She Tell Me Im Dyin  (jabarionthebeat)

release date January 27 2019
official file <3  found by me
lyrics:

Well would you look at all this shit that I been doing for you
Love, it had me really goin' through it for you
Anything to do, you know I'd do it for you
Ha-Had me on a trip for this shit
I been losing the love, yeah
I been losing the love, woah

Yeah, by myself
I got through it by myself, need no help
I been killing shit regardless of the wealth
Hate a belt, all that Louis, Gucci buckle, it don't help
In my hell, I been had to kill the reup by myself, yeah
Empty bottles, empty baggies on the shelf, yeah
Empty heart, got no soul to make it melt, yeah
In the dark, kill the lights inside the house, yеah
False start, I kept on going by myself, yеah
Aimin' low, bro, you just in need of wealth
Come that winter, you were asking me for me help
If I had known it was like that I wouldn't have come around
If I had known it was like that I wouldn't have helped
Drug, it had me nauseous
Love, it had me cautious
Playin' with my feelings, had to leave to fuckin' stop it
Play me like it's matter, had me feeling like an object
How you feeling sad when you're the one who fuckin' caused it?

Look at all this shit that I been doing for you
Love, it had me really goin' through it for you
Anything to do, you know I'd do it for you
Had me on a trip for this shit
I been losing the love, yeah
I been losing the love, woah

Silence rings, ultraviolent
Eyelids covered in glitter
Buzzin' on my phone, so I got rid of the ringer
I called in a flood, seen them cry at the jeweler
Jetlag from the jetfuel packed, packing glad bag sacks
Man, I feel like a shooter, but I'm not touching the Ruger
Bad bitch on my shit, feel like I've seen it improving
Damn, it's smooth, I got important shit to do
IVN supply me and I eat it like it's food
Stuff two in the leaf and then I lick it for the glue
Sippin' Disaronno and I passenger the coupe
Whip look like a Autobot, crew look like Decepticon
All that shit you wish that you could do, we got it goin' on
Never shoulda dropped me for the petty shit you hangin' on
Girl, you know I know that these the beats you love me singin' on

Look at all this shit that I been doing for you
Love, it had me really goin' through it for you
Anything to do, you know I'd do it for you
Had me on a trip for this shit
I been losing the love, yeah
I been losing the love, woah

losing the love (prod. IVN)

lyrics:

This poor creature in these photographs
Tortured dead bloody
Buried bare of funeral dressings
In 1920
Blood dyes the gold around her neck into a rust red
How could any man lay sleeping with her on their conscience
Lord help me navigate this mess I stumbled onto
The deviancy permeates my senses in this dark room

Tossed away a whore of southern Scotland to a dirt grave 
Unsolved is the only mask upon her pale face
This lonely life in Glasgow holds a sour taste
Rainy nights on steep rock by the harsh waves
Purity on this shelf is but a dream state
Sanity and myself just had to part ways

The town turned against
Me and all attempts to give her a fitting rest
It adds up no it dont
This is a cult I know
Sent to collect the bones
They are the eyes upon us
U are not safe at home
Hand signs they not deaf
Why’s it all done with their left
I seen the sacrifice come to fruition I cant help be scared that im next
I feel this shit in my chest
I seen the rune getting dressed
My parents told me when younger I didn’t believe them till I seen the mark on head

This poor creature in these photographs
Tortured dead bloody
Buried bare of funeral dressings
In 1920
Blood dyes the gold around her neck into a rust red
How could any man lay sleeping with her on their conscience
Lord help me navigate this mess I stumbled onto
The deviancy permeates my senses in this dark room

The Lesser Dead (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

A quick assessment of any plan out of town
Looks like just another lonely ride home to her
The pretty white lights hang from the veranda
And they light up faces that slur out the words
“This year felt so long but somehow we all have survived
If next year is this hard then fuck I think id rather die”
So lets relive and regret cause there’s a year's worth of it and we only got time
But If it took us this long to recover then winters gonna eat us alive

The empty roads
Of the oceans coast
Provide shelter for
Her spent wary bones
In attic suites
When ur all alone
Will u remain headstrong
Or will u long for home
Id like to think that by spring were fine
but winters gonna eat us alive.

winters gonna eat us alive

“This year felt so long but somehow we all have survived
If next year is this hard then fuck I think id rather die”

winters gonna eat us alive

winters gonna eat us alive (nico north)

lyrics:

