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@dercept & @prodmichael
I wanna see ppl throw hands 2 this song live


Left behind for the vultures you know this hurts
Limb by limb i'll disappear it's over
Morality is lost the cost of closure
Throwing cheap blows i'll return them ten-fold

Hands up, broken jaw sucker punch
Bitch let's dance, don't get cut
Got glass shards up on my tongue, kiss of death she makes me numb
Broken promise oh my god
If I'm happy what's the cost?

Living in constant pain, watching you rot away
The quicker I start to cave, watching your flesh decay
Yea I really loved you, could you ever even say the same?

Pulling teeth everytime we speak
Scattered thoughts are frequent, never think
Lost a part of me, noose been on the tree
Leaves are falling green
Wonder if you'd still fall for me?
Fall for me

Yea you always said that it would all be me
Barbed wire around your neck hear the blood gurgle through the screams
Say you been down bitch i'll show you what true pain means

Hands up, broken jaw sucker punch
Bitch let's dance, don't get cut
Got glass shards up on my tongue, kiss of death she makes me numb
Broken promise oh my god
If I'm happy what's the cost?

Living in constant pain, watching you rot away
The quicker I start to cave, watching your flesh decay
Yea I really loved you, could you ever even say the same?
Say the same

spotify link<3

fleshh (dercept x michaelwarren)

