lyrics:

Life takes time oh baby I try to get it right
I miss u every night I do Lip stick stains
Cling on my bed room drapes from u
When I go to sleep I hope I wake up next to you 

Don’t save me I rather I die this time than u
Heavens take me and if I need peace I’ll think of u
There’s nothing like tomorrow we could just act like we have no clue
Head full of sorrow blunt full of purple hairs painting me blue

Burned into my brain is that night Permenantly glued to my eyes
If u loved me u would ride I need me an angel in my life
People talk people spread lies No one knows but god and you and I
I never wanted to make u cry But the words just bleed right out of my mind
Under water Take the last of my breathe
Cause I don’t want it If u were spared by my death
And It just gets harder And my head get hotter in this hole
Ill try harder baby Words are difficult when u sat right here

Don’t save me I rather I die this time than u
Heavens take me and if I need peace I’ll think of u
There’s nothing like tomorrow we could just act like we have no clue
Head full of sorrow blunt full of purple hairs painting me blue

She sat me down said I don’t think im for u maybe
Baby girl I get it do I bore u lately
I could never switch up I adore u baby
But I knew this was coming u ignoring me
I drink till im seeing in 240p
She drink till she telling me there is four of me
Its Saturday my girl this how we suppose to be
She lay on top my chest and she get close to me
Theres a bon fire in my soul Anger I can’t control
Feed me while I mold I hate getting old
Its in our nature and I possess the strength
I eat lasers and shit out radioactive waste

Don’t save me I rather I die this time than u
Heavens take me and if I need peace I’ll think of u
There’s nothing like tomorrow we could just act like we have no clue
Head full of sorrow blunt full of purple hairs painting me blue
Don’t save me I rather die this time than u
Heavens take me if I need peace I’ll think of u
There’s nothing like tomorrow we could just act like we have no clue
Head full of sorrow blunt full of purple hairs painting me blue

meat shield (jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

lyrics:

Huh Im pouring out this bottle till I feeling myself
Bruises on my chest from the last night out
Cuts on my thighs from my own damn self
The hardest part of it all is admitting that u need help
They see me on live
They feel me on live
But I was so drunk
But I was so high
This 55 inch emulate the coast line
While I record pain yea I expose mine

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

Hear my words and find peace in our anger
Its funny how after all of this time im now a stranger
The second I lost u I feel life grew so much bleaker
Now the way ur so appalled by my smile I feel like a creature to u 
If I do not awaken
Lay me down gently
Please do not protect me
The ghouls that dissect me
And I know I hide my emotions
But its in the benefit of enjoying the moment ya
I dont get along with no one this easy
So Tell me ur motive before I fall in love

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

BERSERKER (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

Rest for the weak while the strong hold ground
I pray u forget what ur worrying about
Everything I had been taught so far in this world just brought me scars
People dont know what u go thru till u in the ground or recovery wards

Oh we all felt the pain
I keep taking these shots
But im just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take
I cant really say
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around and I am not that patient

Mama I feel like I made
But mama I think im dying
My tear burn hard in my eyes cause liquor fall out of them when im crying
Maybe inside im angry maybe inside Im trying 
Suffering just like reading its way more easy to do it in silence
Misery needs some company and I heard she’s hiring
I believe that the being I wanna be dont fit my environment
But I would die a martyr for my cause instead of folding
I heard the devil wears Prada but really I dress in thrifted clothing
I called upon my faith but I think my prayer was left on holding
Still I hold hope in this light and this warmth even my soul is frozen now
I put my heart into to people and they leave it broken now
Im off the Henny and coke and im getting emotional
I get the shakes and im sweating im waking up soaking now
I feel like people u know gonna trade you for less than a quarter now I swear
I take a shower to ground me and bleed out the dye in my orange hair
But everyone that’s someone had some shit to go thru
Then once u felt the strength inside there’s nothing u cant do

Oh we all felt the pain
I keep taking these shots
But im just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take
I cant really say
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around and I am not that patient

risks and regrets (jabarionthebeat x shahmajorofficial x fastlifebeats)

lyrics:

With red eyes I had pressed back harder the most
If I die promise me ill be with u inside of ur toast
But If I live however
Please Make room for me
Cause In this rainy weather
My ghost dances hauntingly

I Felt this Molly boot me up
I Felt the devil fuck my holes
Fuck with me and lose ur soul
Junkie model tryna cope
Leave ur lover in the dust
People cant prevent the cold
We all suffer in this moment
But right now we’ll never know
Cursed characters spat from out her mouth
Ive known like about three failures she had slutted out
Now its me and im ok with that cause I dont view myself
As a saint im more of a guinea pig for different mental welts she deems appropriate 
My Old bones And Lost memories
I fight To remember these
My Old bones And Lost memories
I fight To remember these
So what 
Of course I couldn’t give a fuck im high
Off drugs we petty fight and petty fuck in time
But this time
I went home uh
Im at peace
In my room all on my own uh
but If earths crust
Was torn up
And our time
Was cut short
Would u wish
You’d shown up
On that night
On my porch