Trace out my skull in the hospital bed
The key to survival is locked in my head
Plagued by the virus they wander the streets
The Antidote spews from my veins to the sheets
I thought id save us from specieal decay
Well I guess I will at the cost of my grave
Heroes are never subject to the lights
Im sucked of my life and im tossed to the night

Baby dont u worry I will make it back home safe
Things dont look the best but u know me ill find another way
Scalpels line the table by my bed next to the air tanks
I rip thru my cuffs and puncture both and take they’re life away
Struggling out the stretcher I rip feeders from my airways
U should call ur children now since Ur all gonna die today
Magma guards my heart
My steps explode
Theyre blown apart
This is nothing u could stop
My sight is gore
My voice is war
U should Learn to step aside
This poison pride just cost your life I
Locked u to my vision crumbling buildings where u hide
Watch I rip his skin from his face
Bare Witness the death of a race
The Human expiry date
The planet shall finally heal without you in way
And I shall remain

Trace out my skull in the hospital bed
The key to survival is locked in my head
Plagued by the virus they wander the streets
The Antidote spews from my veins to the sheets
I thought id save us from specieal decay
Well I guess I will at the cost of my grave
Heroes are never subject to the lights
Im sucked of my life and im tossed to the night

betrayal reserved for a hero

lyrics:

Cracks glow
Thru the wood floor
U had dropped ur halo
Here it’s cut throat
Maybe u should go home
To a safe zone
Where u can unwind
Cause here our worst shows
Why u think the rooms cold
Its from the guilty
The malice of the hungry
Just their stuttered speech
Will Hit u like a Gut bleed
Its pain they reminisce at night
Their time has been up
With just the anger left inside they fuck the earth up

This bitch is perced up fuck it tho she turnt up
I keep my shirt tucked
Im mobbin when we burn up
This Porsche need coffee colour seats we doing donuts
Its like the parties just for me whenever I show up
Ya and I keep one rolled up
In case I gotta smoke up
This shit is from Mother Earth I learned me how to grow drugs
Real life some shit u can’t escape I call it crop dust
Im tryna make waves I cant be giving no bowl cuts
Amends were proposed but fate keeps other plans
Of course i would’ve stayed but its late and I am spent
Ill wait until I cant
But I know ill see you again
Awake my brain enhanced
I think until it cramps
My scope inside of the sand
I just blow until it jams
Im feeling like son of sam
They gotta cut off both my hands
Just to keep my shit at bay
Just to feel like they are safe
If they tryna take my spot well
They gotta take me out of the way

Cracks glow
Thru the wood floor
U had dropped ur halo
Here it’s cut throat
Maybe u should go home
To a safe zone
Where u can unwind
Cause here our worst shows
Why u think the rooms cold
Its from the guilty
The malice of the hungry
Just their stuttered speech
Will Hit u like a Gut bleed
Its pain they reminisce at night
Their time has been up
With just the anger left inside they fuck the earth up

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lyrics:

Pale blue light
bless the ground im walking
Snow sick nights
I remember marching
Shells fly by 
Turning heads to targets
Words spilt ink of the land we’ve charted

One more time for the war ive started
Once they die earth is all but guarded
Tears won’t fall once the winds have parted
One more time for the broken hearted
One more time for the war ive started
Once they die earth is all but guarded
Tears won’t fall once the winds have parted
One more time for the broken hearted

Guess im fine with the way we left it
Wounds won’t heal if I pick the scabbing
Ice blue eyes render me a weapon
Her words feed me the life im sentenced
Subterfuge before my eyes before my eyes
My life is all that’s needed then I will die for u to rise

One more time for the war ive started
Once they die earth is all but guarded
Tears won’t fall once the winds have parted
One more time for the broken hearted
One more time for the war ive started
Once they die earth is all but guarded
Tears won’t fall once the winds have parted
One more time for the broken hearted

I can’t lie I had hoped u failed me
Ive grown tied to this sense of emptiness
Ive found pride in the fate regarded
One more time for the broken hearted

strmy wthr (Eric Godlow)