hey, thx 4 listening, seriously.
this is the first song i've mixed completely from scratch,
so i hope it doesn't sound too foul 
prod. @prodskellington <3
cover art sketch by @bleulmao

~~~lyrics~~~
a minute away
i’m gonna fade
back into the nothing
shit what do you say
fear to be fake
look at my face
fucking disgusting
throughout the day

i can’t talk if i can’t even breathe out
she seems off there’s gotta be a reason
raindrops fall everywhere i don’t need it
think this calls for the death of a weakness

check, check, check,
troubled mind, covered ears
less, less, less, chitter-chat full of tears
let’s, let’s, let’s, get the fuck outta here
can’t afford being gone
but i’ve lost will to care again

the cycle ends
what’s the point in this
low love, slow thumbs, so numb

winter crept upon my hands
and all i am’s ideas through a screen
is it true that you were never meant to be?

troubled mind, covered ears [prod. skellington]

Biteki AMV: https://youtu.be/aMOX-qUEWMw
prod. farber
this 1 been in the works for a while 🖤
i hope some of you find relation & or clarity.
ft. @user-411557229

[autumn]
so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

cause i’ve always really wanted space
now i just wanna see your face
(see your face)

girl i want this bad
i told you that
i’m not just sad
my world’s been plaid

hello?
praying you’d pick up the phone 
how’d it go?
being on your god damn own

so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

[not home.]
they wanna be me
she gonna leave me
for somebody new
off of the shrooms
cold in my room 
lost in the ceiling
look at the moon

[autumn & not home.] 
(2x)
look at my face when you’re talking
(when you’re talking)
i get bored so i smoke now i’m coughing
(bitch i’m coughing)
all the friends at the house 
now i’m yawning
(what the fuck bitch)
they be chasing all the
shit up in my pockets

obsessed w/ not home. [prod. farber]

went for something different.
made this with the intention to expand my creativity as an artist
and the hopes to understand myself more as a person.
hope you enjoy :')
prod. @branwenmusic & @rvrhiv 🖤
cover art done by @akanenosketch

~~lyrics~~
(i got these daggers in my spine)
(they come right at me from the skies)
(just tell me why, why)

knowing that you’re safe
could you save me from this bad dream
know it’s kinda late
girl i’m sorry that i’m asking
glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat  
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within
until i meet an end
do you understand?

go into a rage 
when i see you in my sight
everyone the same 
and i always wonder why
tell me what it takes
just for you to stay mine

swear i’m fucking sick
everyone’s a prick 
running fucking swift
don’t ever stop, won’t ever quit
eh i was a mistake
in this world; why do i stay?
no, seriously.
THIS SHIT SUCKS!!!

hush…

glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat 
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within

i’m rotting from within!
i should probably go
there's blood under the snow 
infinity below
i hear the echoes of bellows

aren’t you just happy for me
i wanna be someone else
stuck inside a catacomb
it’s like my own personal hell 
just give me the signal 
and i’ll try to book it outta here
it’s not that i’m terrified
this is just how i look my dear 

i got these daggers in my spine
they started raining from the sky
i didn’t make it home in time
within your arms is where i lie

i rot, everything’s stupid 
i want you, but i’m useless
time’s not real, we are lucid 
i’m just, gonna lose it all


glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat 
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within
until i meet an end 
do you understand?…

infinity below [prod. branwen x rvrhiv]

@autumndropsdead
@caspywaspy

(autumn)
breathe in breathe out
breathe out (2x)
keep me around
(keep me around)

can't you feel the stress from the trees
see em bleeding?
trying less and less what is
left to believe in?

too much to express so i pent for a reason
go and be my guest
hunt me down; deer season
yeah, yeah

i need to breathe in, breathe out
breathe, please.
(please)

(casperrr)
i'm deep down in my head again
and i'm laying down in my bed again
i hate this stress, doesn't let me rest
baby lately I've been praying for the best

and i hate this life but i'm afraid of death
why is time going by so fast
and my head is turning to a fucking mess

i wanna go away and move out west
hate builds up and fills my soul
(fills my soul)
baby i've been trying to do this on my own
so~

(autumn & casperrr)
breathe in breathe out
breathe out (2x)
keep me around
(keep me around)

autumndropsdead - Deer Season (ft. casperrr) [+ 2001]

lyrics:

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist
 
Back home in this snow storm mid December
Troop left and I morned in this stormy weather
I made sure to be on for them all spring
U See the sewage but u dont know what the fox brings
Im surprised u made a solid effort
But I waste u and I play around inside the remnants 
Felt my words leave ur mouth while u coughing
Oh im sad when I need to kill an offspring
Loose in the moonlight
Dirt leaves and a black sky
I told you to kill me
Now I watch u lose your life
I pray that u hear me
From up inside paradise
I pray that u heal me
I wish instead I died
Drowned
Somewhere in the lake
I start growing bloated from this water in my veins
Still safe from the fire
Back at where we stayed
I left home but I cant forget the place
Oh Im tearing up
Proud
Not upon my name
U can take a picture but just leave me out the frame
I dont wanna be found
Rather be erased
Even now she remember my face
Oh im tearing up

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist

Cinderella (branwen)

lyrics:

You bite the hand when it reach out
Why would I offer you help anymore
I look away before I speak now
Since I dont know what to expect anymore
Im in a hole I cant climb out
And I feel im just wasting my time now
You got to feel it to find out
You gotta rip off the bandage

Im gearing up for the climb now
I feel like im suppose to fly now
Let me take u to the hideout
I feel like me and you would do damage
Im way too young to just die now
I got some shit on my bucket list so
Im tryna fly all the time now
I already got plenty of baggage
Dont u worry ill be home soon
Im caught up in the heat of it all
oh I am
Still it comes back every night just to watch me
On the foot of my frame by my bed sheets
Eyes wide glued to me thru my skull to my soul it feels cold
Late night
Every time the wind bites
