by
i cant help but think we did it all wrong
when i die with the things i know
please be assured that i never told a soul
i just wanted u to know i still feel it all
u live inside my bones and i wouldnt have it any other way

any other way (eric godlow)

lyrics

his tongues loose but one day he'll hold his wrongs
options present themselves way less this time around
reasoning is obsolete when deafened by the cause
bullets fly right by his head as he prays to his god
i need forgiveness he yells at the clouds
haunted by the task at hand of making dad proud
birthmarks he never saw till she pointed them out
he said u know me better than like anyone else around
i sleep and i wait for the end of the world
when i wake up to these sirens as hurricanes whirl
around my house i might walk right out
i never liked it here and this death would make me smile
theres a light on on her front porch
she said she was up late maybe its a sign so im going to find out
last we were in a fight but i hope shes calmed down
i just wanna run something by u while im blacked out
lets let bygones become bygones
i aint mean to scare you 
i meant it but im sorry i just had to lash out
i could smell his body on you when we laid down
i guess i just helped find the one that worked out

bygones become bygones  (eric godlow)

lyrics:

and i cant seem to notice when ur not around
the leaves that fall are golden
they melt into the ground

and i wish you never left me with a sour tone
and i wish you wouldve meant it
when you said you loved me
and i wish i could prevent this feeling of alone
and i wish you could just let it go i said im sorry
trees falling breaking i cant escape
theres blood on my face as a warm embrace
the dusk turns to day and she turned to me
and i said dont cry and i twist the knife and
i just wish that she was born again
so this love story could never end
and im just left with the remembrance 
of her face that never left

i cant help think about these times
the dirt road hostel where she saved my life
with a take my hand i obliged ghost white
only she'll understand how i felt inside
with a denim torch i was acid washed
on 44th is where she broke my heart
my eyes meet hers in a time too dark
i hold damage inside these age old scars
sorry if i dont say it right will you help me inside
ive had too much too drink tonight
i cant make it to mine
oh you look perfect here with me
i dont think he could see
come here im holding you close to me
and you fit perfectly

and i cant seem to notice when ur not around
the leaves that fall are golden
they melt into the ground

wallflower ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

lyrics:

she locked herself in the bathroom and shes crying all alone
all this for a half hearted message on her phone
at the end of the night we all need to home
dont waste ur time on a man you barely know
remember where u started look at how far u came
i promise ur surrounded by friends of good faith

no one can take away the blood from out ur veins
i wanted so bad to tell u to ur face
but she sits behind this bathroom door in a strangers basement
you wont be rid of him until u drink enough to say it

ohhhh
ohhhh
the bottles never deep enough to forget about her problems
but its so much easier to suppress em then to solve em
and i know it hurts to face but its better than the damage 
ur causing to urself when u pretend u still want him

no one can take away the blood from out ur veins
i wanted so bad to tell u to ur face
but she sits behind this bathroom door in a strangers basement
you wont be rid of him until u drink enough to say it

liquid confidence (eric godlow)

lyrics:

i dont think that talking is gonna help
they say no one really know u like u know urself
i go hard but i go harder when im by myself
empty bottles in my closet on the upper shelf
i need to learn to let go
november snow hits my windows as it covers roads
cold as ice yea but im colder tho
i need to learn to keep a promise ah
dont pour another itll damage ya
the devil talk to me
what he got to offer me honestly
lately feel my spirit like commodity
could u talk to me and pick me up
its been a while since i gave a fuck
time moves forward it doesnt care
dont get caught in a couldve been
broke hearts sell so we embellish sin
when i love you imma love u till the very end

are we ok is it something i said
imma lay down and pretend i am dead
what the heart wants never works in the end
if it doesnt work out baby could we be friends
i might have doubts but its all in my head
what she mad bout something i cant detect
i knew what it said at the sound of the text
if it doesnt work out baby could we be friends

and it all breaks down to the simplest level
i can see thru her smile its too late now
i am way too disheveled to try and climb out

are we ok is it something i said
imma lay down and pretend i am dead
what the heart wants never works in the end
if it doesnt work out baby could we be friends
i might have doubts but its all in my head
what she mad bout something i cant detect
i knew what it said at the sound of the text
if it doesnt work out baby could we be friends

r we ok (glasear x outby16)

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any other way (eric godlow)

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