Smokin Feat Crashman Saad (Prod. Toes)

lyrics:

war
i feel so fucked up
i go to touch base with the brick tile floor
sore
i couldnt wake up for 70 days
after could you tell me bout before
i lift my face up from rubble and soot
and im now 10 foot 4
im breaking down doors
i try to wake up but when i rub my eyes i can feel em get 
sore
she take off her make up n i like her even more
but im on grind
id shit and piss inside the studio if it could save time
man i really dont mind
i cough up my energy and water my eyes
only time that i cry
its raining in my brain but my pen is so right
i could take my time

uh uh uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh uh uh
i could try put it in words
but you dont know how this feels
i have not lived this life
ion know how to pop the seals
i had spent three whole nights
fighting this thru my will
i will not pour that drink
it might suppress these pills
and i can not afford that hurt
so i dont recognize its real
ion know how to just chill
i dont have that skill
baby can u hold my heart
people done broke it apart
passed out dead in the park
still i come alive in the art
if i fail i get left
i cant deal with regret
i got air in my chest
i got pain in my breath
i got fire in my lungs
i got red on my thumbs
i got snot in my nose
and i got flesh on my tongue
i got three types of tooth
i got scales but its smooth
still you hide in my speech
you cant handle the truth

war / homecoming (eric godlow)

lyrics

his tongues loose but one day he'll hold his wrongs
options present themselves way less this time around
reasoning is obsolete when deafened by the cause
bullets fly right by his head as he prays to his god
i need forgiveness he yells at the clouds
haunted by the task at hand of making dad proud
birthmarks he never saw till she pointed them out
he said u know me better than like anyone else around
i sleep and i wait for the end of the world
when i wake up to these sirens as hurricanes whirl
around my house i might walk right out
i never liked it here and this death would make me smile
theres a light on on her front porch
she said she was up late maybe its a sign so im going to find out
last we were in a fight but i hope shes calmed down
i just wanna run something by u while im blacked out
lets let bygones become bygones
i aint mean to scare you 
i meant it but im sorry i just had to lash out
i could smell his body on you when we laid down
i guess i just helped find the one that worked out

bygones become bygones  (eric godlow)

cover art: scottysplash

lyrics:

take me back to my initiation
I don't really wanna talk about it
I had never had enough patience
I don't really wanna wait awhile
though I feel better now
life stops when ur not around

devil inside my veins
maybe its in the strain yea
blowing on bloody Mary
waiting here for the bang
bones inside my mind
rob my vision make it change
lately I barely recognize her face
oh ill light the torch
but I won't lead the way
this is a journey you will have to be the one to face
still she look at me like its my fault
I think she's delusional

apple in my Ciroq
I am not who u thought
I am much worse than I should've been
pulling me by the hair
she is on top my back
I had never thought u would devolved that
I put my hand on the top my heart
baby wherever u are I ain't far
cookie and cheese and my hand getting sparked
roll up the window lets smoke in the car
tats on my chest and on both of my arms
this shit too deadly im blowing on sars
all of my fingers they covered in tar
res on the front of my shirt on the shark
I just hope u could see what I mean
3 gram blunt in the garage leave a smoke screen
I don't care cause im barely here I swear
kush in the air medicate my mind I swear

devil inside my veins
maybe its in the strain yea
blowing on bloody Mary
waiting here for the bang
bones inside my mind
rob my vision make it change
lately I barely recognize her face
oh ill light the torch
but I won't lead the way
this is a journey you will have to be the one to face
still she look at me like its my fault
I think she's delusional

blade in my shirt knife in my shirt
if we had beef id getchu first
look at my friend over there in the hood
he finna treat u like u was the worst
im double stuffing my papers with purp
look how it burn Amiri my jeans
Ferri my waist with the Ralph on my piece
I am a come up
im finally feeling myself and I flex how I want all despite how I was brought up
I duck and finesse and I bob and I weave till I get me some shit that I wanna
I am not much of a talker I blew up and got me some stalkers
I hear my phone going off but I rarely'll grab for that shit cause its not her

take me back to my initiation
I don't really wanna talk about it
I had never had enough patience
I don't really wanna wait awhile
though I feel better now
life stops when ur not around

devil inside my veins
maybe its in the strain yea
blowing on bloody Mary
waiting here for the bang
bones inside my mind
rob my vision make it change
lately I barely recognize her face
oh ill light the torch
but I won't lead the way
this is a journey you will have to be the one to face
still she look at me like its my fault
I think she's delusional

delusional (scottysplash)

tired ..🕊️  "detour" soon . <3
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