Every time the leaves die
Every winter since I been dreaming of you
I sleep
Stripped of any peace I
Could’ve held in my mind
Knowing im not right there sleeping with you

You bite the hand when it reach out
Why would I offer you help anymore
I look away before I speak now
Since I dont know what to expect anymore
Im in a hole I cant climb out
And I feel im just wasting my time now
You got to feel it to find out
You gotta rip off the bandage

Patient Zero (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Time will tell
Who deserves
Another start
A beating heart
A pulse in them
A second life
Pure of sin
Too many times
I dont win
I refuse to play again
I refuse to lose again
I won’t talk to be ignored again

38
Got his heart
Love and prayers to his counter part 
It could’ve been another start
But he will rot and he will mourn
His saving grace
His work of art
Every night till his eyes are sore
Every night till his vocals tore
He says a prayer and then shuffles forth
Into the fray
Into the dark
He cant cover his beating heart
It could last
Or fail to stay
All his memories fade away
Into the grey
Into the dark
I cant cover my bleeding heart
I cant cover these mental scars
I cant picture our time apart

Yea I will wait I will gather up whatevers left
Its mostly hate I tried beating out of my damaged chest
Its too hard to change now
24 years of pain now
I tried to calm down
But I think we work best when berserk

38
Got his heart
Love and prayers to his counter part 
It could’ve been another start
But he will rot and he will mourn
His saving grace
His work of art
Every night till his eyes are sore
Every night till his vocals tore
He says a prayer and then shuffles forth
Into the fray
Into the dark
He cant cover his beating heart
It could last
Or fail to stay
All his memories fade away
Into the grey
Into the dark
I cant cover my bleeding heart
I cant cover these mental scars
I cant picture our time apart

38interlude (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

The Atlantic wind
Winter is here again
I settle back into hibernation
I hope it never ends
Oh This frozen coast
Pulled my love away
In the blue below
She still suffocates
We don’t have to go’s had turned to oh u should of came’s 
If its not the host the invites never hit the same
Round and round we go just dancing in the bullet rain
I lay up and blow this lavender from my window pane

Day break to night
I set my sight to horizon
When she’s worlds away
Lord just hold her tight
I see rain ahead
But I dont know how much is coming
Planks I lay my head keep bobbing up on top the ocean
The Atlantic wind
Winter is here again
I settle back into hibernation
I hope it never ends
Oh This frozen coast
Pulled my love away
In the blue below
She still suffocates

The Atlantic wind
Winter is here again
I settle back into hibernation
I hope it never ends
Oh This frozen coast
Pulled my love away
In the blue below
She still suffocates
We don’t have to go’s had turned to oh u should of came’s 
If its not the host the invites never hit the same
Round and round we go just dancing in the bullet rain
I lay up and blow this lavender from my window pane

Atlantic Blanket ft Vict Molina (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell

Late deploy
Im in the trees again
But its the real thing this time
I cannot try again
They hold a vantage point
They hit my closest friend
And They would have hit my heart too
If I had forgot the vest
But When we die
Where does the conscience go
Like if I were to die too
Would i return to home
Like Would I be wrapped in peace
And Would I be next to you
And Would u be something to see
Or could I touch you too my baby
I think my favourite night 
Is The kind that’s meant to fade
The ones we take for granted now
The ones that slip away
I pray tomorrows good enough to be a yesterday
Cause half the faces I remember never look the same

 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell
 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell

Its Quiet , Too Quiet (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Open the attic and
Take out the bones
Powder it down then bag that
U lose a life when u enter the home
Really u live in a mouse trap
Clean off the dirt and I fold the clothes
Nobody cares if Nobody knows
Nobody there when u look at my soul
Fix me change me fuck that
I see candlelight come flicker thru the autumn air
It emanates from cross the silver lake beside the forest there
I feel the evening wind come brush me on my auburn hair
Im to far to dodge this storm but nature couldn’t care

Oh what a way to die
Am I to blame cause I
Was led astray to find
This old woodlands heart
Well I guess ill die
Let it take my life
I cant take it anymore I need to unzip
Watch the ground u step on cause it could be toxic
I just blew the baggage door the and stormed the cockpit
Dont you know that time to think is fucking nonsense
Watch the fire rage and turn the forest into soot
Its a sign its the consequence for damage where we stood
Over time we have buried all the flesh into the mud
But the eyes of the earth prove again were in their clutch

Open the attic and
Take out the bones
Powder it down then bag that
U lose a life when u enter the home
Really u live in a mouse trap
Clean off the dirt and I fold the clothes
Nobody cares if Nobody knows
Nobody there when u look at my soul
Fix me change me fuck that
I see candlelight come flicker thru the autumn air
It emanates from cross the silver lake beside the forest there
I feel the evening wind come brush me on my auburn hair
Im to far to dodge this storm but nature couldn’t care

Placebo (eric Godlow X LeonardoDaLenny)

lyrics:

Coming down
Its really raining now
How are you getting back to the house
Its looking dangerous out
Wait
Im a Cannibal
Im a young animal
I pour some fire into my cup
It taste fucking terrible

Its just another Sunday to tempt my mind
Beneath the planes wing I see the northern lights
Im wiped from her fate like im a passerby
I carried your pain so won’t you carry mine
Give me your fate u know I care
Who do u see when u talk and no ones there
Give me your life u know I care
Who do u see when u talk and no ones there

Coming down
Its really raining now
How are you getting back to the house
Its looking dangerous out
Wait
Im a Cannibal
Im a young animal
I pour some fire into my cup
It taste fucking terrible

The Basement Flooded (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

I looked dead in their eyes in the grave
Glazed with a cataract grey
There must be a reasonable way
Were just particles floating thru space