With red eyes I had pressed back harder the most
If I die promise me ill be with u inside of ur toast
But If I live however
Please Make room for me
Cause In this rainy weather
My ghost dances hauntingly
With red eyes I had pressed back harder the most
If I die promise me ill be with u inside of ur toast
But If I live however
Please Make room for me
Cause In this rainy weather
My ghost dances hauntingly

Who Tf (branwen)

lyrics:

Time will tell
Who deserves
Another start
A beating heart
A pulse in them
A second life
Pure of sin
Too many times
I dont win
I refuse to play again
I refuse to lose again
I won’t talk to be ignored again

38
Got his heart
Love and prayers to his counter part 
It could’ve been another start
But he will rot and he will mourn
His saving grace
His work of art
Every night till his eyes are sore
Every night till his vocals tore
He says a prayer and then shuffles forth
Into the fray
Into the dark
He cant cover his beating heart
It could last
Or fail to stay
All his memories fade away
Into the grey
Into the dark
I cant cover my bleeding heart
I cant cover these mental scars
I cant picture our time apart

Yea I will wait I will gather up whatevers left
Its mostly hate I tried beating out of my damaged chest
Its too hard to change now
24 years of pain now
I tried to calm down
But I think we work best when berserk

38
Got his heart
Love and prayers to his counter part 
It could’ve been another start
But he will rot and he will mourn
His saving grace
His work of art
Every night till his eyes are sore
Every night till his vocals tore
He says a prayer and then shuffles forth
Into the fray
Into the dark
He cant cover his beating heart
It could last
Or fail to stay
All his memories fade away
Into the grey
Into the dark
I cant cover my bleeding heart
I cant cover these mental scars
I cant picture our time apart

38interlude (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Pcp and lsd we turning it up in here
Naked bitches swinging off the top the chandeliers
Project x its project sewer I walk the plank in here
I been with my scallywags im with my buccaneers
Fuck off with these shots cause I might down the whole handle
We was not invited but we show up and dismantle
White boy off those liquor shots they calling me jack Daniels
Faded I got a driver whipping for me out the phantom
I made 20 bands in a day and spent it like hot potatoe
Said I had got the sauce gatekeep the sauce I guard the mayo
 Half the bitches geeking off my music I spit yola 
His bitch gimme stick drift like a Playstation controller
Pour me up im turnt bitch im lit up like a candle
Quagen inside my cup I triple up Im going Rambo
Remember all these days I had spent up in the trap 
Cash inside my jeans talk to me said im never going back
Way too much inside me Imma stab off I  gotta yack
Boosting up my dose I am rapper so im smacked 
Even if I could I swear im never going back
I am inside the middle of my second relapse
 pour it outI will suck up all that venom
Winding down I was shaking I was shitting out blood
Puking when I wake up its the opposite of fun
Laughing in the face of death had left my soul numb
Fuck off with these shots cause I might down the whole handle
We was not invited but we show up and dismantle
White boy off those liquor shots they calling me jack Daniels
Faded I got a driver whipping for me out the phantom

blind/deaf/mute  (splashgvng)

🚘 Track 8_ BENZ OF BURDENS

lyrics: 

you were sitting next to me
with ash blond hair
and its distant but i know the feelings still there
and im sick of fucking filtering
i barely breath air
when its lights out
but i know that the fear is still there
i kept a quarter on the centrepiece for u to destress
3 in the morning and 4 at sunset
u know
everything is make believe inside of your chest
i got pieces i lost i can never get back

swim through the dark and i made it right back
nights on the porch smoking on some blue pack
31st to the 4th i could never change that
cough sounding horse felt my lungs turn black

turn from the door stepping on the fall leaves
everythings forever if u make urself believe
from the bong huolon blowing out a blueberry
every time im too gone it seem ur always calling me

come slow down its alright now
silent sounds baby quiet down
i told u its alright now
shame it broke down u cant hide now

tall green grass i need to lie down
days that stretch on past sundown
off of my chest i cant find out
if what we promised would still apply now

you were sitting next to me
with ash blond hair
and its distant but i know the feelings still there
and im sick of fucking filtering
i barely breath air
when its lights out
but i know that the fear is still there
i kept a quarter on the centrepiece for u to destress
3 in the morning and 4 at sunset
u know
everything is make believe inside of your chest
i got pieces i lost i can never get back

make believe (nevrfall)

lyrics:

every day fuse into one this month
i cant keep control if the speed to much
triple up my fluid on my last good night
i cant even see my fingers front my face in these lights
every things different than it had been before
unroll my backwoods and break my meteors
friends like these family i never knew before
life on this planet aint felt this new before

but we'll get by
she gets high
every other night
and just cries
girl ill be with u tonight
im on en route
im around the block
im near the drop off
really got me locked down
im ten down
i cannot not stand 
for this shame im too proud
locked up
so i kick the door down
locked down
she really got me locked down
guess she know me too well

im bleeding
im falling
im breaking apart
past the andromeda im in the stars
once you look down on the earth from this far
you can see just how small of a person you are

you could stay girl its cold can you see the lightning
i just talk then i leave im not tryna slide in
i distract then i bleed if she got me biting
dont get me wrong we all human but im uninviting
in the club but im tryna write inside that top my night stand
i fit too much of my work into this fucking life damn
i put too much of my pride into my fucking spine man
if i had to live a pawn just take my fucking life then

every day fuse into one this month
i cant keep control if the speed to much
triple up my fluid on my last good night
i cant even see my fingers front my face in these lights

but we'll get by
she gets high
every other night
and just cries
girl ill be with u tonight
im on en route
im around the block
im near the drop off
really got me locked down
im ten down
i cannot not stand 
for this shame im too proud
locked up
so i kick the door down
locked down
she really got me locked down

locked_down (nevrfall)

lyrics:

flooded roads and unfamiliar passageways
even in this water you still look the same
why would i keep on going if i hate this place
fallin thru the ocean i can taste the waves
20 years this flood had took u from this plain
girl u grew crustacean on ur fuckin brain
chairs inside this kitchen mold and rot away
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

i leave a note beside the bed and then i run away
you know i love you so i hope u understand my pain
i got lily pads thats sprouting out my fucking face
lemme me kiss ur purple lips cause i forget the taste
i remember all the nights u spent on top my waist
i could feel u fuck me back n now u pick the pace
i could feel these broken vines get caught around my legs 
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

shaking shit im so panicked
static
bouncing off of my tv screen
im back at hers but its just a dream
i smoke 2 blunts and sip royal green
bite the wrap and spit out the seeds
white owls and two bags of weed
i might weight it out and then let it breath
this scale not for no calories i gotta
air it out spraying ocean breeze
third eye parallel with teeth
pull it out and i let it bleed
i hold my hair back and i can see
im shooting out fucking laser beams
out the top my head like im a fucking beast
gotta wipe clear all these casualties
and i blast open this whole street
tripping over my own feet
ear full of the slow beeps
im living proof that theres something there when that cellar door
making slow creeks
getting caught in these deep sleeps
then im waking up in these singed sheets
nowadays even im surprised
about every time that my heart beats

flooded roads and unfamiliar passageways
even in this water you still look the same
why would i keep on going if i hate this place
fallin thru the ocean i can taste the waves

i leave a note beside the bed and then i run away
you know i love you so i hope u understand my pain
i got lily pads thats sprouting out my fucking face
lemme me kiss ur purple lips cause i forget the taste
i remember all the nights u spent on top my waist
i could feel u fuck me back n now u pick the pace
i could feel these broken vines get caught around my legs 
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

swamp (nevrfall)

lyrics:

how she know her values is filled up with all the right stuff
baby use ur brain i could fill it with things to think of
i put the core inside my obelisk giving him means to wake up
go 'head n stare into his eyes with disbelief and get ur face fucked
lasers
ah
touching on my skin feel like tasers
yah
every time she promise me she break it ya
the fear inside my heart cause hesitations ya
but baby this is my life
as soon my brain turn off so does my night light
if you cant hold my head i think that i might
the mobs outside theyre house been there a fortnight
this blatant lack of reason make the world cry
this blatant use of violence make the world die
we fear to speak against it through a hive mind
we fear to speak the truth and be the bad guy
ill adopt no principles
u throw at me
its just practical
im invulnerable
multiple
of these particles
collide inside
my skeletal
no love but all
for this love inside
only long as im
not pacified
by said above
get taken hold
get body robbed
i much prefer
my current life

oooooo ooo
oooooo
oooooo ooo
oooooo

cars lights
pass me while im trapped in this white ice
dog bites
its ok he just thought it was play time
ya
shit i gotta melt my skin im too cold
i just picked up my phone first time today
and i felt old
baby if u show through façade some sort of love then im sold
i spent plenty nights too deep in thought
and realized that im too cold
all of my greatest strengths remain in boxes left to go collect mold
guess u never really know what u hold

discourse with the lion fox hybrid (eric godlow)

-  "(very) bad people" soon . 
NV // TEAM6 
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