When the moon decides to flood the Great Lakes
With the beast of planet dread in full display
And All the armour that we wear is homemade
I will walk into its pit in blind rage

They describe a creature in the face of horror
This ugly violent mess that’s bigger than a meteor
We fear the sound the name the smell we fear the thought the face more
U spent a lot of time afraid of something never seen before
Tenderils poke out of the floor
In this cold and broken down Toronto apartment uh
I could be the one that turn it to a home
Camouflage won’t help when they can smell you
If they didn’t tell u that they tryna leave without you
I was deep in the woods when I found you
I looked down at ur body and I mourned u

I looked dead in their eyes in the grave
Glazed with a cataract grey
There must be a reasonable way
Were just particles floating thru space
When the moon decides to flood the Great Lakes
With the beast of planet dread in full display
And All the armour that we wear is homemade
I will walk into its pit in blind rage

Particles Floating Thru Space (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

U tore me into spare parts
On the ground I claw at tarring 
We were stuck right from the start
Cause We cant think with broken hearts
Its 7pm its barely dark
I light up the baseball bat of purple and I heal my scars
Forgetting us for who we are

Talk
We aint talked in a minute
I keep calling won’t u pick up
I been dry for a minute but my soul aches for the bottle sometimes
Pine leaves fall on me and cool my body uh uh
Ill keep betting on me if I keep staying at home
I was once a rebel loyal
Only to my cause approved by
Me and who I trusted with my
Life that was my first mistake I
Slept on top this storage cot
With half my notes depicting torture
I have suffered first account
They broke me to something foul

U tore me into spare parts
On the ground I claw at tarring 
We were stuck right from the start
Cause We cant think with broken hearts
Its 7pm its barely dark
I light up the baseball bat of purple and I heal my scars
Forgetting us for who we areU tore me into spare parts
On the ground I claw at tarring 
We were stuck right from the start
Cause We cant think with broken hearts
Its 7pm its barely dark
I light up the baseball bat of purple and I heal my scars
Forgetting us for who we are

I_Shed My Lungs Every Morning (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

I had read how to miss
Than I had burned the book
Blunt filled up with cat piss
And I write the hook
Cramped up in this ride
G class hurting my spine
She wanna come inside 
Well come and take a look uh
Im in the scat and we going 150 vr vroom
I dont want friends I cannot be ur hero nuh uh
Im in the function plus I brought my weirdos uh uh
We in the back in the garage on zero 

Take it
Take out my heart dont break it
I would put faith in the alcohol
I would say shit I aint mean it
Cheat it Deceive it
I was just filled with my demons
I was too late on keying in
I knew when it left me bleeding

What if
We were on our way to the hotel I purchased
I know its a long shot but baby its worth it
We could talk a bit just right before we close the curtains
Im taking my leave I know to tap out when im losing
Its like 3am my only friend this bud im using
I just pack my shit up and I light it when im fuming
I had just went to space off this I miss when I was human

I had read how to miss
Than I had burned the book
Blunt filled up with cat piss
And I write the hook
Cramped up in this ride
G class hurting my spine
She wanna come inside 
Well come and take a look uh
Im in the scat and we going 150 vr vroom
I dont want friends I cannot be ur hero nuh uh
Im in the function plus I brought my weirdos uh uh
We in the back in the garage on zero

Shmokies (sorrowbringer)

lyrics:

Im blowing blunts in the foyer of Shang
I pull up faded to her residential
U not my guy u dont hold the credentials
I dont have time for the whole sentimental
I treat this paper tag like its a rental
Whipping this shit like its bdsm
I drop the clutch like fake friends
Im burning rubber like rough sex
Im going up im a prospect
Give me my flowers I pick out the pedals
I got some problems I never had settled
Shaking my head like this shit heavy metal
Demons had taken me but I had let them
Im sipping drank while Im blowing the venom
If he a problem my guys gon get em
I am the task hand

Im blowing blunts in Louisiana 
I pour this potion inside of my Fanta
I am too geeked right now im tart
Sipping this purple I hit her cart
Lip filler make her look like bart
Cant fuck a Simpson bitch im smart
I saw the future it showed me im still going hard
I dont want problems
But I keep guys round me that solve em ya
I feel like bruce im going outside up at like 3am
I told my guy new opps up and he going super Saiyan
I told my bitch ill be back soon I just had shit to dead

Im blowing blunts in the foyer of Shang
I pull up faded to her residential
U not my guy u dont hold the credentials
I dont have time for the whole sentimental
I treat this paper tag like its a rental
Whipping this shit like its bdsm
I drop the clutch like fake friends
Im burning rubber like rough sex
Im going up im a prospect
Give me my flowers I pick out the pedals
I got some problems I never had settled
Shaking my head like this shit heavy metal
Demons had taken me but I had let them
Im sipping drank while Im blowing the venom
If he a problem my guys gon get em
I am the task hand

Deadit (scottysplash)

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JoshIGuess the Singer, Songwriter, & Engineer

JoshIGuess was brought upon the earth in Lodi, California. Growing up, he had been raised and educated in Stockton, California. His earliest releases revolved around mostly Youtube & Soundcloud, most notably starting with childhood best friend Athryn. 

His music journey continued evolving by making connections at local shows in California, befriending people such as whatafuckingbitch & many others.  

During 2020's Epidemic, Josh met close collaborators known as AkiraDoves, Reapers Shadow, & many more. Together they took time to improve their musical journey and push themselves further than what they were.

Josh also started to engineer for multiple artists including Kurama SD, D34D @imactuallyd34d, Lil Kush, & more artists upon request.

As of recent times, JoshIGuess has continued his journey of pursuing his music career. This includes live events, videos, collaborations and help from listeners like you.

tired ..🕊️ 
NV // TEAM6 
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